hellloo(:
xiaojingteng's songs are really nice! ahah XD
especially songs like " wo bu hui ai" and " xiao nan ren da nan ren"(:
and he has a song with the word
" green" in it(:
HAHAA(:
im in a happy mood(:
Lyon
helllooo (:
was feeling a little defensively irritated awhile ago
after reading something
damn it.
i feel guilty
freakingly guilty
sometimes i feel damn annoyed with my own character
maybe a more inconsiderate and thoughtless and selfish lyon would be better.
then i wouldn't need to feel guilty
or rather guilty to such a large extent.
maybe it's time for all the negativity to come out
annoyed. irritated and pissed off.
=(
on a brighter note,
xiao jing teng's album is OUT! :D
<33!!
can't wait to listen to his songs!(:
Lyon
helloo!
well, something good happened to me.
i don't know what exactly actually but somehow or rather,
i'm starting to see hope (:
oh well- keep my fingers crossed
and just strive to do my best.
really my best.(:
i'm going to become a full-fledged mugger and this time
i swear it's for REAL :D
smile(:
Lyon
helllo!(:
i got back my CT results today.
it was quite bad, to be honest, but i knew that it was retribution
for not putting in the effort required
another overestimation of my capability i guess
or rather, overestimation of my luck HEH.
GP- i got a C. (: well, it's the subject which i improved the most (: but still, there are so many areas of improvement x_X
Econs- i got a C. hmm. a stagnant C grade. well, considering how i really didn't study for econs ( i only made a few mindmaps and read through the notes >< ), i guess i should be considered lucky already. heh i was so afraid i would disappoint ms leong by " deproving" but luckily never- but i'll definitely work harder!(:
CLL- i got a B (: okay- another improvement- a rather unexpected improvement though because i didn't put in much effort for it. ( aiyah actually i didn't put in much effort for anything ><>
MATHS-okay heres the SHOCKING part about my CT results- in fact- its HORRIFYING. haha XD to the extent that im too stunned to feel sad or anything, just pretty amused.
my maths actually DROPPED BY 5 GRADES- from a B to a .. U!!
kind of WOAH right . x_X when i saw it, i was really stunned. HAHA.
and i thought i did study for it lor x_X haha XD i knew it- i was living in self-denial haiz.
but oh well- at least it was maths that dropped(: i have confidence to pull it back up to at least a B in prelims- JIAYOU!(:
okay, here comes the saddest part about this CTs, the part that made me damn depressed in the afternoon before i " recovered"(:
HISTORY- i got a C. okay a C doesn't seem that bad right? but it affected me ALOT ALOT ALOT- freaking hell ALOT. all my previous results didn't really affect me, not even maths .
i never knew how much history meant to me until today lah. haha XD
ehh it wasn't about my performance for all the essay papers because i also didn't put in much effort for history so i wasn't expecting very great results.. but i guess it was more of disappointing ms krishnan.. i knew i could have done better and frankly speaking, i was afraid she would give up on me :( i guess that made me real depressed.
haha i study for the teachers.. and its been proven that out of all my teachers,
the teacher whom i respect the most or rather, the teacher that means most to me
would be ms krishnan! haha XD i was still thinking whether it was ms leong or ms krishnan lor
but i think now - ms leong would be second (: closely behind ms krishnan(:
in fact, her words in the revision class later on cheered me up alot too(: it made me feel that
there's still hope for me :D
but anyway, i was damn depressed in the afternoon- sorry if i had offended anyone ><-
but the article and 2 smses helped (: thanks alot :D:D :D i appreciate it!(:
actually im quite happy that i managed to recover from my depression so fast leh (:
faster than i thought i would :D because i was really damn damn depressed - on the verge of tears lorr haha(:
i always treasure such moments in my life- whereby i go through a depressed period
but manage to overcome it
with people's help too
and emerge as a stronger person(:
anyway, its really time to buck up!(:
jiayou people!
at least its only CTs now!(:
be thankful its not prelims
be thankful theres still time
even though theres not alot,
when theres time , theres hope(:
as long as you believe, as long as you persevere
as long as you work hard
because if not now, when?
you can do it:D
jiayou :)
smile(:
Lyon
Sunday, July 12, 2009
6:17 PM
hello!(:
FINALLY- today was a more productive day than the past few days(:
oh well- better late than never:D
building the momentum to chiong! (:
looking forward to tmr
getting back results!
haha not that im looking forward coz i know i will do well
but rather i know i will do quite badly
so im looking forward to see how badly i would do
so as to really wake up and jiayou le! (:
OH and i did a quiz from facebook which is surprisingly very true leh ahah XD
although i would have preferred green haha:D
You are Yellow! You are a bright, happy person. You probably like peace and harmony, and just wish that everyone could be as simply joyful as you are. You love to spend time with your friends, and are probably the optimist in the group. Not to say that you're sickeningly happy all the time, you just tend to have a positive outlook on life. You have a bright, pleasant personality that draws people to you. You can light up a whole room! You sometimes get stepped on by reds, not because you can't defend yourself, but because you prefer not to. You just don't want to disrupt the peace. Your friends go to you when they need someone to encourage them or to help them look on the bright side. You can also be very insightful; you have a way of seeing the world differently, more perceptively, than most people. At the same time, however, you can be a little...well, you live in your own little world. Just like yellow can go with most colors, you can get along with most people - as long as they can stand your optimism! You, in a nutshell: Happy, peace-loving, bright, insightful, optimistic, supportive, loving, compassionate. YELLOW!.
haha:D quite true right?
anyway, its time to jiayou le!:D
oh and before i forget,
THANKS SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME PRINT ALL THE STUFF<3333
hehe:D appreciate it(: love ya!<33
smile(:
Lyon
Saturday, July 11, 2009
2:09 PM
hello!(:
was reading blogs just now
and happened to read junya's blog(:
all the sec 4 memories- especially those after exams(:
suddenly miss hanging out with
junya xue ting and rebecca alot ><>
it's times like these when
i can't wait for Alevels to be over
and it's time to catch up people whom im really looking forward
to catching up with(:
its inevitable for people to
drift apart as time goes by
but i believe that as long as
we still believe in our friendship
nothing will change(:
on a more depressing note-
argh. im still slacking :(
wth. HAIZ
oh well- jiayou lyon!(:
smile(:
Lyon
