hello!:)

Just returned from qing chun full dress rehearsal at victoria theatre!

:( omg todays rehearsal was a complete flop for me:(
It was my WORST solo part ever
really,it was the worse attempt among all the other rehearsals and practices:(
its super devastating when you can't perform something that you have practiced for a long time successfully...
especially when i practiced so many times before the rehearsal
and i could carry it through rather successfully for most of the times
but somehow on the stage, i completely lost it :(

maybe it was the nervousness, pressure, stress or not enough practice or simply no luck:(
but i really planned to perform it well for this rehearsal to give me the confidence for the BIG day
but somehow i just flopped it :( really badly..
was somehow super ashamed to face deng lao shi
sian. haii :(
if i end up flopping it tomorow, i will seriously be super depressed because I did put in my effort and time into mastering this and to bungle it at the last minute would really leave me in regret.


oh well, i hope that this is my " down" period
and tomorrow will be my " peak " period:)
yes, i am still holding on to that hope that everything will turn out well tmr!:D

must keep telling myself that I CAN DO IT
and keep on encouraging myself from now till tmr night
although it might not work but at least i really tried my best:)

i want dance well for the audience
for the people who have come with an intention to support me ..
JIAYOU lyon!! :) YOU CAN DO IT DE!

haha somehow i sound like a delirious freaky girl whos talking to herself rite? heheh:)
anyway was quite happy that my history essay introduction was pretty well written:)
although the essay was not well developed but hopefully that will give me the motivation to do better next time!:)

tomorow's the BIG day!
wish me luck everyone!:)
(i REALLY REALLY need it >.<)

hope that it will be successful tmr!:)
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!:):):)

smile:)

LyOn

hello!:)

OMG I AM SO FREAKINGLY TIRED:(

and the sad thing is that
I still have so much work to do
that keeps on piling up:(

besides rushing out my AQ,
i have to finish all my CSC stuff by tonight
because I will probably be too tired tomorrow when i reach home at around 12-.-

just came back from a meeting with Eugene and his friend
well, I am really touched and glad at their efforts to help me:D
seriously i am at a loss on what to do
because there are so many things undone, not confirmed
sometimes i just feel like giving up everything..
BAHH...><
but i shall hang in there:)
i shall DO MY BEST in hanging in there:)

but seriously, i feel super duper tireD:(
i just think i am going to die lah!
plus concert rehearsal tmr and real concert on thurs:(
someone pls help me prepare a coffin-.-
haha lol

someone! please give me the strength, motivation or encouragement to carry on:)
(thanks daddy! u always do that:))


i know everyone else is very tired too
and I probably seem like a spolit brat attracting attention with all my whines
but i can't help it:(

seriously dying from exhaustion:(
ahaha:) haii!

NVM:)
lets just try our best!
and YAY !CLL test is over!:)
phew!!

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

woah. This is my third post for the day! haha:)

anyway, I felt this sudden urge to blog because of heartwarming phrases from 2 people:)
and seriously that brightened up my night!

"anything u can't handle, emotionally or anything, can find us. =D"

"actually i was concerned by ur post. cause they all seem to be so happy. juz dunno wats behind all these. everyone have their own fair share of -ve experience/feelings too. so yea was bit worried."

"=Dno need to everything also kang urself"

was SO super touched when i read it:)
especially the middle paragraph.

thanks alot daddy!;)
if i never remembered wrongly, this is the first time someone has told me this :D
thanks for all the concern, all the jiayous and all the support
they really mean alot to me:)

the fact that you told me you were worried about my posts
really proved that i really mean alot to you as your daughter:)
and i really think i am very lucky^.^

and yes! you are right:)
i do have negative moments
just that i usually hide or try to hide them><
maybe its my character.. I don't like/am not used to letting people see my weak side
and i know that there will always be people who are in a much worse state than me
so I find myself childish being upset over such trivial stuff as compared to what other people are going through
thats why i tend to keep everything to myself aha:)
but i do open up at times =)

but really, thanks :)

"Right now, the only thing that I look forward to in school every week is Friday's CSC. "

"Haha, it's the only time when I can truely relax, laugh my head off with Lyon and the rest at Jasmine and Vincent/Elvis' squabbles and can calmly sit down to take minutes and such. "

"It's the only time that I can enjoy haha."

was really touched when i saw that:)
especially the first line.

frankly speaking, what my CSC members think of CSC has always been very important to me=)
i want them to enjoy CSC, not just treat it as a crap CCA that they have to go every week
i want them to have fun at CSC and during the process of planning projects as a cca :D
I know its not easy but i am trying.. although my efforts might not be very visible but i am still trying:)

and after seeing weijie's posts,
I really felt motivated and inspired to try a little harder:)
I know its kind of hard but i want CSC to be bonded :D
I want true good friendships among us which will stay with us for a long while:)

CSC is a CCA:)
if other CCAs are bonded, why not ours?:)

lets all try hard together :)
to make CSC a memorable senior high CCA memory :D

and thanks weijie!:)
lets continue having fun at CSC!

its really amazing how people can make an impact in your life
through words:)
i feel blessed:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

I AM SO SUPER DUPER HAPPY!:)

its really amazing how suddenly everything turns out well:)

so super relieved!
i was really fretting over all these details and its really great to have someone guiding you along:)

its true:)
keep on believing that everything will turn out fine
and things will really turn out fine:)

I FEEL SO SUPER LUCKY:D

ok! now that its more or less settled, i should really start studying for my CLL test and start doing my homework =X

i really slacked the whole of today:(
and was really in a bad mood
but phew:)

this piece of good news makes up for everything:)

hope more good news comes:D

somehow it seems too good to be true haha:)
but i really really hope it is:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Hello:)

I am blogging AGAIN!:)

because i suddenly feel very happy.

helping others is a blessing
not just to others,
to yourself too:)

coz you make others happy
and so you also make yourself happy:)

i may not have the best life a person can get
but i can make others life better:)

you only live once:D
between living for yourself and living for others,
which one would you choose?

haha:)of course,if you can balance both, that will be the best
but in reality, its pretty impossible=X

i would choose living for others over living for myself
if i had to make a definite choice:)
this might seem stupid, hypocritical or even noble to some

but its not stupid or hypocritical to me:)
and i dont think i am noble
this is only such a simple thing
to call it noble would be exaggerating it:)

when you live for others
you make their lives better :)
when you live for yourself
you only make your life better

i think making more lives better is more meaningful than only making one life better:)
and for me, as i make other people's life better
i am indirectly making my life better:)

all of our lives are linked together:D
thats the special bond between humans
we have the ability to make the people around us happy
so why not use that ability?:)
and people around us also have the ability to make us happy
its amazing:)

making people happy is a magical gift that we all possess
since each of us are bestowed with this gift,
why not make the best out of it?:)

different people have different ways of making others happy:)
similarly, different people have different ways of showing their happiness

if someone doesnt smile or laugh
after an attempt by you to make him/her happy,
dun give up!:)
if you really sincerely want to make a person happy
he/she will feel it and it will work :) even if its to a very small extent

at the same time,
after you have experienced the disappointment of not getting the desired reaction you wish to get from someone after trying to make them happy,
bear in mind that that might be how other people feel when they cannot get their desired reaction from you when they try to make you happy

of course you dun have to put up a forced or faked smile/laugh
but at least let that person know that you do appreciate his/her efforts:)
i bet that this will brighten up the person's day!:)

as long as you smile sincerely
from the bottom of your heart:)
you will be able to reach out to the other person:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

ACCCKK!
i have been slacking for the whole morning!
its bad.. really bad because I know I have so many things to do>.<
bad time management plus lack of motivation
rahhh.

went blog hopping:)
and reading archives of people's blogs

somehow i realised i really did change quite alot
hope its for the better:)

:)----> :):)----->:):):):)

its called the smile domino effect:)


i shall TRY to do work!!:)

JIAYOU:)

LyON

Hello:)

Just came back from guitar concert!

Had a great time:)
The concert was seriously fantastic and as the pioneer concert of guitar history in Dunman High Senior High, I think they really "set the standard":) everyone had positive comments about it and somehow its success makes me feel proud of Dunman High Senior High=D

Went with Peng Yong and Wai Kit!:) my "father" and "brother"! haha..think I caused some confusion though ..especially to chen ying! haha she actually thought they were really related to me! LOL:) Had a good time with them! Its nice to get back with YLF people... although it was not a complete outing but it was heartwarming :D nvm! we will have a good outing someday:)

anyway we went to support jinghuan:D
peng yong took many videos and photos:)
saw many many people:)
and i managed to take some photos!

the card we did for jinghuan<33

haha a retarded pic of me wearing my daddy's specs:)

jinghuan's baby pic:)

my two daughters! :) haha miss them loads!

finally, our grp photo;)
:)

anyway here are some photos in my handphone that i forgot all about:)


my cousin!:) taken during CNY lol


CSC pple!:) with our valuable idea vanguard sheets:)


cute right?:D guess where its from

more photos with other people:D
will upload them when i have the chance!

Today was a tiring day:(
but it was fun and fufilling:D

However, I did no work at all:(
sigh..life's tough!
BUT NVM!
with positivity and determination, we can survive it:)
with a smile on our face!:)

tmr will be a CHIONG HW CUM CSC day!:)
JIAYOU:D

everyone (including me)wants to be liked for who they are
and not what they are:)
However, before we achieve that,
we must do the same too:)
like the people around us for who they are.:)

QINGCHUN is this thursday o.O
super fast lah!but i dun feel any urgency >< lol
hope it will be a success though:):)

and YAY! i achieved my goal today!
i managed to make more than 10 people smile:)
its not that hard,
others should try it too;D

SMILE:)

Lyon

hello:)

YAY!:) i survived this week!
although this is one of the most screwed up weeks so far, but PHEW:)
I am so glad I survived it!
THANKS to all those who supported me, encouraged me and gave me the motivation to carry on!
I really appreciate it!
especially when i was chionging out PI yesterday
thanks a million to my laogong:) and jeanine!!:)
it did brighten up my night!^.^

I slept for only 2 hours last night><
really amazing that i am still surviving until now..
today was a really really long day
but it was a pretty good day:)
or at least after CLL test!

we celebrated april babies of 5C12 in the canteen after school:)
and we ordered 4 BIG pizzas:)
haha we totally rawk can!:) everyone had a lot of fun eating, laughing,camwhoring etc:)
oh man, i TOTALLY love my class:D
in fact its one of the most important reason and motivation to persevere and not drop CLL:)

when i am with 5C12, i really really really laugh alot!:)
like on thurs, after PE, i really laughed until I cried:D:D amazing right?
i really feel so blessed to be in such a class:D
and if given a chance to choose again, i will still choose 5C12;)
although we may give teachers headaches
although our results may not be one of the best
although we may create loads of noise pollution
but we are all unique and make a special class:)
and I believe that as time passes, our class will be a stronger and better class:)
frankly speaking, one of the reasons that i can enjoy school is 5C12;)

GAMBATTE:)5C12!>33

anyway, just watched fruit basket:)
its my fruit basket positivity therapy every friday:)
and i must really admit it has a great influence on me:)
tohru really makes me want to try harder in life:)
and be as positive as I can be
to make others happy:)

u all should watch fruit basket:)

i have decided to set myself a daily goal
- to make at least 10 people smile :D

5 ways to make people smile
1. keep on smiling:)
2. smile from the heart when people talk to you:)
3.make lame jokes, even if no one understands them-.-
4.give praises and compliments generously and sincerely
5.always encourage someone when they are feeling down or stressed/( a simple small thing will go a long way:D)


and i will start tmr:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

firstly I have no idea why I am actually blogging
when I have a maths test tomorrow
that will be (unfortunately) testing the 3 chapters of maths which I am most unfamiliar with>.<
Besides that, I have my PI, econs article and CLL test on Friday which is a SURE FAIL-.-
well, of course there are many other things to do, but these are the main, urgent ones:(

rahh.i lack motivation.
all these stress is seriously ruining my mood.. sigh!
oh well. i need lots of motivation and encouragement!:):)
anyone can give me some?haha lol

just 2 more days.
I just need to pull through these 2 days.
hopefully, things will turn out good:)
at least better than what I have expected.

well, of course I know everyones facing a tough period now
so GAMBATTE PEOPLE!!:D
keep on believing that everything will turn out alright:)
and it eventually will:)

SMILE:)

LyOn
JIAYOU !!:D

hello!:)

today was a SUPER tiring day>.<
i fell asleep when i was starting to attempt to do work and i just woke up-.-
great. lots of stuff undone.
i guess i better sacrifice my sleep for tonight
if not i will really DIE for the next few days :(
(not that I am not dying now either lol)

Theres just so much stuff to be done and yet, are still undone-.-
There are two stupid tests this week, on consecutive days
which I have not prepared for yet.o.O
I cant believe I am still slacking everyday after I get home
only to panic in the later part of the night-.-
and attempts to stay up late failed, resulting in all my work undone.
OH WELL! thats life ehh XD

anw NAPFA is over!:)
omg i am so freakingly glad:)
coz NAPFA = torture for me:)
and YAY! its over!
had the last item-2.4km run today..
well, unfortunately, my timing "deproved"
and i din make it to an A...
was actually contemplating on whether to re-run
but after pondering over it, thought that was pretty stupid because theres no way i can get gold le.. with a D for standing broad jump
if i managed to get A for 2.4 , it will just be a prettier record with 5 As and 1D
so why bother to subject myself to the torture of re-running rite? XD

i will be so super dead tmr:(
sigh!
better go start on my work now!
spent another hour slacking on the computer -.-

ohh:) todays PW discussion was rather good:)
and yes! we got our group leader!
ANDREW ZEE!
hahaha:D glad =)

3 more days to go!
JIAYOU people!!
:):)

life's tough....
but guess what?
WE ARE TOUGHER:D

SMile:)

LyOn

hello!:)

today was a tiring day!:(
but was a pretty good day :)

my work seems to be piling up><
not just school work , but CCA stuff too...
where was the determination I possessed at the start of the year to focus on my studies?
haiiz!

but oh well:)
everything will turn out fine de^.^

to pple reading my blog:

when things are not going the way you want,
dun be discouraged
because its just temporary:)
and what you want might not turn out the best way for you
so just persevere:D and believe that tmr will be better :)

anyway theres maths lecture test on thursday
and CLL test on friday!
omg i think i will flunk both testsX.X
i havent even started studying for it lah!
good luck to me and everyone:)
JIAYOU:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

at times when you really feel the stress
at times when you really wish all your pile of " things to do" would simply vanish
at times when you resent everything in your life
at times when you feel so suffocated and choked by everything
at times when you wish someone would encourage you but no one does in the end
at times when you wish so badly for something happy to happen to you that will cheer you up and yet nothing happens
at times when you feel so emotionally and physically tired
at times when everything in life is going wrong for you
at times when you really feel like giving up on yourself
at times when you really feel like breaking down and crying
at times when you feel that the whole world has turned their back on you
at times when you feel like an unwanted, useless emo person
at times when you get so overwhelmed by everything and become very moody
at times when you flare up so easily and hurt the people around you
at times when you know you have hurt someone and yet dun have the courage to apologise
at times when your life has really hit an iceberg , plunging into the deep depths of the sea
at times when you snap at everyone who talks to you just to vent out your anger and end up pissing everyone off
at times when no one is free for you and you feel just like a pathetic soul
at times when you feel depressed, hopeless, dejected and rejected

DUN EVER LOSE HOPE!!!!!!!:):)

you never know whats in store for you the next minute of your life
you never know whether everything will suddenly change for the better
you never know when you will suddenly receive an encouraging sms from someone unexpected
you never know who is thinking of you now and praying for you
you never know which someone is praising you behind your back
you never know when you will suddenly receive compliments
you never know how much joy you bring to other people
you never know how important you are to other people

there are too many things you will never know in life
and thats what makes life unpredictable:)
but the way you can make your life happier
is to see the bright side of everything
to never lose hope and believe that somehow things will turn out okay:)
think of all the encouragments you have received
think of all the people who will always stand by you
think of your family and how important you are to them:)

you are important in your own way:)
you are special in your own way:)
you are unique in your own way:)
never lose hope in yourself
even when you see people who you think are " better" than you
dont be envious or jealous
coz you never know whether they actually see you as " better" than them too:)

the world is already so complicated
you are not the master of the world
you cant change that fact
but you can change your life because it lies in your own hands:)
dun make life complicated:)
make life simple
make life happy:)

what makes a child's life so happy?
its the simplicity and innocence:)
its the pure mindset
never doubt others
always trust others
appreciate everyone
appreciate everything
believe in the best of everyone
and always smile:D

its impossible for us to totally revert back to our childhood mindset
because there are just so many complicated things now:(
but we can still be ourselves:)
and believe in ourselves and everyone around us:D

frankly speaking,
thinking about the pile of work i will have to handle later
it really puts me off
but i guess i will still have to do it
so i will not complain:)
there are people worse off than me who are not complaining
who are taking life more positively than me
and are smiling :) more than me

and that makes me want to try harder :)
and make life better!!!

although i wasted precious time blogging this long post
but i hope that it will help to brighten someone's(people who are reading my blog now) life:)
it might not be the most inspiring post or it might even come across as childish
but i still hope it does make an impact :)
even a small little impact will do:)

its going to be a brand new week ahead!
JIAYOU everyone!:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

was feeling really low
but feel much much better now;D
thanks to JEANINE!:):)
talking to her on msn really brightens up my night:)
shes really
Just
E(the)
Absolutely
Nicest ganma
I can
Never
Ever thank and love enough<33
its really amazing! i cant believe i was feeling so dejected a while ago:)
i love jeanine loads!!<3333333333
haha n really miss her alot:)
really hope that everything will go well for her :)
and she can stay happy and SMILE forever!! XD



and YES! happy things do happen:)
to cheer u up when you are feeling low
all you have to do is to
just believe in them :D

i feel blessed:) thanks!

SMILE:)

(p.s. yes promise we'll start the day tmr happy, focused and optimistic ok.. no matter how high the pile is:D jiayou too!!)

LyOn

hello:)

somehow it feels as though it has been some time since I blogged a long post:)
shall blog a detailed and long post this time!

firstly,its the end of week 5!
i survived my 3 consecutive days of tests!
so happy!:)
but i totally flunked my CLL test today:(
i totally did not know how to do the first section of the paper which is worth 12 markso.O
GG! and the following sections were not any better...
its really frustrating how your mind blanks out in front of the CLL script
and you simply cannot recall a single thing, or worse still, remember the wrong thing-.-

but oh well, i will try harder for common test de:)
as much as I want to give up CLL, i will hang in there:)
i can still salvage the situation and all i need to do is believe in that and try a little more harder!

although the happiness i am experiencing now is short lived
due to the two killer tests next week- maths and CLL
at least i still feel happy:D

anyway had the MBTI test result analysis today!
i am a ISFJ!
aka the nurturer:D
and seriously the description does sound very very similar to me :D
and i am not the only one who thinks so:)
that means this test is accurate for me and one of the careers suitable is social worker:)
YAY!:D

anyway, in accordance to jolene lai's wishes,
i will blog about the person explaining about the MBTI quiz and results:)---> SARAH
She really resembles liang lao shi ALOT!
she is really good at talking and she can go on talking non-stop for long periods of time
and she is really engaging, often illustrating what she is talking about with real life funny scenarios of life examples!
i think that part of the reason why we enjoy this whole MBTI thingy so much is because of her:)
her gift of speaking really attracts me in the sense that I am unable to do such stuff:( coz i am not a good public speaker..haha XD n not a good impromptu speaker...and yes,she does have a great figure:D

the impression she gives me is someone whos really outgoing, spontaneous and can lead!
thats good rite?:) means a quick mind is needed to be able to handle public speaking so well:D
cool:D i am sure many people have made her their idol of something like that ahhaha

anyway, had CSC handover later on:)
must really thank them for the gifts prepared for us..


but stressed. pressurized. in the face of the bonds and achievements of the year 6s >.<

its very hard living up to standards:( and i have a character which hates letting people down...
which makes me even more stressed><
hopefully time will come to my aid:)
CSC might not be the best CCA, but I want to make it (at least) a CCA that is memorable :)
just have to JIAYOU:D

have so much stuff to do :(
and theres dance tmr 8.30 to 5>.<
must really gambatte le!:D

THANKS EVERYONE for all the support for this week:)


SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

I LAUGHED ALOT TODAY!XD
especially in GP
where i actually laughed until I cried
yup! had to wipe off my tears:)hahaha
and i wasnt the only one!

its good to laugh:)
although after laughing alot,
you will feel very tired-.-haha

anyway, CLL is really stressing me out both academically and socially-.- rahhh
but nvm i just have to perservere:)

tmrs the start of my 3 days of consecutive test!
good luck to me:):)

JIAYOU PPLE!!:)

LyOn

hello!:)

its the first day of week 5!
i need loads of positive energy to survive through this week..
history test, econs test, CLL test consecutively
starting from wed to friday
i really need all the JIAYOUS i can get:)

anyway, today was a pretty good day:)
lessons were okay..still bearable ^.^
and we got back econs essay test!
well, surprisingly i did not do as badly as I thought:D
although i still failed lah-.-
but seriously, i thought i was a goner because I did not draw any diagrams at all
but phew!:D i can regain the confidence as an econs rep again! lol

but of course, theres no guarantee about this thursday's case study test
although my instincts tell me that it will be slightly easier
compared to an essay test
but seriously , econs is such an unpredictable subject
you never know what will happen till the end:)


maths remedial today..
more of a copy session-.-
because of some communication breakdowns and i did not bring my supplementary for inequalities and binomial-.-
but oh well:) i still benefited from the maths remedial
because it brought back memories of sigma notation haha XD

went home with grace,dorothy,simin and keith
we bought ice cream and when we were halfway on the journey walking to the MRT station
it started to rain heavily
haha it was very unlucky but fun to a certain extent:)

currently feeling very tired now:(
but i havent started preparing for my history test on wednesday!
omg.. DIE!:(

off to chiong liao:):)

JIAYOU everyone:D

SMILE:)

LYoN

hello!:):)

its the end of a sunday
which means its going to be the start of a BRAND NEW WEEK!:)
cant wait for this week to be over
cuz it means i will have survived 3 tests:) yay:)
hope they turn out okay>.<

anyway, a brief update on my weekends:)
sat: Had to go to school for dance and it was raining SUPER heavily:( bad weather!
and guess what? i met lincoln at paya lebar MRT:)yupyup! very coincidental indeed!
he was going queensway to buy stuff with his friends. so we had a nice chat from paya lebar to queenstown:) dance was kind of okay. not very good but it ended well!XD went home with jocelyn and liusu after dance:) coz the others had "chauffeurs"-.- haha XD

sun: din do much today:( arrgh!which means i have to really PIA le! oh well!
sunday always ends up a slacking day but i shall treat it as a rest before i start PIA-ing:)

hope this week goes well:D

and i shall reply the tags in order:)

jolai: haha yea! we will survive this week de:):D

LAOGONG: THANKS:D you too! take care and recover soon!!:D

anon: thanks for the encouragement:)yupyup! i will try my best de!:D

simin: yea! we will overcome it:):) and NO lah XD i bet urs better:) u JIAYOU too!:) and SMILE:)

zina: haha yea:) thanks alot gannuer!! XD know its stressful for u too but hang in therE!!:)u can do it!

dora:yup:) blogging is something to be enjoyed! and yes!! VERY VERY STRESSED!!>.<

lincoln: LOL! but u cant see the sun mahh ! XD maybe i should change to sun being hidden by THICK BLACK CLOUDS:)so it will be entirely blocked:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

one word- STRESS:(

but its really amazing how people always give you encouragement at the right times when you are feeling down and stressed out :):)

thanks alot alot! i really appreciate every encouragment, every jiayou i get:D
and yes, it does make me to want to try harder :):)

i believe that things will turn out fine in the end :)

and to all who are reading my blog:

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU:):):)
its just a temporary tough period now
where the sun is hidden by the grey clouds
but when the grey clouds float past,
the sun will come out again:)
and everything will turn out fine:)

WE CAN DO IT DE:):)

Smile:D

LyOn

hello!:)

its the end of week4 o.O
and the next few weeks ahead are going to be so so so busy:(
with loads of tests coming up
with loads of unfinished cca stuff piling up
its hard to feel optimistic><
but then again, *takes a deep breath*
optimisim is supposedly my forte rite?
so somehow positivity and smiles around me will guide me through:D

yesterday was a super draining day
wanted to use the computer after my brother played dota
but was too tired so i fell asleep-.-

anyway, was chionging GP essay yesterday!
i hate chionging stuff lah! >.<
had to rewrite a new topic because i found out that my original essay on my original topic was largely out of point -.- was too lazy to edit that so i wrote a new one:)
i chionged GP essay during econs lecture!!
haii... thinking about it now, i feel quite bad ..oops XD
its my first time not paying attention during econs lecture..
but anw i doubt i would have understood the lecture:)
maybe i will go and read the econs notes later
hehe i AM a responsible econs rep lor:D

kept on chionging my GP essay in the later part of the day
super happy when i finished!:)
but i can gurantee that this essay really C.M.I
CANNOT MAKE IT>.<
but on the other hand, if i think positively
C.M.I= CAN MAKE IT:)

theres 3 tests next week!
its already enough to kill me:(
rahh.

i need motivation once again!!
maybe i will go and watch fruit basket:)
but i really got to go start on my work before its too late..
theres still dance later and i bet i will be too tired to accomplish anything after i return from dance
so i just have to JIAYOU le:):)

somehow after reading other people's blog
i feel that my blog posts seem so childish
with all the broken singlish
no good structure
and too many smileys haha XD
although it is not good for my GP,
i decided that i should still continue this way:)
coz thats my way of blogging:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

HELLO!:)

today was a tiring day!
was totally drained when i reached home
chiong-ed all the way home because of the menacing grey skies
which was not a good omen><
although unfortunately still got caught in the rain-.-

i cant help it
i keep on procrastinating:(
die.

oh anw the PW groupings were out today:D
i think all the groups in our class are good:)
coz our class is a GOOD class in overall
where everyone can work well with everyone:)
5c12 <33:)

and yeps!my grp is pretty good too:)
although there are only 4 of us
i am sure we will be as good as any other grp
or even BETTER:) heheh!!
the only minus point is the scenario of group presentation which keeps playing in my head
whereby 4 people stand together
3 tall ones and i short one -.-
andrew,xinhui,virginia and then me -.-
aiyah.. but oh well:):) it will make me stand out more lahh XD hopefully:)
or maybe in the midst of working with this tall people,
i will grow tall too:) hehehe(a bit of wishful thinking rite?-.-)
but nvm:):D we will do well de!!:):)

so much things to do!!
acck!!

JIAYOU JIAYOU :):)

tmrs a friday:)phew!

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

its wednesday!
halfway through week 4 of term 2.
GOSH.o.O its amazing how fast time can pass without even you noticing it ...
and there are still SO many things to do
and it doesn't help that the workload is increasing day by day-.-
news of upcoming tests, projects and freakingly stressful stuff just makes you want to go and
SLEEP and forget about everything :)
but of course, thats an act of self-denial.
frankly speaking i can picture myself, one week from now
living in total stress:(
cuz theres an econs and history test next thursday!

i think by the end of term 2, i will be a pimply haggard old woman with lots of white hair
hahaha XD
thats the result of stress><>.<

but nvm:) the best and most i can do
is to take things as they come and do my best for everything;D
it may not be the best but as long as its MY best:)
thats all that matters!:)

oh! i took a picture in the mrt today:)
its not taken very well because the train was super duper crowded
and i couldnt get a good shot but it still looks nice to a certain extent right?:)


JIAYOU pple!:D
nows the time whereby more determination and perseverance is needed:)
dun give up!! XD

SMILE:D

LyOn

Hello:D

tomorrows the start of school again for week4 !!:)
i will definitely be more positive and happy for this week:)
hope this week goes smoothly for everyone too!!:)
and recently i came across this VERY INSPIRING song:)
anyone interested can ask me for it :D

anyway i decided to reply the tags on my tagboard haha XD
haii.. i am slacking again but oh well:)
i shall be a hardworking girl from tmr!


TAG REPLIES:)(accd to sequence:D )
-: thanks!!XD its true if you believe in it!
anon: haha VERY POSITIVE indeed:)
dora: LOL haha!!:):) but coffee does work wonders at times!
min: haha! paisehh! keep on forgetting to relink:) but no problem! thats what friends are for:)
linky: hi!!:)
computing: glad u guys finished the project:) jiayou for all the other stuff!!!:D
min: haha XD no prob!THANKS:)
dora: yah:D BIG ESCAPE from stress ehh ;D
anon: haha THANKS A LOT:) although making miss leong proud for this econs test will be very difficult>.<, theres still common test!:)
min: THANK YOU once again:)
dora: haha XD <3333
py:haha:) yeps! i will rmb de!thanks very much for all the motivation:D i will gambatte de!:Du rawk! glad u enjoyed ur bday!:)
tong: YOU TOOO!! xD lets all ADD OIL together!:D
Liusu:haha XD no problem! glad and gd that ure ok liao! :) thank you! :) u oso stay happy!
joylynn:HEY!CHICKEN LITTLE:) aiyo nvr call u that for very long liao!:) haha!yahh! long time no see.. i cant wait to see ur dances too! heheh! oops :D u miss me rite? haha! will visit very soon, i promise:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

YAY!! I FINALLY FINISHED MY PROPOSAL!!:)
well although its my first one
and it is not of good quality
but i took super long to finally sit down and do it
and SUPER DUPER long to complete it
but the sense of satisfaction i get at the end is fufilling:)
whee:)

but i must go and do my work le
have been slacking whole day and only completed this proposal-.-
die!
but nvm:)
at least a load is off my mind:D

i think i made some people happy recently
and that makes me happy:):)

SMILE!!!:)

LyOn

hello!:)

i have been slacking since last night
and slacking seriously feels so super good:):)
but i guess i have to start on work soon
coz i have SO MANY things to do :(
studies, cca is already wearing me out
whats more, my ambitious vision of being an active volunteer><
but oh well:)
just do my best for everything:):)

had dance today in the morning
YAY!:):) we finished the dance:)
i am starting to really like this dance:)
and even the music sounds much nicer now:)
and i am starting to enjoy dancing this dance more and more:)
but enjoying doesnt equate to succeeding
so we just have to practice!!!:):)
Everyone JIAYOU!!:):)
n we will be dancing this dance at CS concert which is on 1 MAY
(a public holiday,thursday night)
at VICTORIA THEATRE
the tickets are just 10 dollars!!:):)
anyone interested pls tell me :):)
its really a concert NOT to be missed!!!

anyway, this week has not been a very good week for me
with so many negative feelings and moments
and so many things to do resulting in the building up of stress><
leading to MANY adverse effects :(
but oh well:)
next week will be better!!!:)
its only after we have been through NEGATIVE experiences
that we become stronger,
learning from our mistakes and
evolving into someone POSITIVE:)
right?

thanks to all for all the encouragement and support this week:)
i really appreciate it lots :)
be it the tags on my tagboard,smses,msn convos or all the verbal encouragement/praises/concern............
i really appreciate and treasure everything
you all really helped cheer me up XD
and it really makes me want to try harder XD
so thanks once again! i shall JIAYOU :)

and those who are reading my blog:

JIAYOU too!!!:):)
life might not be going the way you want it to be
or even worse
it might be going very badly
but dun give up:):)
theres always a rainbow after the storm:)
so persevere on to see it appearing XD
dun ever doubt urself:)
things might be really terrible now
but hold on to that belief that everything will be ok:D
if you think everything will turn out fine,
EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FINE:)
SO gambatte!!:)

SMILE:)

LyON

hello!!:):)

its 4TH APRIL today and its a special day..:)
know why? coz its my "daddy"'s birthday!!!!:):)
and heres a birthday post dedicated to him:D

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY PENG YONG!!!!:):)

hope you enjoy the rest of your birthday:):)
and may ALL ur wishes come true:)


thanks so so so so much for everything:)
from last dec , when we first knew each other as YVIP camp TF and participant
to now- great friends and a family:)( father and daughter)
its been a great journey and i have really learnt ALOT from you:)
its really my honour and pleasure to be able to know you
and have you as such a wonderful daddy:)
thanks for all the encouragement, support that you have
always never hesitated in giving me:)
thanks for all the times you believed in me:)
thanks for the financial support when i really needed help:)
thanks for being so super nice and tolerating:D
thanks for really taking care of me and being such a nice TF:)
thanks for being there for me XD
i really appreciate everything very much:D

its ur birthday today so SMILE today:)
stay happy and JIAYOU for everything k?:)

and rmb, lets be


FRIENDS FOREVER:)

and not forgetting........................



FATHER AND DAUGHTER :):)forever!

SMILE:)and happy birthday ONCE AGAIN!!

LyOn

hello:)

3rd April:
today was not a very good day for me (again)
but at least it was better than yesterday:)
and during the two times when i was feeling really low
i was cheered up by you and you all XD
which made me feel blessed and recover positively again
thanks:) really really touched!

econs test was a total flop
and i feel super bad:(
i know it might sound childish
but somehow i have grown pretty attached to my econs rep job
and i feel as though i have let miss leong down by flunking the first econs test:(
but oh well.. theres still next time:)
i will do well next time de:):)haha!

anyway its 12.21 am
and i HAVENT done my econs article and CLL
i think i am so gg to die lahh
hahah XD

hope tmr will be better:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

today was (unfortunately)a rather bad and negative day for me...
negative incidents happening, one after another,
affecting me in all sorts of negative ways
maybe all these negative things would seem trivial in other's eyes
but somehow it affects me a lot=(
and its really hard to stay positive under these circumstances
plus there were the adverse effects of coffee
(because of my bad mood)
which caused me to experience repeating waves of nausea and headache
and certain words by certain people
really brought me to the brink of tears
hard to imagine?
haha:)but luckily not to the extent of breaking down and crying lahh

well, i am not blaming anyone for anything
it would be selfish and unfair=X
i am the one in control of my emotions
and whether good or bad, they are all up to me
maybe the perspective i took was wrong
maybe its just flaws in my character
maybe its just all my fault
but no matter what, thats who i am and i cant change it
and i don't want to change too:)

but i havent experienced these much negativity for a very long period of time
and its really overwhelming:(
sometimes i really hope that something unexpected will happen during negative times like this
something unexpected that will brighten up my day, that will motivate me
it may be a praise from someone who has never praised me before
it may be an unexpected encouragement note/sms from someone unexpected
it may be a present from someone unexpected
it may be a meeting with someone i have not met for a long time
haha.. but such things are hard to come by:(
but still, i am always hopeful and i believe that if i am lucky enough, it will happen:)

and i too,want to be that unexpected someone who will brighten up someones day when he/she is feeling down:D although its easier said than done
coz i am not a very expressive person who can comfort people well
and frankly speaking, i am also not good at really inspiring and giving people motivation:(
so its tough.. but i get really happy when people occasionally refer to me as someone inspiring:)
and especially when people find me to get motivation
i truly appreciate all these and it makes me want to try harder:)
and be a better person:D

well, one good thing about today is that my small announcement made in the morning was rather good:) although i did blank out for a second haha
and i think i heard a little cheering :) thankyou!

anyway, theres econs test tmr
which i have not finished studying:(
although i am quite positively sure that i would fail this test
i still want to try my best
afterall i am an econs rep mahh:)

must keep my positivity for tmr!:D
its been a tiring day today><
but tomorrow, i will be (hopefully)energized again:)
JIAYOU!!:):)

anyway, to all 5C12 econs people who are reading this:

JIAYOU FOR ECONS TEST TMR:):)
just try your BEST and let fate do the rest:D
lets all work hard and hopefully not let miss leong down!
we CAN do it de:D
GAMBATTE!!!:D

smile:)

LyOn

hello:)

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!:D
i think todays FREEZE was really COOL :)
hohoho!

today was a rather good day^.^
except for the fact that i was very sleepy and tired
in fact, during history and CLL,
i was drifting in and out of sleep while trying to copy the notes
oops:)
nvm:) tomorrow is wednesday and i like wednesdays:)

just saw an interesting phrase in Discussion Room 1
well, maybe its not really a phrase
its just two words but they really make an impact:D

" FORGET YESTERDAY"

2 simple words and yet when brought together
it brings such a different light and meaning:)
i remember i was feeling really tired and stressed before i saw this 2 words
and after i saw it,
its hard to describe but somehow i felt happier
as though a load had been taken off my mind:)

maybe thats the key to staying happy :)
forget yesterday, do your best today and look forward to tomorrow:)
whats done cannot be undone
if u did good things yesterday, thats good:D continue today:)
if u did bad things, theres no point lamenting about it because its already done
just pick urself up and do ur best to make up for it today:)
and be a better person from today:D

dwelling on unhappy events in the past will only make you more miserable
so why not look to the future:) and be happier:)
JIAYOU!!!

anyway i decided to add two more words:D

FORGET YESTERDAY, SMILE TODAY :):)

Smile:)

LyOn

hello!:)

haii! another late night again
piled with loads and loads of unfinished stuff><
i want my sleep back
i certainly don't want to become a panda>< haha:)
but then again,
i can only blame myself for sleeping so late
procrastination and slacking earlier on
and now having to chiong everything:(
rahhh!
my whole body is aching
and my head is throbbing :(
but i still have to chiong out my proposal
plus fill in this super duper complicated form to get funds
plus i HAVENT started studying for econs test
oh my gosh
i am so going to die this week lahhh><
now i need loads and loads of motivation haha XD

sounds so negative ehh:( but haii.!

nvm, at least on a happier note,
i finally found a website where i can download my digimon songs=D
whee!:):) after searching for so long:)
seriously digimon songs are good and inspiring
somehow they give me the power to persevere:)
well, thats how strong music can be :D
anyone interested can come to me!
i can start introducing you all to all the songs which i think can really perk you up:)
and hopefully you will find the motivation to hang in there and JIAYOU:)

oh well.. there are people much worse off than me
at least i still get to sleep and am not breaking down or crumbling under stress:)
so must BUCK UP!!:):)
once this week is over,
everything will be fine again:)
but for now, be prepared to see a very tired lyon tmr >< haha:)

JIAYOU!!^.^

SMiLe:)

LYoN