hihi:)

its the end of week 5.. which means the exams are very very near:( acckk.. i seem to be complaining everyday about studies:( haii... but rite, i will not succumb to too much stress :) shall still stick to my belief to TRY YOUR BEST AND LEAVE THE REST TO FATE :):) its really more effective this way, why give urself extra pressure? :) face it bravely :)

anyway, today talked alot about studies with junya and xueting :) went with them after sch to buy some stuff and eat lunch ...haha, very fun :) its nice to be with them XD

ya, must really PIA liao!

everyone JIAYOU :):)



SMILE:)

LyOn

hihi:)

a short post before i start work for the night.. just tried out dinah's method , just woke up after 1-2 hours of sleep and just ate supper ahahaXD

today was a GOOD day :)

besides the LA test lahh... basically my LA test was quite a disaster, i kept beating around the bush about one point and i had no content.. bleah.. maybe i will fail lor:( aiyah,nvm lah:) learn from mistakes mah!

anyway, the rest of the day was good:) i like thurs lessons coz they end early at 1.45 :)

after school , rebecca and xueting did editing of the LA film and i went to find mr hong to ask him some physics questions:)went to the library and in the end ended up asking him many questions , from about 2 plus to 3.30...hahah oopsXDi feel a bit guilty coz i think he was supposed to go home de... but i really did benefit a lot from this " session" and i am glad:) and touched as well :)mr hong is a really a great teacher and i really dont want to disappoint him... haii... >.< nvm, i shall PIA PhYSICS:)DO MY BEST coz thats all that matters:)

actuall mrs ong is a good teacher too. although she appears very strict , shes actually a kind person at heart. seeing her comments made me feel guilty .. aiiyoo
>.<

when i was done at 3.30 , rebecca n xt were done too :) and we waited for dinah to come after her elective to edit her part.. so we were there until around 5 plus, haha.. i was mainly crapping with xueting>.< oopsXD while dinah n rebecca were editing...but we chatted together oso:)very fun!

after that we went home together :) but we went to the bakery to buy something to eat and i ate a durian puff which was super duper nice:) wheeXD durian rocks:) we had a very fun talk on the way home about many things:)

and lastly , just before i got off the train at paya lebar, dinah gave me her " surprise for me " :) it was a cake she bought from the bakery earlier on :) green cake :) i was so shocked lah n touched XD

haha i feel blessed=D

i feel blessed coz i have so many people i like around me :) i feel blessed knowing they will always be there for me , i feel blessed about many things :) its the simple things in life that can really brighten up ur day, even a simple sms makes me very happy :) i feel blessed that people can actually put in the effort to help me and i really treasure everything alot :D

and becoz the people around me make me feel blessed, i want to do my best in making them feel blessed too :)haha..:)

its best not to give urself too much stress and set too high expectations for yourself ... the best way is to do ur best and leave everything else to fate:) as long as you know u have did ur best , no matter the outcome, u will feel satisfied :)

must realy jiayou le!! :) GAMBATTE EVERYONE :)

SMILE:)

LyON

hihi:)

okay, cant believe i am actually blogging when theres a LA test tmr>.< but nvm .

i realise i need to PIA VERY VERY HARD to get a GPA of 3.2 :( acck! seriously, i dun think i can make it, but i dun want to disappoint so many pple>.< so final conclusion is --- to try my very best and leave the rest to fate :) but its really easier said than done.

if i say i was not affected by my recent test marks, i would be lying to myself.. well,i am not badly affected but a little affected ( except for chem ) and especially for physics :( yah, i know i passed and i am thankful for that lah .. but ITS NOT ENOUGH... its seriously not enough.. i have higher expectations towards myself, especially about physics.. and frankly speaking, its the only subject that can really affect me badly now >.< haii..coz its very very impt to me.. so i guess i will have to be a nocturnal panda and start PIA -ING real hard :(

but yet i am scared i will start getting very stressed:( and when that happens, ho ho ho, you all will see my ugly side >.< hahahaXD

effort makes today's impossibility become tomorrow's reality:)
perserverance!! :)

oh and recently i am so super pissed off at XXX lah! i frankly hate that kind of thing lah , idiotic and stupid, making me feel so guilty .. bleahh.. SIAN..i really regret VERY VERY VERY MUCH ... :(

but luckily there are positive things in my life that can cheer me up :) had class photo taking today :) nice but i blinked a lot O.O ahhh....i think last year was more fun though :(

i really enjoy going recesses, lunches and going home after school...:) coz being with the people u like, laughing along with the people you like without any restrictions is something i really treasure and look forward to :)hahha

just like today , i went home with xue ting, rebecca and jun ya :) we went to eat waffle first :) very very nice!! but i ended up very full, somemore ate a heavy dinner at home :( urrgh.. but thats not the point lah XD we had a lot of fun going home , chatting about many many things and people ...:) i really enjoyed myself :)

i am thankful :) :) :) :)for so many things ...

i think i laughed more this semester leh :) dno why also.. hahaha.. the feeling of this semester is really different from last semester ....hahah but i like both semesters lah :)

okay, enough blogging, off to study HAMLET :)

SMILE:)

JIAYOU :)


LyOn

hihi:)

its the beginning of week 5 , which officially marks the last 1 month before the exams.
O.O
but its expected, time flies when u want it to stop :(

had maths test today. hmm. was still okay even though i have no confidence of getting good marks>.< haii.. let nature take its course bah !

LA test on thurs. 4 tests next week. i am looking forward yet cant help dreading everything.. haii.. but yah , it all boils down to one thing:


PERSERVERANCE:)


JIAYOU :)


smile:)

LyON

hihi:)

havent blogged for quite long ehh .. =X

anyway, its the end of week 4 :( and exams are in 5 weeks time, the timetables OUT!!!!..frankly, i am scared yet excited yet nervous..aiyah.. a whole lot of feelings lah .. especially since i still havent PIAA to full extent yet ;( its sometimes hard to get that momentum and motivation to PIA :(

but i am really grateful to pple who sent SMS to encouraGE me :) coz they really brighten up my day and give me motivation to carry on :) everytime i feel slack and not motivated , i will always look at those SMS , they never fail to give me the strength to carry on :) thankyou!!!:)

must thanks those who also verbally told me to JIAYOU :):) everyone must really do their best and leave no regrets:) GAMBATTE!

anyway this week passed by pretty fast .. had physics test and maths quiz.. hmm..ok ok lahh.. i wun get very good marks but hopefully i will pass :) i know i cant expect myself to suddenly get astonishingly wonderful results.. so i will just try my best and see how it goes:)mistakes help me improve mah :)

the most meaningful thing about studying is not getting good grades for every subject, it is improving through mistakes made for every subject :)

also had LA filming this week and some editing :) haha.. its really quite fun sometimes lah :)

cant rmb much abt mon-thurs so i will talk abt today :)

today was not a very good day coz i was pretty sick with a stupid flu and an irritAted throat :( so i was not in a very good mood at first:( rahh.. i hate getting sick coz i am most vulnerable when i am sick ...

but luckily, my mood recovered:) when me , xueting n rebecca were doing LA editing in the library today :D

saw mr hong in the lib today and i asked him some physics :) we(xueting and me)also started chatting with him .. rebecca joined the chat for a short while before she had to go den we continued chatting with him for a while :) haha..frankly i think hes a great teacher =D.. i know some people dun like him and everything but every one has his or her own flaws , not everybody can like you wat , rite?:) xueting agrees with me too on this pt :) in fact , hes really a nice person lah...i must do well for my physics! PIA !:)

we also stumbled on this wonderfully inspiring n true book which really captivated us and xueting was reading it to me on the way home :) its a really cool book and a very POSITIVE ONE TOO ! :) cant wait to read it ! ! ! me and xueting kept laughing coz of it too!

so now , i must get down to work liao :) but still feeling pretty sick now .. haii.. but i am a strong girl, wun fall sick, next week got maths common test lehh!!:)

n i realised POSITIVE VISUALLISATION is really important :)

so pple, think POSITIVE !

SMILE :)

LyoN

hihi:)

I AM A VERY HAPPY GIRL TODAY :) :)thanks to XXX :)<333 u LOADS!

anyway, i made up my mind. I must seriously STOP slacking and start PIA-ING real hard.. I must really work very hard, no doubts this time, no hesitation ,mjust determination:)

LYON KOH LIN LU! YOU CAN DO IT! * nods heads*

lol:)

haha.. haii...din get to do much today anw.. this weekend was SLACK lah :( bleahh... but nvm, i will work harder from now de! u believe in me so i must believe even more in myself:D

GAMBATTE:)


JiayOu PPLE!!:)

SMILE:)


LyOn

hihi:)

its the end of the 3rd week... which means another week less to the exams! yucks! :( haii..and i still feel i am so slack...:( coz have not really been PIA-ing ...>.<
have been sleeping, eating ( ice-cream!) and everything else except PIA-ing .. OH NOo.O

haha.. but i will JIAYOU de :) its tough but PERSERVERANCE lah hor XD i can do it de!:)

today was quite a fruitful day in the sense that i managed to finally do sets :) HAHA!although i am still quite blur at some things>.<
okay a full day recap:

school was quite okay lah:) triple science though O.O
den after sch, we went for maths remedial .. to my dismay, when i reached , ms low was halfway thru sets :( n i dun like to learn in the middle :(... so we stayed for a while before me , junya n xueting left.. we went to national lib to PIA.:) weifu joined us oso :) haha.. another fun studying session.. and hor, i think the one who was at the most disadvantage was weifu coz he PIA-ed very little as most of his time was spent helping me with my sets, helping junya with her differentiation and laughing and chatting -.- hahaha:) but he so pro, can de lah! just like xueting says: studying together with him is like getting free tuition XD haha.. true to a certain large extent though!my sets improved considerably with the help of xueting n weifu :) haha tyty! junya was also rushing her tuition hw :) haha..

we left at around 6 .45 and den after a trip to popular, i went home when the rest went to eat dinner:) haha

next week is the start of a TEST MARATHON!! AcCK!!

jiayou EVERYONE :)

start PIA-ING before its too late O.o

:):) PERSERVERE ... dont procrastinate xD

SMILE:)

LyON

hello:)

had LA filming today :) very nice! ... i was the cameraman although i wasnt really very pro at it :( oops. paiseh to rebecca n the rest of my grp>.< nvm, shall do better tmr :)anw it was a GOOD EXPERIENCE :) and i went home with rebecca only for the first time :) ahahha , it was nice ! we had ice-cream .. ahha :)



feeling a little tired now .. * yawn *
still have loads of work to do .. haha :)

JIAYOU !!:):)

LyON

hello:)

today was a really busy day >.< to the extent that i had a headache for the rest of the day -.-

lessons before recess was okay, with maths and PE :D quite nice.. and just when I thought it would be a slack day ..ALL THE WORK STARTED COMING IN O.o first was chi compo which i got a slight headache when writing coz my concentration was broken off , resulting in a short circuit in my brain (lol-.-) .. haha.. something like that lahh... next came the stupid physics assignment which i had no idea on how to do so many questions and was damn stressed lah! coz needed to hand in by 2 o.o and there was still bio viva and bsp so there was no time after school to do thus had to chiong during PCCG lesson .. lucky got PCCG lesson lahh!! if not i die liao !... but i was really panicking coz no one seemed to know how to do and they did not really care as they were going to give up physics, BUT I CANNOT GIVE UP PHYSICS :( I MUST PIA FOR PHYSICS! coz my chem really cannot make it ... YA... so me and xueting was struggling lahhh .. lucky xue ting nvr giv up :) haha... lucky got mingwei's help lahh , if not i surely die de >.< its good to have someone good in studies to be ur brother :)

so i din have time to revise for my bio viva and my mind was still in a state of frenzy and i had this very bad headache due to over stress over the physics assignment and the time rush , coz had to be in the lib at 1.45 for viva ... YAHH... and i was super nervous coz i couldnt think well ... so i was so sure i was going to FLOP my viva lahh!!! haha, but luckily it turned out better than i expected :) phew!!
and bsp was quite okay oso .,.. i actually found that sp's dialect was hainanese, same as me!! woahh and we worked together so long, nvr realise lol:)and then i went to hand in the physics assignment , lucky i met mr hong and he accepted it although it was over 2 :) phew:) and i am glad he trusts us! we really discussed lor , not copy de ^_^..after that had this wuda'06-07 to wuda'07-08 meeting :) was quite fun lah and i realised wuda 08 is really doing pretty well =D haha, dats good rite! and my dear fzx '07-08 is doing well :) YAY hahah i am happy :)!! ^_^MUST jiayouu :):)
haha, but was a bit distracted during the meeting as i was thinking of other stuff:( feel a bit guilty .. hmm.. nvm lah :) distance doesnt matter, its the thought that counts :)
went home with sp,mx ,gx and pat :) still had the headache though >.< but it was better after i went home and ate some food and drank some cereal :)

so in overall, today was a busy day but it was pretty good lah :) a good ending :)
and i ate ice-cream at home :) my mother bought 2 boxes of lime ice-cream :) its green! HAHAHA:)

hopefully tmr will be a better day :)

yup!!tmr will be better :)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

HAPPY EARTH DAY!!

:) GREEN RULES :)

haha.. pity i din wear green when i went out to eat dinner :(

todays a NICE date -- 07/07/07 :)

and i feel blessed :) :) tyty!

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

its the weekends again and you know wad that means, a new week is approaching ,,, which means its getting closer to exams. how nice -.- rahh. and i have to constantly remind myself how slack i am so as to try and stress myself to study out of guilt. :( haii. but luckily there are some people and things who never fail to motivate me :) haha..both directly and indirectly .. heehee XD paisehh for my constant rants on studies, i bet those reading my blog must be so tired of hearing my complaints abt my studies. oops.=x haha...

anyway, a recap of yesterday :)
school was okay lah. pretty slack.bio period was mainly spent talking with junya-.- so i din do my ws. oops.den physics a bit confusing but i think i got it :) maths was okay but i cant do exponential graphs. rahh. history was okay, chinese was pretty slack:D
after school, me and xueting went maths remedial and rebecca , cynthia and liu jia was there too :) so were the other many 4B pple.. left at around 4 and xueting went with me to look at wudao where i also returned my costume :) saw some of the wudao sisters there too :) wudao seemed quite tiring ... with all the jibengong, turns and etc ,, haha, but sometimes i wish i was dancing too XD but now the focus is studies!cannot lose focus! lol:)
anw after that me and xueting walked around the canteen while waiting for rebecca :)
den when she came , we went home with her, guoxin, meixian, sp and pat XD haha... but i was talking mainly to xueting =p i swear i must have talked to her for the longest time ydae lah! we talked all the way from the canteen, talked when we were walking to mrt , talked on the mrt train, and we both got down at eunos -.- coz xueting say she din mind walking all the way back to paya lebar mrt and den to the bus 30 bustop where she can take bus 30 home :) hahha.. so we reallly did that :) a bit crazy rite? so we talked for very very long lor.. she even missed her first bus 30 to keep talking and took the second one :) haha...but its really nice to talk and chat and crap with another person with the same frequency :)and also listening to them talk :)
coz i am more of a listener mah XD
yah, we bought ice-cream at eunos mrt :) from mr bean, very nice:) i recommend to xueting de lor :) wah,, i seem to be eating ice-cream everyday lehh!! how??? i think i addicted liao =X wahaha... nvm, ice-creams GOOD !!
yahh... so basically thats my whole day :)
oh and rite, i realised a very scary thing =x
when you are in ur semi-conscious state, u do weird things.. coz i was studying bio ydae, sort of writing notes from bio txtbk and i was very tired, so in a bit of a semi-conscious state ( its the correct word rite?) and when i decided i couldnt stand it, i was going to sleep, i went to eat something to wake me up and when i came back, i realised i had written really weird things, its like i subconsciously wrote them and it was a little freaky.. but some of the things i wrote were some of my thoughts but others- i din know wad they mean lahh -.- haha, really weird ,, sort of reminds me about our sub-conscious state, i know i read somewhere that some things might only occur to us in our sub-consious state and they are stuff we are not aware when we are conscious, it sort of brings out ur true thoughts and stuff like that, a bit abstract i think :) hahaha

anw must PIA :)

JIAYOU PPLE XD

good memories are great sources of motivation. when you are feeling down, why not take a trip to the past and gain motivation from yourself , ur happy self , its really inspiring :)

some things are really not what they seem . i believe in that :)

SMILE :)

LyON

hello:)

today was a pretty good day :) except the fact that i din reach home early like i thought i would and looked forward to , coz todays the only day i can go home early :( haii.. but had library stuff to do and by the time i reached home, it was 5 :( bleahh..aiyoo.. hahah:)nvm will have other chances next time! :)

today was pretty slack and besides the stupid history project which did ruin my mood n make me feel bad, everything was still okay and i had a lot of fun :) and i was so tempted into going K-BOX with xueting they all coz they offered to subsidise me so that i would only need to pay $4! good rite? haha, but i din giv in to the temptation lah :) also had library stuff to do. . . but actually i realised if people knew my weakness and used the correct method to persuade me , i will really give in de lor...thats not a very good sign rite?

and i laughed until i cried today -.- haha, only for a short while, seeing xueting and junya quarrel is so super funny lahh:) hahaha...its good being with people u like XD

after school, went library to do a poster on IDMI -.- haha, i was called the " artist"-.- but it was fun lah:) me n jasmine worked on it together with help from geraldine and now u can see our poster in the library , it has our names on it u know! but it isnt very pretty lah =X lol

den went home with jasmine , dorothy,joanna, shunying and we met xinyun oso:) haha...
den accompanied jasmine to post centre for a short while before she went home and i went home :)and i kept saying the wrong things -.- weird lah !and jasmine was laughing like crazy haha:)

and i realised i havent gone home with huikee for very long :( hmm... especially with jasmine and huikee... coz the 3 of us used to go home together last time ...i must make a note to book them one day :) haha

anyway, i am xin4 fu3 de:) although there are many troubles , obstacles, stress and bad things that i may face, its comforting that i know i have so many people who care abt me and will be there when i need them :)people whom i can depend on ....XD
haha :D

oh n i am really an evil girl lah! muahahahaha XD


SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

there was chemistry test today =X surprisingly, it was still okay lah.. i wun do well ( i nvr do well in chem -.- ) but i wun fail that badly hahah:)* i hope

anyway, i still got so much things to do :( HAII...
but nowadays guess what i motivate myself with?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSS5dEeMX64

this video:)it may not mean much when u see it but it means a lot to me coz it really motivates me how mulan can overcome everything and not give up:)she was so close to giving up but she dint , she tried again , with greater determination and confidence and strength :) especially the part when she was climbing that wooden thing :) wahh! SUPER INSPIRING :) for me lah...haha, hope u all will find it inspiring tooXD

and guess what i use to study?
i created a playlist on IMEEM :) got all my fav songs::) n i am adding :) got some songs that i accidentally added in oso lah:) lol

http://greenrawks.imeem.com/playlist/_6g8bH5Q/

haha:) u all can go listen if ure interested in what songs i listen to :)
i am still updating XD

okay, must go n study liao, did so MUCH SLACKING :( raHhh

smile:)

GAMBATTE:)

LyON

hello:)

rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
DIGIMON THEME-BUTTERFLY -ehh..butterflies are colourful,lol i am feeling colourful:)haha

Will you get far in life?
BRAVE HEART- hmm...if i have a brave heart, i will get far in lifeO.O

Will you get married?
KEEP ON- O.o okay..i will keep on getting married? -.- LOL

What is your best friend's theme song?
LOST WINGS- hmm.?!?..shes lost ??

What is the story of your life?
空秋千- is this good or bad?hmm...=p

What was primary school like?
小手拉大手－ my hand must be the 小手xD

How can you get ahead in life?
AI TAIKARA- O.O ???

What is the best thing about your friends?
THERE WITH YOU－yup:) they will always be there with me

What is in store for this weekend?
I'LL MAKE A MAN OUT OF YOU -gosh. tough.=X

What song describes you?
所以- no link -.-

How is your life going?
UPSIDE DOWN- haha, a bit?!? LOL:)

What song will they play at your funeral?
LUGIA'S SONG- O.O maybe lugia will come -.-:)hahha

How does the world see you?
UNDER THE SEA-(CHINESE VERSION)- hmm... wear goggles coz i am under the sea:)-.-

What do your friends really think of you?
说爱你- they think i am someone who loves to say " i love you" O.O hah-.-

Do people secretly lust after you?
XIANG CAO BA PU-- no link again :X haha:)

How can I make myself happy?
蜗牛-- be a snail :)haha

Will you ever have children?
YUME NO TSUBASA- O.o hahah no link again!
all those who read my blog just do lah. hehe.

SMILE:)

LyON

hello:)

okay, the previous post was really quite negative ehh=X
so this shall be a very positive post XD

had CIP yesterday :) tiring but fun ...tried to sell hotdogs and sandwiches and was rejected like duno how many times lahh.. felt a bit as though i was doing flagday , going around asking for donations :) hahaha... thanks to xueting for insisting on accompanying me to go around selling even though she got headache in the end and was very tired. =X haha thanks! i appreciate it!:)
i think ydae was pretty fun :) and i must work harder the next time theres such CIP .. haha.. there will be plenty in future i guess XD heehee,, good training!
oh n i saw DOROTHY :) hahaha..XD

after the CIP, junya and liu jia and xueting and me went to eat dessert and then the 3 of them accompanied me until 6 to buy birthday presents :) A BIG THANK YOU TO THEM xD coz i know they were very tired and buying birthday present is not an easy task :( aiyoo.. now i am so BROKE lahhh :( haii.. nvm, continue saving money :):)

after buying the presents , met my family for dinner and i saw TONGWEI at dinner :) she was with her family :) but sadly i only saw her when she was leaving ... so i dun think she saw me =X haha.. she was wearing a red/pink shirt:)lol

yup,so today is the holiday for youth day :) and its oso jasmines birthday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE :)

i must work hard:) no more emo-ing over studies .. XD

SMILE :)


LyON

hello:)

ydae was youth day celebration and our last SYF pfm :( hahha:)
sadly to say, i made some mistakes. haii. but nvm , its over and i am glad it was overall a SUCCESSXD
after this time , dno when i will return to the stage and dance again.. haha..
but must focus on studies first:( RAHHH..
( warning: the content below are negative )

URGHH...studies are making me miserable
exams are making me stressed
everyday i try to accomplish something but it doesnt work and i end up wasting a day :( aiiyoo...
plus my slow mind doesnt help at all...

seriously, i am starting to doubt .
i dno whthr my end of years can make it anot
maybe i will just get into some weird weird lousy class next year.. haha..
i hope not lah,, but sometimes its so frustrating , i lose all motivation :(

studies is so depressing lahh.. sometimes i wish i can heck care everything but i cant =xwho can?

i know i am supposed to work hard , i cannot disappoint those who have hopes in me , i cannot disappoint myself.. but its easier said than done.

i dno why i am getting so emo over studies lah, this is weird, not me at all lahh
its pissing yet ridiculous...haii...the stress is getting to my head.=x

sometimes i feel like breaking down, giving up and just cry . a very not-lyon thing to do ehh,,:)haha... if only i could do that but dun wry, i cant and i wun . i am not depressed to that stage yet-.- and it doesnt help at all.. it just makes u feel stupid at the end of the day..

okay, enough emo-ing... haha.. later pple think theres smth wrong with me, i just need to type out a bit of how i feel, thats all :)no need comforting or watever :) i know i must handle this myself hahaha XD its one of the challenges i must conquer so i must hold on until everythings over.

so i must JIAYOU ! GAMBATTE to myself and everyone oso whos getting stressed over studies :(:)

theres CIP tmr..........hope i will enjoy it :)

SMILE:D

LyoN