Sunday, April 29, 2007
10:32 AM
hihi:)

hahaha.. i am very happy now coz..........................................................................

i found a website where i can watch fruit basket in japanese!!!!:):)

ever since those videos of fruit basket got deleted on youtube, i thought there would be no ways to watch le>.< den i happened to chance upon this website and :):):) i can watch le....

i am going to be hooked on fruit basket once more :)

FRUIT BASKET RAWKS:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Saturday, April 28, 2007
3:55 PM
hihi:)

heres a post i want to dedicate to everyone in wudao :)

i really want thank everyone who was concerned abt me ydae :) frankly speaking , u all helped me recover faster :) and ydae was one of the days where i felt the most blessed and fortunate:) all the gestures , all the acts of concern, big or small.... they all really made me very touched:)

actually , to tell the truth, i really felt very very very sick ydae morning n a part of me din want to come .. but thinking of how successful our pfm was going to be later on when we performed, thinking of how i wanted to be a part of it, thinking of how i was going to miss all these performances and pfm preparation when i xieren, thinking of how i din wan to let u all down by not coming, thinking of everyone in wudao really gave me the strength to come to school :) when i came to school and when everyone came asking me if i was alright, i was really touched n din regret coming at all and later on when our pfm was a trmendous success, i was 100% glad that i came :):) that i was a part of our success:)

i want to thank a lot of people and i know that some of them were very busy :) and i am already very touched that they asked whether i am alright liao:):)same goes to all the others who asked whether i am alright, every such question warms my heart and i treasure it a lot:)

heres a whole list of thankyous :):)
thank you yuntong for your concern and for ur understanding :)
thank you dorothy for your concern and ur hug to keep me warm:)
thank you meixian for ur concern and for buying the my lunch--porridge for me :)
thank you jocelyn for ur sms , ur concern and helping me bring my shoe from LT3 to LT1
thank you joanna for ur concern and helping me count toushi:)
thank you shunying for accompanying me home on thurs, for ur concern , for trying to keep me warm n for making me feel better:)
thankyou ningli for ur concern and the hug:)
thank you joylynn for ur concern and the hug:)
thankyou zina for accompanying me home on thurs,for ur concern, for asking me to sleep -.-, for helping me count toushi and for wiping my makeup for me :)
thank you weijia for accompanying me home , for bringing panadol for me, for ur concern,for offering to get your father to fetch me ( although in the end never, but the gesture was touching :)n for wiping the make up off my face:)
thank you liu chang for ur concern , ur hug to make me feel warmer and for sitting down with me when we were waiting :)
thank you tongwei for ur concern :):)
and thank you to all the other wudao girls oso:)
and not forgetting the guys too :)
thank you mingwei for ur concern, sms n ur advice on how to cure my fever:)
thank you liu su for ur concern,for waiting with me for my lunch and sms:)
thank you zi qiang for ur concern and for waiting with me for my lunch :)
thank you xing xiang for ur concern and for waiting with me for my lunch :)
thank you chaoran for ur concern and for waiting with me for my lunch:)
thank you wanbo for ur concern and for waiting with me for my lunch:)
and thank you to the other guys too :)

thanks oso to sieu ping, virgina and huikee for their concern :):):)

every one of u are greatly responsible for my speedy recovery :) although i havent fully recovered yet but u all really helped me recover very fast:)
each and every one of u brightened up my day, cheered me up and made me very happy:) just like wad zina said, i felt like a princess ydae.. thanks for treating me so well ydae:) really very very 感动:) every word of thanks comes from the bottom of my heart! u all really made my day ......

i really felt very blessed ydae and everytime i cant help but feel so lucky that i am a part of wudao, that i got to know each and every one of u :) coz everyone of u have a special place in my heart :)

sadly to say, time passes very very fast .... and so i must really really treasure all the wudao practices with u all :) we still ( hopefully) have 2 more times to show everyone our SYF DANCE:):) lets all jiayou everyone !:)

I LOVE U ALL :)<33

smile:)

LyoN


1:02 PM
hihi:)

this is going to be a very long post so get ready :)

firstly, yay! i can read people's tagboard le !!all the different tags on all the different tagboards was really touching :)

ydae was speech day !!:) to me , it was a wonderful day with a bad start -.- heres a recap of wat happened ydae:

i woke up in the morning and checked my temperature.. to my horror, i was still having a super high fever lah .. 39.6 lehh!! highest temperature i had so far....tried to bring the temp down by bathing but din help.. my head was super heavy ,giddy and i was feeling so sick n terrible.. rahh. still went to school coz we performing our syf dance for speech day and i want to play my part in this pfm :):) in making this pfm a success:)aha..XD
so i went to school..but on the way , i stopped by 7-11 to buy panadol coz i was veh scared my temp would increase further o.0 .. the whole journey was not a pleasant one.. coz i was giddy, feverish and aching all over and the stupid mrt train was so crowded ::(din get a seat until around tanjong pagar-.-
when i reached school, saw everyone .. haha:) all the concern i received made me much better :)by the first rehearsal, i was still quite sick but i tried anw.. din do a very good job.. the 2nd rehearsal was better except for one part which i sprained my shoulder for that moment n couldnt continue.. but for the actual pfm , it was okay lah:) i think that considering that i was sick, i tried my best :) although i was very tired n a bit giddy so couldnt do some movements fully :( like the jump movements etc.. but it was quite a good job lah :)
and in fact , we did very well :) many people praised us and gave us good comments:) even we think we really brought out our standard:) i am really glad i came :) after the performance , felt very giddy and a bit feverish but it soon got better lah :):) thanks to everyone :) went to eat dinner with wudao pple:) quite fun with all the usual crap n stuff:) and the day ended:) a good day spent with wudao.. memorable n unforgettable:)

SMILE :)

LyOn

Thursday, April 26, 2007
7:42 PM
hihi:)

today was a HORRIBLE DAY :(coz i fell sick.. yucks.. i hate falling sick coz i tend to get depressed when i fall sick:(

in the morning, it was still okay.. den slowly , i began to feel very sick and i was super super duper cold ...i was trembling n shivering lahh:( couldnt do any work, couldnt study for maths test, which i havent studied for....so i was feeling very very sick .... bleahh...

i ate a panadol n felt better .. din feel so cold lahh... but i was still feeling so yucky :( had maths test later.. couldnt concentrate.. when i handed up the paper, my head was groggy and i felt very hot.....for the following lessons, i felt very hot n giddy :( hAII..

den later on, it got worse... when i checked my temperature in huisuo , i got a shock lah! 39.4 leh! woahh.. no wonder i was burning n my head was super giddy n heavy n i was aching all over... so i gave up n decided to go home.
thanx wejia shunying zina for gg home with me :) touched by their concern n other pple's concern too :)yep! i will sweat it out!:)

feeling better now.. although my head is still throbbing :( n my fever still quite high.. but i WILL get WELL tmr de!:) for our speech day SYF :):)

i really hope tmr we can show everyone a good, brilliant syf dance:) jiayou dancers!:)

i am looking forward to tmr !:)

pls let me get well :(

SMILE :)

LyON

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
9:22 PM
hihi:)

rahh. i feel sick :( but i will not get sick ! i still wan put up a gwh pfm on fri:) ahaha:)

anw... today was a fun day with some not very good moments=X

the fun part of the day was being timekeeper of the competition:) very fun leh!
memorable experience :) especially since it was first time for me !enjoyed the whole process a lot !:) den after that continued to help the JC for their SYF :) laughed a lot there with zhonglaoshi around-.- ahha:)

anw... physics prac was a killer:( pretty sad since i am counting physics but on the brighter side, it cant get lower den my chem practical:) i got lowest in chem prac leh!! 3/25!!o.0amazing rite? haha

and rite, for the first time in my academic history.... i FAILED a subject lehh!!! i FAILED chem. 47/100 o.0 woahh.. its really incredible lahhXD i know i shouldnt be too happy but i seriously dun feel sad .... in fact, to me, its like a breakthrough.. i know i am using all the wrong words but thats seriously how i feel... well, but when my parents see, i know i am gg to get slaughtered..haa:)

i really suspect my GPA for this semester will be below 2.5 :) haha.. really lor.. at the rate i am failing and stuff like that... really amazing n incredible lahh 0.0haha.. dno whthr to feel happy or sad...lol

anw theres maths test n i havent study.. :( oh-oh

tmrs a tiring day again ....

SMILE:)

LyOn

Sunday, April 22, 2007
3:57 PM
hihi:)

heres a longer post on ydae wudao outing!:)

went sentosa beach to play! :)it was DAMN FUN!except the parts where saltwater got into my eyes/mouth-.- super salty lah! n i almost lost my specs-- but thnx to zina :) she found it!:)

we oso celebrated tong's bdae and dora's belated bdae:) it ended up as a cake-smearing session-- first time cake was smeared on my face-.- eeew... but it was really fun as everyone was chasing each other,with cake on their hands , ready to smear.... XD

we were all very high.. 超级HIGH! :) we threw sand at each other, splashed water at each other, chased each other around, dragged pple down into the water, took lots n lots of photographs, posed in the water( our last pose!!),swam in the water, ate food, played volleyball etc.... it was really one of the best days in my life! =D

the fun we had was really undescripable... we were like crazy pple lah! :) haha... i tried so many new things ydae!my first time in seawater --swimming, playing,splashing,taking photos in seawater, throwing sand at pple,smearing cake on pple's faces,getting buried by sand-.-:),playing volleyball on the beach and many many more new experiences....

aiyah.. wished i had brought a camera:) i must bring a camera n take photos with each of the 27 dancers next time :) a pity only 21 came,... nvm.. next time, hopefully all 28 dancers would be present!:)

i really want to thank all the 20 dancers for the wonderful, enjoyable and happy time i had yesterday!:) its really an unforgettable ... our first wudao outing leh! we bonded more and got to know each other better by playing together:), its my first time on such a crazy grp outing n i really treasure it a lot a lot a lot ! i am glad every one had so much fun ! i love everyone of u ! :) <33

我爱舞蹈!!!!!:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Saturday, April 21, 2007
11:18 PM
hihi:)

i am super duper tired so heres a super short post:) more details put up another time!

I LOVE WUDAO!! :)

thanks for the outing today :) i had a lot of fun!!)

SMIle:)

LyoN

Friday, April 20, 2007
10:01 PM
hihi:)

ahh.. i still cant see my tagboard ! rahh! dno why! i heard got some #$%^ stuff tagged on my blog ahh!! >.< haha:)

well, i flopped my chem practical -.- and my bio test :( i got lowest in class.. haha.. coz of some reasons but nvm :)

but overall today was a good day :)

got speech day rehearsal after sch which i " ponned" to go be timekeeper for the ji shi yan jiang bi sai :)

its really fun being the timekeeper lehh!!!:) especially my first time recording the time n pressing the bell .. coz the first participant was chee how , den when i pressed the bell coz his time was up, he turned his head, looked at me n give me a diao look -.- scare me lah! make me feel so bad!-.- haha:) but all very fun lah:)

aiyoo.. i want to continue being the timekeeper next week for the finals :( but too bad i hav to go help out for senior high SYF :( hahah :) nvm lah :)

after dat , we got a crazy but funny wudao discussion -.- hahha
cant wait for tmr's outing !:)

den we went to eat at ghim moh with the wudao pple :)

went with the sec 3s to parkway :):) first time go out with them haha :)

anw.. theres malay dance tmr :( haii

but nvm, wudao outing after that!

SMILE :)

LyOn

10:01 PM
hihi:)

well, i flopped my chem practical -.- and my bio test :( i got lowest in class.. haha.. coz of some reasons but nvm :)

but overall today was a good day :)

got speech day rehearsal after sch which i " ponned" to go be timekeeper for the ji shi yan jiang bi sai :)

its really fun being the timekeeper lehh!!!:) especially my first time recording the time n pressing the bell .. coz the first participant was chee how , den when i pressed the bell coz his time was up, he turned his head, looked at me n give me a diao look -.- scare me lah! make me feel so bad!-.- haha:) but all very fun lah:)

aiyoo.. i want to continue being the timekeeper next week for the finals :( but too bad i hav to go help out for senior high SYF :( hahah :) nvm lah :)

after dat , we got a crazy but funny wudao discussion -.- hahha
cant wait for tmr's outing !:)

den we went to eat at ghim moh with the wudao pple :)

went with the sec 3s to parkway :):) first time go out with them haha :)

anw.. theres malay dance tmr :( haii

but nvm, wudao outing after that!

SMILE :)

LyOn

Thursday, April 19, 2007
8:30 PM
hello:)

haii... my tagboard still cant work :( bleahh

anw... flunked my bio test :( haii...

but nvm :) cant wait for tmr duno y :)coz got wudao :) haha

when i heard the announcement, i wanted to cry .....>.<>

SMILE:)

LyOn

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
9:23 PM
read blogs.

saw the video.

touched.

i couldnt stand it.

i cried.

our item is a gold with honours item. many teachers said. jst tat we din execute enough.-liang lao shi
-- from yuntong's blog


y?

all the memories, all the pain and effort, smiles and laughter we shared........

tears , thoughts from u guys made me want to hug u all and cry together.......

i know i must be strong but sometimes i start to doubt myself ....

its no one's fault. really.









lets all cry it out tonight ok?

tmr , its a brand new day :)

we are one strong team

smile:)

lyon

5:44 PM
hello:)

well, the results are out... we got GOLD :)

am i disappointed? frankly, yup.. quite :( when mingwei passed me the handphone, i din dare to look at it....when i saw the word " gold", it was as if something hit me .hard. hmm... although i sort of expected it , but couldnt help but feel disappointed , sad and surprisingly emptiness...=X

immediately after i saw the results, pple around me started asking me... i suddenly couldnt answer .. it was stuck in my throat , it just couldnt come out but i managed to force it out....after i said, some congratulated me , some asked me if i was crying , was i alright .. i din know wat to say.............................

i din cry. i wanted to ... so badly .. but i din want to cry with my class, i wanted to cry with u all, all the 27 syf dancers , i wanted to share all my feelings with u all, tears or smiles, i wanted us to share it together.. so i forced myself not to cry.. i told myself , i would only cry when i am with the wudao syf dancers coz we are all together in this :) forever:)

what touched me the most right after i received the results was what jolene did..she went up to me and comforted me , saying smth like " dun be sad, at least u all got gold , we ( band ) got silver...we were devastated after hearing the results..." well, i cant remember her exact words, but i was touched, i knew she knew how i was feeling right den, she understood coz she had been through it herself...i know how much she treasured her band syf, when she told ms low the results, she cried.... and she told me before how she felt about SYF :)
i din know wad to say , i just grasped her hand... we understood wat each other was going thru....

syf is really incredible , it really brings pple together , brings smiles, laughter, joy, disappointment, tears....:( i really feel very sad for the band pple.... i know each n every one of them are feeling very sad... but its over ... whats done cannot be undone...i am sure every one tried :) but syf is a harsh reality, we are only given one chance.lose that chance and thats it. it hurts but its something we have to accept ...


after receiving the results, i reflected for the whole day...
abt everything, from before syf , on syf and after receiving the results...

before syf , we put in really really a lot ... all the practices that made us sweat a lot... are proof of all our effort... we really PIA-ed and even although we all got bruises, some were sick , we continued dancing for syf, for wudao :) dat was really a very memorable period for all of us ... a common goal we shared.. every wudao was enjoyable to me... every wudao, i felt the bonds growing stronger:)

just before the syf dance , on the bus to UCC, i told myself... this is wat we have all worked hard for , i must really put in my 100%.... i dun think i did :( it was not my 100% , i admit that .. but i tried n not only me , everyone tried too .....
when i saw yan mi crying coz she sprained her ankle badly , my heart ached, especially after i knew she continued dancing ... for us ... i really admired her courage, her determination, her passion, i was moved :) touched:)

i know some of us made mistakes... n now we are feeling the regret, the guilt, the disappointment... but cheer up people! :)its over... nothing can be done about it... i know it might not be ur best, but u all tried :) n i am proud of that:)
plus we did it as a team....XD

truthfully speaking, i dun feel the feeling i had the last syf...... i dno why.. everything just seems so weird... but i know some things can only be understood in our hearts :) we all understand each other's feelings in our heart :)

GOLD ! its not that bad :) at least we did not deprove:) although we din make it this time , but think on the bright side, theres always speech day n qc to show others how great our dance is :) n besides, the bonds that bind us are priceless:):) dats something we should treasure:)

i dun feel disappointed n sad as much as i did just now... coz theres no point in feeling that :) we did not let months of effort go to waste.. yah.. it may be a pity, but we stood together through this :)

I AM PROUD OF EVERY ONE OF U :)
yuntong:)
joanna:)
mingwei:)
liuchang:)
meixian:)
dorothy:)
jocelyn:)
shunying:)
jinjing:)
wenjie:)
limo:)
yanmi:)
weijia:)
ningli:)
zina:)
joylynn:)
tongwei:)
gaohui:)
huangching:)
zuoyue:)
sunye:)
liusu:)
ziqiang:)
xingxiang:)
chaoran:)
dongliang:)
wanbo:)

ALL 27 OF U ALL REALLY MEAN A LOT TO ME :) EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U RAWKS N I LOVE ALL OF U !!:):)

lets make the rest of the wudaos memorable:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
6:12 PM
hihi:)

SYF WAS TODay!!!

but, ya i want to blog when i receif the results tmr..:)thanks for all the well wishes, the postcards, notes, messages,sms ,calls etc :)

no matter wat, i want to let u all know that i am proud of everyone of you :) serious:)

I LOVE YOU ALL:)

I LOVE WUDAO!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Monday, April 16, 2007
8:46 PM
hello!!:)

haii... my tagboard still cant work :( bleahh... does anyone know how to solve the problem of access control list error?? pls tell me :)

anyway... TOMORROW IS SYF !!!!:)

omg... mixed feelings now.. but i know i must relax and be confident :) must JIAYOU:) everyone must oso jiayou ok!:D rest weell.. its time to show everyone what CS wudao can do !:):) GAMBATTE!!


CAN WE DO IT????


YES WE CAN!

SMILE:)

LyOn

Saturday, April 14, 2007
11:08 PM
hello!:)

haii... my tagboard still cannot work :( bleahh..

anw today was the 2nd last practice before SYF >.<

time passes so fast lahh...:( but i really quite glad i sort of mastered that part but its not near perfection yet:( must PRACTICE!!:)

quite pleased with my dancing today coz i think it was much better den friday :) in terms of movement n expression... though not very very good but improvement means good mah :) i am sure that many of u guys could feel urself improving too!!:)

oh n PLEASE TAKE EXTRA EXTRA CARE for those who are either sick ( a litle bit sick oso counted!!) or have injured any part ( knee, leg, toe etc) u all must really rest well ok! :) so u can be giving ur 100% on tues!:) i really very worried lor....not only me , everyone else oso .. so please must take extra care ok!:):)

also quite happy with todays wudao in general :) liang lao shi taught the make -up n it really is not bad:) :)haha... n the sec 3s really very bonded lor! bought the same colour band oso! hah!!-.- :) :) its good to be bonded lah :) dno why, i feel very xin wei oso XD oh, and liang oso introduced " jia fa" to us ... although i no need , but i heard its quite heavy O.o

it was quite relaxing for the girls today ... as in compared to the last few wudao practices:) of coz we sweated but overall was not as tiring lah :) the guys oso did quite a lot of practicing :)like usual.. but must really take care hor!>.<
so overall, todays wudao was good :) for me lah!

omg... 2 more days to SYFday..... >.< can we do it ? YES , WE CAN!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Friday, April 13, 2007
7:07 PM
hihi:)

sian lah.. apparently somethings wrong with my computer so i cant read my tagboard n everyone else's tagboard:( rahh. some kind of 403 GATEWAY ERROR-.- ahhh.. sian:(

anyway, today had wudao:) n jeanine came back!!:) its her holidays now mahh and she will be with us on our BIG DAY:) yay! its a great boost to our confidence:) hui shi oso came back:)

todays wudao practice was quite good lah :)
hmm.. except for that part where i couldnt get the dongzuo right:( haii.. really very pressurizing... sry liang lao shi>.
touching things happened today again :) haha, they seem to be happening everyday :) ty for the effort! touched:)
anw... my shuang ren wu with xingxiang got improvement !!!:) haha.. although its not perfect yet but i got confidence by tmr i shld be able to perfect it !or about 80%-90%:) i hope:) really want to thank mainly meixian,liu su, mingweiXD coz they played an impt part:) of coz the others too!! how could i forget those who encouraged me n adviced me :) ty pple!
the shuangrenwu's practice today was FUN :) coz the guys started learning the girl's movements.. n it was really hilarious n comical :) plus there were many "arguments" about positions-.- though i din take part but it was funny lah :)n i can tell that every girl's mo qi with the guy partner got improvement :)dats good!!!
besides shuang ren wu part, i think we made improvement in other areas too, like the " ha!" part:) n the expression part:) got to improve on that! everyone jiayou! find the hope and light in ur heart:):):)

we only got 2 more dance practices !!:) jiayou everyone! lets all hang on n do it!:):)

time really flies by very fast.. another day has just gone by like that >.<>
frankly speaking, i am really proud of our guys:) the improvement in attitude, the passion they start to have in wudao, the sweat , their hard work , i see that every wudao lesson... each time, they practice by themselves, i can see their concentration and how they really want to master the dongzuo :) from their yan shen, i can tell their seriousness and i really feel so glad we have such guys ...
i admit in the past, my impression of them was not very good especially when they AP or wat-.- but now, my impression of them has really changed entirely, from the worst to the best!:)
i tok to them more now,start joking with them more now :) the bonds between me and the guys have definitely grown closer n stronger :) n i am glad of that... in fact , i bet there are others who feel the same way:) coz once girls and guys overcome that mental barrier, its time to really call wudao one big bonded family :)dats wat i think lah!and i believe that we are almost ready to achieve that term of " one big bonded family":)
not only for guys, for girls oso:) whatever differences u have now, put them aside:) coz the priority is our common goal rite!:)
i had a lot of fun for the past few days and i know its time to really prepare ourselves for the best !:)

sleep early everyone hor! n take care!!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn



Thursday, April 12, 2007
10:24 PM
heyhey!!:)

feeling quite relAxed tonight:)coz nothing to chiong ahahaXD

today's best part was WUDAO!!!:)

haha, today damn fun lah!:) frankly speaking, its been vehh long since i had so much fun :) tyty everyone!we got closer together again!X) guys oso! felt like we interacted more n are becoming more n more bonded :) YAY!!:)

really treasured today a lot a lot a lot a lot:):)!!!!

every one of u guys rawk my world!!:):):)

theres wudao tmr :) gg to be tiring but i CANT WAIT!!:):):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
8:54 PM
hello!:)

rahh. i feel drained -.- even though i dunno why coz theres no wudao today -.- or anything tiring today....

anw.. just a quick post here :) coz i just ate a FULL dinner :( n i am feeling so super bloated.. bleahh>.<

touching stuff seem to be happening everyday :) ty jinghuan! and also touched by ur passion for wudao :) which grew by leaps n bounds:) lets gambatte!

still have to chiong bionomial assignment ..:( which is gg to be very hard , considering that i din pay attention when ms low was teaching dis chapter-.- siann..

anw, theres wudao tml!!:) hahah!

SMILE:)

LyOn

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
10:08 PM
hello!:)

today was in overall , a good day :)

had 2.4 km run today :) and surprisingly i am quite pleased with my timing, i mean although its not like super duper good but i improved a lot lor:) dats good! part of the credit goes to liang's blue shoes coz i wore them to run:)

next up was chem test.. well, although i think i will fail -.- but at least i will not fail as badly as the previous test :) ( i hope)-.-

den for the first time in ages, i paid attention in class for my CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS AND MATHS:) hahah... so proud of myself:) if only i can keep dis up-.-

so i was in quite a high mood for today :) for wudao oso ! hahahX) wang lao shi came back today with her daughter:) her daughter got into finals!! :) haha! hope she win den we get more chocolates XD heehee

n guess wad..... wang lao shi said our dance is really not bad, many of us improved .....and as long as we more neat, can jump higher and have more expression... WE STAND A CHANCE FOR GWH LEH!!:):):)

wang lao shi is very experienced so what she say really means a lot andi am truly very very very happy:) i mean.. although we might not get gwh in the end , but by saying that, it shows we have quality and its really good encouragement for all of us :) coz we really tried very hard for dis...and this shows our hard work is paying off... well, of course the main thing is the day itself :) so everyone jiayou!! 5 more days to tues! must take great care and rest well X)

anw, i dunno why ... but when wang lao shi said we stood a chance of GWH, i had this sudden urge to cry ....haha.. quite sillly-.- but was suddenly overcome with many emotions ...the effort we put in , the hard times we went thru and the bond that grew so strong:) seniors, wanglaoshi and so many pple are giving us support .. i really feel very touched:)plus the encouragement we are giving each other...
i dunno why but i feel as though i am getting closer to everyone in wudao during every wudao... especially with the sec 3 juniors:) n everyone else .. n i really treasure the relationships i share with every wudao dancer :) coz its all this relationships that bond us mah:)and coz i know sometimes i cannot eat lunch or wat with u all so cannot really bond a lot and get to know u all better n i am really quite guilty for that....
but i am really very touched when i see u all trying ur best , even when u all are tired n sian but for the sake of making things easier for yuntong they all, for syf, u all hung on:) its as though i watched u all growing up :") its really hard to explain.. and when i hear u all talking abt syf, how to improve, our results, how to celebrate our results,or during wudao when u all help each other, give others comments, help pple see dongzuo, i really very very xin wei... haha:) not only me lah, i am sure of that..
i dunno how u all feel, but i really look forward to every wudao.. coz every wudao, i feel closer to u all and i know that after syf, things will not be the same so i really want to treasure the whole process of syf , so next time , i can reflect on our heartwarming yet tiring process :)
i know that i might be blur at times and cannot really help u all sometimes when u all ask me ...or cannot really help in the diao-ing of dongzuo etc but i hope that i can do my part in helping u all by encouraging u all:) haha.. maybe the encouragement might not mean much but at least its there to spur u all on:)
and i know that there are some dong zuos that i cant seem to perfect n i get really stressed n pissed at myself so i abit ap sometimes:( frankly speaking, i am really scared i drag u all down:( haii... feel very apologetic to some pple whenever i cannot do some dongzuo coz i know u all are trying ur best to help me .... really paisehh horX( i will try my best de:)
i know some of u all might be feeling stressed too :( abt not getting ur dongzuo right blah blah.. but lets just try our best ok?:) dun get too stressed with urself coz we all know u are trying hard:)
SYF is in 5 days time .... during this period of time, lets all try our best, butdun overexert coz the most impt thing is syf that day :)rest well, eat well n dance well!! jiayou dancers !:)

SMILE:)

LyOn





Sunday, April 08, 2007
10:32 PM
hello:)

its goin to be a brand new week le:)n dis is not any ordinary week, this is probably goin to be the most tiring yet fufilling week for me n all the 27 SYF dancers:) coz we are going to PIA!!!!:)

i really hope we can practice everyday:) although its tiring but each time we dance, each time our confidence increases:) dats true for me lah...=D coz after each practice, we can reflect on the mistakes we made or parts that we havent perfected and aim to perfect it the next practice:) most importantly is to keep this spirit up till SYF dat day and it will be perfect :)

dno why, i am looking forward to this week coz this is probably going to be one of the most memorable week in wudao:)

jiayou !!:):)

oh shucks. theres 2.4 dis week :( sian

SMILE:)

LyON

Wednesday, April 04, 2007
9:03 PM
hello!:)

touched:)

i am really grateful for everything n i really treasure everything :) we must all be strong :)we can do it!!!!!!!!:);)

lets all believe in making our dream ,our common goal come true:) .......

yup!! lets PIA!!!!!:)

wudao=dancers=bonded forever:):)

I LOVE YOU ALL TOO:):):)

smiLe:):)

LyOn

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
9:31 PM
hello:)

just came back from visiting my brother whos in hospital>.< well, aparently he got bronchitis smth lyk dat... but hes better now though he has to stay in the hospital for further observations and blood test o.O

CONGRATS TO CO FOR GETTING GWH!!!:)
well, its a good start to the SYF season:) but at the same time, i cant really help but feel the stress...frankly speaking, i am starting to feel a little scared and excited... i really hope we can make it and i know its easier said than done>.< but i am glad everyones so cooperative and willing to PIA for SYF!!:) next week whole week PIA-ing:)

if only they din raise the GWH standard>.< rahhh..

anw,just read tong n wenjie's blog....
i cant help but feel the same way too.... this is OUR SYF , every dancer in wudao's SYF and we are all in it together so no matter wat the results are, we should share it together:) be it tears, joy,pain,regret,happiness,excitement, we should all share it together... i know thats what we all want but sometimes we cant get things done in the way we want... yuntong they all have really tried their best in persuading loolaoshi , but a "no " is a "no" >.
its really sickening that we are deprived of the chance to celebrate or cry together , especially since this is our last SYF... bleahh... but we can always try to do something about it...:) i really hope theres still hope :)

but even if we are unable to change this fact, i am sure that spiritually we will be together :) so even if we are not together when we receive the results, we can feel each other's joy cuz of the strong bonds between us :) :):)lets try not to be so affected ok?:) concentrate on SYF first!!:)

SYF is everyones effort :)so JIAYOU everyone!!:):)

officially 2 more weeks!! :)

SMILE:)

LyOn