hello:)

had wudao in the morning today.. :) i was the earliest!! i dunno why, i just feel like being super punctual for wudao.. haha:)

well, my brother is apparently very sick , with sore throat, vomiting , cough, fever and his highest temperature reading is 38.9 !!O.o sick for 3-4 days liao lehh... starting to get quite worried... :( i sure hope i dun get infected too>.<

anw , just read dora's blog :) touched:)

i think the reason why SYF bonds us together is because
we went through the same process together, the practices, the learning of movements, the sweat, the laughter, the pain,the tears , all our effort put in for 6min45sec on stage,.... to show everybody CS wudao de4 shi2 li4!!:)

i am really touched when i see everyone so hardworking for our SYF:) i dunno why but i feel really proud of them! this is the last SYF for us sec 4s and the 6min45sec on stage can be considered our magical moment, the final 付出for wudao:) so we must all work hard :)

actually even if we dun get wat we aimed for in the end, its okay :) coz the most impt thing is that we all worked hard, did our best and WE ARE ALL BONDED:)

wudao is really special in all our dancers' hearts, in mine too.. and words cant really express wat we feel so strongly for wudao :) but what we can do , is to show our passion thru our dancing, by doing our best for the pfm , for SYF :)
so everyone must jiayou !!

yup! treasure our SYF :) make it a memorable , significant n special memory that will stay in all 27 dancers' hearts :) and in liang and zhong lao shi's hearts too!

on the stage, we are all dancers and the only thought we possess on stage is to give the audience the best performance we can give :) be confident :)

SYF , HERE WE COME:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Hello!:)

feeling much better after reading wenjie's post:) on wudao...
omg, its really touching and i feel really inspired again for wudao, for SYF:) tyty!

yup! i shall jiayou for SYF:)


SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

its thursday.... the whole week is almost gone , in just a flash of an eye.... time really flies lahh >.<>.< well, at least to me...

well, i realised that a simple thing that u do can actually make someone out there happy ,since u have the ability to brighten up someone else's day ,why not ?:)

anw , there are so many things for me to do n i cant believe i am slacking -.- sian... well, but i have never been a master of time :)

theres audition tmr... wudao tmr !!!:):):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!!:)

well, guess wad just happened to me 0.0

i slipped and fell in the toilet-.- and landed
( phew !)on my butt-.- BUT just below where my tailbone of my spinal cord is lehh !!o.O omg lahh!! n now its hurting like siao.... >.< aiyyoo.....i really hope i din injure anywhere coz it was really a great fall lah n i was really tramuastised , i was in shock for a few minutes and was panting like siao although i have no idea why-.- and den....... i started hiccupping -.- for very very long lahh....but luckily it has stopped:)

but woahh... dat was really scary >.<

anw , dno why i din feel hungry at all today ....i think maybe coz i ate a super heavy breakfast lahh.....haha:)

today was another okay day bah :) went home with dora n tong today:)

need to go study n do many things liao :)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

well, feeling quite touched and happy now:)

today was quite a fun day except for the fact that i was still feeling a little sick>.<

well, there was no wudao today and thats really very very rare>.< so i went home with xueting, junya, cynthia and weifu and i had a lot of fun laughing :)
omg lah, i laugh until i cry-.- its really great to laugh until so shuang coz dats not wat i often do.... thank you so much :)


btw i deleted that part coz i realised its causing many to worry abt me .. sry !>.<

SMILE!:)

LyOn

hello!!:)

okay, well today was a horrid day coz of my stupid runny nose n flu -.-
couldnt dance properly lah-.- but i tried my best lah :) n i kept sneezing -.- and trying to control ur sneezing is a very tiring task -.-

thnx a lot to all those who lent me tissue :) lianglaoshi, joylynn etc:) and sry to everyone for sneezing n spreading germs abt-.-

i hate getting runny noses coz they make me super pissed at everything -.- n my performance at wudao and everything abt me in wudao seems to be worsening -.- haii.. maybe coz i am sick? nah, thats just an excuse -.- i really need to work harder at everything now!!!:) must jiayou!!:)

btw the journey back home was horrendous lah -.- in the mrt train, i rubbed my nose dunno how many times to prevent myself from sneezing n i kept squeezing n screwing up my face to control my sneezing, i think it was a comical sight for those on the mrt train if they were observing me thruout the trip home ...
den later on , before i went home, i had to buy honeydew and sun melon and it was super difficult choosing them coz my nose was running ( dripping with mucus , ( ok, dis sounds gross X.X)) ....and my hands were full somemore so it was a hard task takin out tissue =.= after buying , i wanted to buy bread de but i was feeling damn horrible with my runny nose which couldnt seem to stop and my heay load so i just went home :(

felt horrible at home too , with the stupid hot weather n dusty air, i was damn irritated n pissed lah :( think i vented out my frustration on my mom>.<>.< n i am goin to giv up chem at the end of the year for GPA , sry mrs ong!

unless a miracle happens for me for chem :)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

first week of term 2 is over!:)

we are getting closer to our SYF and somehow i seem to be always making mistakes :( O M G !:( dats bad...but i am trying , maybe not hard enuff though
-.- sighhh..

but it was really heartwarming to see everyone so helpful n bonded today in carrying n arranging the chairs , the guys came to help the girls n i really felt very happy:) coz shows dat we are becoming more n more bonded n united:)
dats something i really hope we can achieve during the period of SYF n on SYF dat day !:)

oh ! and the guys really improved a lot :) haha! they got more " jing li " den us and can really see their unity :) another heartwarming scene , especially when they did the " woosh ":)... i dunno why but i am really proud of them :) and it seemed just ydae that we were so pissed with their attitude .. :) haha! our guys rawk!!:)

girls ( including me ), lets buck up n show we are more united n bonded n have more " jing li " den the guys :) JIAYOU:)

SMILE :)

LyOn

hello:)

felt pretty positive today in sch :)

coz i did everything properly the night before :) so i went to sch very positively...
though i think i went a little mad, telling everybody very happily abt my confirm-wrong gradient -.- haha:)

n rite , i really dun understand myself ... i got the lowest in class for chem test --12.5/35.. quite a bad failure rite? n yet , i feel nothing , i dun feel like crying , or shouting in frustration or getting depressed or watsoever ... in fact , i am really surprised that i can face my marks happily lehh .... gosh , there must be smth really wrong with me >.< when i saw my marks, " woah, i got the lowest n i failed " flashed across my mind .... and thats it. period. i dun understand, by right , i shld have been crying or getting really upset , depressed and pple shld be comforting me , encouraging me... and yet, i actually am encouraging and comforting them.. the whole thing is just so ironical -.-

when was the last time i really got upset and depressed over my results?? i think it was the chem test in term 3 last yr ... LAST YEAR lehh!! omg!0.0seriously , i feel shocked at myself at this change-.- it scares me sometimes >.<

but on the other hand, theres a positive side to this change :) firstly, i can make others feel better with my lousy marks, i have the right to comfort others using my lousy marks and i hardly feel stresed , depressed or sad often , as in ove rmy marks lahh :) i can be more positive n strive to do better :) :):)

but i still STUDY for my tests lah :) -.-

anw, today was the first time i laughed so much and happily for a long long time :) and i am really glad of that:) thnx so much xueting , junya and weifu !!:)
i was really very tickled by our fun conversation and dramatic act :) tyty!!

tmr got maths quiz, must study :)

smile :)

LyoN

hello!!

well, i havent blogged for very long hor:) since the holiday liao..

haii, busy chiong-ing hw!!:) haha

anw, heres a short recap of march holiday which seemed to have passed super duper fast 0.0

mon and thurs--wudao
quite fruitful lah:) glad to see we are improving :) 17th april is SYF liao!!!:) nervous yet a little excited .. we are gg to work harder and do our best de!!:) jiayou!!

tues and fri--interview
quite ok lah :) my first time interviewing pple mah! :) well, quite a good experience .. all the pple who were interviewed did quite well lah :) not to worry!
some things were expected, some were not but it was a refreshing experience:)

wed--our last DAZU
it was bascially our best dazu so far n frankly speaking , i am proud of it:) coz we really improved:) although there were some leng changs here n there lah-.- think i will miss dazu :) haha

and that roughly sums up my march hols , of coz with the pfm at marine parade:)

din get to do any revision or watsoever:( haii... not enuff time lah but i must admit i am guilty of slacking >.<>.<

dis term is gg to be super busy :( but i must get prepared liao! everyone oso hor!:) if i suddenly appear emo-.-, pls forgive me .:) its just coz i am quite tired :) haha:)

theres still so much things to do and yet i know i am not the busiest so therefore , i have no right to complain-.- but jiayou everyone!!:):)

i shall work harder towards my goal!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

had wudao in the morning today...

well, we had physical training :) n its A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN PE:) i dun mind having this instead of PE every week ... although its really pretty tiring :) n i think it was fruitful n good training for all of us:)

well, todays wudao was quite good:) we practised many many times n although it was tiring but it really helped us improve:) it felt although as if with every practice, we would improve by a little .. and with many many practices , we would improve by a lot!!:) i like the thought of that..

well, a negative thing is that i realised that i hav been smiling lesser and lesser during wudao .. maybe coz i spent most of my energy concentrating on the dance n dancing to improve so sorry if i may appear more moody or wateva hor >.< smiling needs energy too mah !:) haha

i realise i hav a lot to improve >.< but i shall jiayou de :) i know every other person in wudao will jiayou too de :)

after wudao , went to hand in my maths assignment and den went home :)

tmrs interview liao :) pretty excited :) jiayou everyone!

Smile :)

LyOn

hello:)

its officially the march holidays le!!

but this is going to be my busiest holiday ever cuz out of the 7 days, i am busy for 6 days ( returning to sch from mon-fri)except sunday-.- but its worth it lah :) coz this is the only time i can be so busy because of CS:)

had wudao today ... omg>.< SYF is coming in a month's time or even lesser lehh... acck! time passes so fast , sometimes i wish it would just slow down for a while .. haii..

but our SYF dance is improving :) n everybody is starting to work harder n i can really see everyone's efforts:) i am really touched n motivated by everyones passion for our dance:) everyone's sweat and hard work will surely pay off in the end de:) KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK EVERYONE!:) n lets improve somemore and do our best :) its going to be really tiring :) but we can do it de!
lets all believe:)


anyway , i am glad that theres march hols coz it really helps:)

somehow, i wish this march holidays would go slowly :) so i can do my best to enjoy :)

SMILE:)

LyOn

HeLLO!!:)

a quick post here:) before i go back to doin my stuff:(

feeling really positive and happy now....:) positive memories really help in making someone positive :)

today, jun ya said she missed primary sch life n i realised i missed it a lot too!!:) so ( i cant believe this) i actuallly spent abt one hour recalling my primary school memories!! maybe thats why i feel so good now:)

was mainly thinking abt primary 4 life coz thats the best year of my primary sch life:) all the fun , happy memories .. i cant believe how much i yearned to go to sch during p4... it was so free , not stressful n i enjoyed sch a lot:) unlike now -.- haii

also did a bit of self -reflection ... actually i should be very honoured to have such wonderful primary sch memories lah!:) at least when i am feeling lousy, they can be my source of motivation mah!:) and i realised that i shld be contented that i had a happy primary sch life coz i know some pple din hav...
in fact , i should thank everyone who have a part in making my life wonderful, (be it now or in the past) .. Its really because of you all ,that i can be positive everyday and and find the strength to believe in myself :)

i know that sometimes i can be really pissing /irritating/annoying/idiotic/hopeless/disppointing/insensitive/blur/
stupid/frustrating/negative but i really want thank you all , for bearing wif all my faults , my negative points , always being there for me , always concerned abt me , always making me better n giving me all the beautiful memories i have now .... i really treasure every wonderful memory each one of you has given me :) thank you all so very very much !! every little thing you all have done really makes me very happy n i really appreciate it:)

THANK YOU!!:)

smiLe:)

LyOn