Sunday, August 31, 2008
11:48 PM
hello!:)

Seeing Xin Hui's blog makes me TOTALLY fall even deeply in LOVE with 5C12:)
awww. teachers day 08 is totally a 5C12 day!:)<33

SOME meaningful pics i kupped:)

me and laogong... PLUS a mistress?!?! LOL:)


OUR first ever PW GROUP PHOTO!:) DAMN ZAI rite!:D


5C12<33


5C12 <33<33<33

:)
anyway, today was a wasted slack day:(
oh well.. shall use the excuse that its my
CHINESE BIRTHDAY:):)
the 1st day of the 8th lunar month:)
cool!xD

JIAYOU eveyone and to myself:)

SMILE:)

LYoN

11:36 AM
hello!:D

heres a recap of the last few days:D

THURSDAY- a fun day:)
lessons were quite okay:)
the engineers came in the afternoon to collect the final data and took down all the relevant equipment for the action energy research
after that went with dorothy to bugis to buy things:)
we went bugis street and den bugis junction:)
there was this VERY CUTE toy in action city:) ahhaha! and i kept playing with it! :)
we went home before setting off agin to nicole's house for stayover :D
10 people came altogether
and i must say that i really had FUN xD
although we did not do much except watch 2002( a nice movie) , i enjoyed myself tremendously:D we laughed and crapped and lazed around on the mattresses and sofa:)
nicole " forced" all of us to sleep after watching 2002:D haha! its been so long since someone"forced" me to sleep:)as i was lying on the mattress, i couldnt help but feel so blessed to be in 5c12:D :D:D:D

FRIDAY
me, jolene , dorothy and yujia cabbed to school while the others took MRT
stayed in the canteen with jolene and yujia :)
and more people came :D
after flag raising, we immediately went to C1 classroom
and started our ROCK MAKEOVER!:)
kudos especially to nicole and ching hsien:)
soon, we were ready to rock!:D all the effort put in was clearly seen:)
* from a certain pt on, i wasn't feeling really good, can't describe why.. argh. *
but anyway, the concert was really good!:) all the bands , singing and the games!:) really wonderful!
i must admit it was one of the best concerts ever!:D plus we won 3rd for our costumes! and Miss Leong won second for the best dressed teacher:) we CHEERED like crazy for her:)
took photos :) all with simin:D
heres the website- http://good-times.webshots.com/album/565957569DuLwtP?start=0
and i really like this photo- duno why:)

:)

recovered my mood during our class lunch at cathay!:D
a fabulous jap buffet which was really worth it! i was really really full haha XD
and i had alot of fun;) laughing , crapping and collecting green peas hahaha XD
really enjoyed myself loads! (:
everyone decided to go home after that because we were all super tired><
however, me and dorothy still had a dance concert to watch
but she left her ticket at home so i took the train with her and the others :)

we had alot of fun crapping on the MRT train:D
ha my vocab is really limited because i cant seem to think of any words to express what i was feeling
but i really really ENJOYED myself alot xD
i " sent" each of them home( took the train to pasir ris) because i had time:)

really want to thank every one of them for the wonderful memories i had yesterday:D <33~

went tanah merah to change and coincidentally i met meixian in the toilet!:)
so me, meixian and dorothy went together :)
we met jocelyn later and as dora and joce lost their tickets, they had to reach at 7pm
while me and meixian went macs to buy stuff to eat and eventually sat outside VT to talk :) because the door wasnt open -.-
we thought the concert was supposed to start at 7.30pm but it was actually supposed to start at 7.30pm.-.- yuntong, joanna, shunying and the other 5 guys came later:)
and we watched the concert together:D
VERY NICE:)
i must say that it didnt disappoint me :)
liang and zhong were really GREAT dancers:)
my favourite item was the one about the earthquake:) lianglao shi did a great job in chereographing that dance! oh ya! i LOVED baishou too:) zina and tongwei did a marvellouw job<33
we were all cheering for them! :D
after the whole performance, we immediately went to take many photos:) here are some of them and the rest with yuntong:)



the 7 of us <33 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SJAZYDQ16Oo/SLobqko6SAI/AAAAAAAAAXE/9j9eB_30MEY/s1600-h/29082008.jpg">
me and my gannuer!:)


me joanna and my gannuer!:)


yr 5s:)


:)haha:)we walked around and crapped abit before gg home because we were all tired
and there was no proper place to sit down and talk ><
but i think just the walking around and the presence of everyone was good enough le:)
unfortunately, i was almost 100% drained out by then so couldnt get myself to get high haha ..
but i did get alittle high on the MRT train on the way home, thanks to meixian-.-
haha:)

SATURDAY
another super tiring day:)
woke up early in the morning and rushed to Hougang:D
had small book reading with Shaliman..
it was my first time plus i was really very drained
so it was kind of tiring..
but everytime he talked and responded to me:)
everything seemed worth it:)
and i got a green balloon for teachers day! haha XD

went to school for dance later.
reached there 1 hr earlier and i din feel like doing work so i revised the dance movements:)
quite fruitful i think:D
dance was super tiring:(
but fufiling haha XD
but on the way home, I was REALLY REALLY TIRED..
ready to conk out anytime :( haha XD

when i reached home, went downstairs to try to plan my holiday timetable
but was too tired and ended up slping downstairs
until saad came!:D haha:) being the usual chatterbox
he started engaging me in conversation with me
and it did help me wake up alittle:):)

went out for dinner
and when i reached home, after i batheed,
i immediately went to sleep le:(
too tired:) ahah!

BUT it was a good day:)

sept hols are here!:) its time to MUG!!:D

JIAYOU people!:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn


9:16 AM
hello:)

well, i decided to delete my previous post because after reading so many people's blogs about this whole week,
mine seemed so slipshod and shallow><

firstly, i want to blog about our class , 5C12. i woke up early in the morning to use the computer and while blog surfing and checking emails , i came across comments , reflections about our class from sieuping's bl
og to jolene's email to jolene's blog to simin's blog to dorothy's blog, by the end of everything , i couldnt help but cryT.T

this whole week could be described as an emotional week for 5C12:( as i mentioned before, we were scolded by miss leong and mr tan. actually,
now to think of it, the same thing happened in CLL lu lao shi also remarked negatively about our class..

5c12
- from the first moment my eyes set upon the list of the people in 5C12 in December last year, i told myself that this was going to be a great class:) i knew many people beforehand and many of my close friends were also in the class it was going to be a brand new start xD

next was orientation 2008: group 6 and 7- we practically rocked the whole level:) we were one of the most enthu groups in our level ever! i was really PROUD to be part of the class (: our sense of unity grew stronger, bit by bit , throughout the yea
r (:

Nevertheless, we were easily the noisiest class in the whole level and yes, our results were also one of the worst in the whole level our attendance rate was horrendous and our attitude in class ( in general) was terrible many teachers were exasperated with us but we didn't seem to care in fact we sort of blamed them for being unable to teach well- i can't say that for all the teache
rs who teaches our class but i can safely make that judgement for econs and maths...

perhaps our teachers for econs and maths were really not very good but still, it's indeed unfair to make them take the rap for our results and to complain about them - this is JC le- its where student's initiative is ultimately the most important thing we cannot keep on depending on teachers if we really do not get good teachers instead of complaining, why can't we depend more on ourselves and from my personal view,

i admit that there are times when i feel so fed up with certain lessons but i clearly see the effort that the teachers put in for each lesson it might not be visible but put yourself in their shoes,

which teacher would not want to impart the best knowledge to their students?

its not easy being a teacher. its ALOT of work but to us students,
we tend to not see this point one very good example is PW in our class...
we expect too much of Miss Leong although she is our PW ST but we can't assume that she has to always accord to our whim and fancy.. she's not a wonder woman too, she has loads of other stuff to do and although she might not show it but she still tri
es to mark all our PW work on time and it's so mentally draining on her because she has to mark 5 groups and as she said, she has to put herself in the shoes of 5 groups- 5 different perspectives, its not easy, definitely.
Each and every one of us are already struggling with our own group perspective , not to mention if we were given 5-.-
PW is a huge problem in our class too.. only sieuping's group seems to be safely on track ( i think) although PW is a group thing, i also see it as a class thing, wouldn't it be perfect if we all do well for PW? as a class?:)

besides PW, our GP is also quite a problem..
although i was expecting MR Tan to scold us sooner or later , i didn't totally expect it on Tuesday. his voice was blaring and somehow heart wrenching because he sounded like he was having a hard time to keep on raising his voice , blasting at our class...

well, i didn't really feel anything because my conscience was clear. but then again, it's not all about me, its about our class.. any scolding in general to our class would undoubtedly affect any student in the class. i feel really bad for causing Mr Tan so much anguish and pain , especially after seeing all his effort for our class..and i feel really bad for our GP rep , because somehow i can understand the heartwrenching feeling of the teacher you respect and like scolding and giving up on the class.. argh. why mus things
be so complicated.

i admit our GP grades were really kind of sucky:( but GP is indeed a VERY IMPORTANT subject.. maybe we arent taking it seriously enough:( i'm worried, really worried for our GP standard.

on the other hand, i was really affected by nicole that time. A teacher's job should not be meant to instil fear in the student and although the student might have made a grave mistake , the teacher should still have some " fen cun".. and frankly, i think that nicole's mistake is not a GRAVE mistake.

but then again, arguments can be made to show that this is the only way to impact a student so that he/she will not make the same mistake again. OH well, its a matter of different perspectives.

i also feel really bad for our class chairperson. It's really tough because not every one in our class cooperates. Its really lucky of us to have Li Bing as our class chairperson. She's always doing so much for our class and she rarely complains.. maybe that's why we take her for granted? thats what i think lah. i can see her frustration when we dun reply her sms-es and she often smses ALL of us.. imagine how many SMS-ES she has sent to us since the year st
arted!

AND it takes super long for our class to decide on things.. examples would be our class tee , photo taking and our theme for teacher's day... its really time wasting and we cant seem to even make simple decisions like this:( maybe we should learn to compromise more because its really hard on the people in charge of all this things..

AND we should learn how to keep quiet at appropriate times coz its really hard to get things done when we are all so noisy.

BUT amidst all the problems, im really proud of 5C12 for teachers day celebration:)

we really put in SO MUCH effort and it really served to strengthen our class bond xD
i think we really improved alot too :)
all we need to do now is to work really hard for PR
OMOS and prove all the teachers who doubted our class wrong:)

5C12 is a great class with great potential - thats what i believe in:)

i believe that if we all manage to believe in ourselves and work hard together as a class, we will definitely do very well. :)

theres nothing wrong with mugging(:
and in fact thats what all of us should be doing xD
so instead of pointing out the people who are mugging and calling them CMs, we should use them as a source of motivation:) there's not much time left to PRomos AND all the more we should come together and study as a class:)

well, i am not saying that 5C12 should turn completely into a MUGGER class its okay to have fun once in a while:) and i truly believe that our ability to have fun is our class's strong point:)

haha our enthu-ness can easily beat any other class:) but we sh
ould shift this enth-ness to our studies.. we only have 2 years together andthen it's the A levels ..


i want a scenario whereby each of us have happy smiles on our faces and hugs everywhere when 2010 comes, with ouR Alevel results:) in order to fufil this dream ,

we HAVE GOT TO START NOW!:):)
promos is our nEXT BIG BARRIER:) and we can conquer it - i know we can if we TRY :)

it sounds cliche but its true:)

When term 4 comes,
we will have 3 goals to achieve:
1. punctuality:)
2. handing in work on time
3. mugging and doing well for our promos:)

Let's all try our best k!:) 5C12 is a class i love alot and im sure the same goes for everyone :) as a class, we ahould have play and study together:)

and no matter if its playing or studying, all the memories will be precious :) thats what i think lah:) theres still hope in 5c12:) n we should show everyone what we can do :)

im not someone who takes a strong stand for myself im more of a neutral person because i tend to be able to see the different perspectives and none of this perspectives are wrong because it just matters on who , what and how each side is seeing it..

SO i dun like to propose , i like to support ....

im also rather self-centred( i admit) so when teachers scold us, i focus more on whether i am guilty of what the teacher is scolding us for and if im not, then everything is okay. i wun really get agitated
unless it is so terrible to the extent that people cry around me:( so maybe thats y i dun really feel strongly or worry about our class as a whole and i realise thats a wrong attitude to take so i will try to change and be one of those who try to make our class a better class:)

each of u
s has flaws and although we should accept each other for who we are,
there are times where we have to correct each other's flaws( another of my weaknesses:( )
thats how a c
lass should be like:)
we still have time:)
we can still m
ake it:)
5C12 , lets do it together k!:)

JIAYOU 5C12:):)

i LOVE 5C12:D


SMILE:)

Lyon








Wednesday, August 27, 2008
12:05 AM
hello!:)

omg. I cant believe I spent the last 2 hours watching videos on youtube and binging :(
plus watching tv the 2hrs before -.-
i am so super slack :( and now i want to go and sleep
because I feel too sian to do work:(
oh GG.

on second thoughts, theres no more tests for the rest of this week!:)
and the next 2 days are pretty slack
and friday is a busy and cool day!:D
haha!

the rest of the week looks pretty exciting (:
except i need more money:(
argh. if only i had an ATM that will keep churning out money for me :(
or perhaps perhaps, money can drop from the sky! :) ahah!

anyway, i know i have loads of work to do:(
but oh well. heck care. tonight is rest night:)

anyway, today was not a really good day:(
two scoldings by 2 teachers.
and these scoldings were extreme in their own way.
oh well. 5c12 , we must JIAYOU k!!:)

show that we can do it as a class:)
and make teachers proud of us! xD
n leave good memories behind:)

shall go and sleep nowxD
oh man. i feel so super slack and lazy
i feeell like a PIGGGG :(
argh. someone should just send me to the pig farm -.-
haha XD

nvm, i shall JIAYOU tmr:D
GAMBATTE!:)

Smile:D

LyOn

Tuesday, August 26, 2008
12:35 AM
hello!:D

haha nothing much to blog about today.

oh yea! today is the start of rekindle friendship week!:)
so 4B had a reunion in the canteen
but due to the various tests ><
almost everyone was mugging haha XD
but oh well (: 4B <33

lessons were quite okay :)
haii. really got nothing much to blog about today..
hopefully tomorrow will be a good day!:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

Sunday, August 24, 2008
5:50 PM
hello:)

a quick post here.

its still raining outside:(
what a rainy weekend!
not to mention unproductive weekend =/ sigh!

attempted to do my homework at my house downstairs :)
well, its a conducive place to study!
but anyway, i did not get to accomplish much
because i ended up making a new friend and
he was talking to me for around 2 hours o.O

haha! his name is Saad:)
and he is only 6 years old! so cute!:D
haha(:i have seen him a few times when I go downstairs to study
but today is my first time saying " hello" to him xD
because he was playing on his " scooter like thingy" and
he was playing very near me
so it seemed weird to ignore him completely lol

but anyway so we made friends:)
and he LOVES to talk xD
i taught him how to draw simple stuff
and he started telling me everything about himself:)
very enthusiastically ,he started to talk and talk and talk
and of course i listened and listened and listened:)
( i couldnt concentrate on my GP anw-.- )
and so this carried on for about 1 plus hours
plus the earlier part when i taught him how to draw
so about 2 hours gone><
ahah(: but oh well!
i think its pretty worth it!:)
how often do you get to make friends with a 6 year old boy at your house void deck!:D
and hes very cute:)
because he lived on the 3rd floor while i lived on the 4th floor
so when i had to go up for lunch
he said he wanted to go up too
so that we can take the lift together
and he can press 3rd and 4th floor for me
lol:) but cute rite!XD

so inefficient me spent another 2 hours watching television :(
and up till now, i have only done GP :(
haii!

oh well:)
lucky theres no history test next week!:)

SMILE:)

LyON

7:48 AM
hello!:)

fell asleep very early yesterday around 9 plus while waiting for my brother to let me use the computer-.-
woke up at 11.55pm - luckily was just in time to send a birthday sms x)
and went back to sleep after sending the birthday sms ><
super tired :(
argh. haha xD

anyway, heres a recap of yesterday-
i deem yesterday A RAINY DAY :(
let me recount my unlucky experience:
there was a history talk in school which was compulsory
so I woke up super early (:
taking my own sweet time to prepare to go to school
which then i noticed the sky was very gray o.O
but the ignorant me chose to think that i will not be so unlucky
and therefore dismissed the idea of setting out from home earlier
but that was a BIG MISTAKE:(
once i stepped out of the door
it started raining -.-
in fact it started to POUR
rain really really heavily
but i couldnt afford to wait for the rain to stop
because i would be late if i did so
and so i walked all the way in the HEAVY HEAVY RAIN to the MRT station
- I was almost TOTALLY drenched lahh:(
especially my shoes- could hear the " squeak squeak" sound when i walked -.-
umbrella was a little useless-.-

but i managed to reach school safe and sound:D
on time but drenched
and here come another stupid part=/
i opened up my umbrella and left it on the floor to dry it
and I FORGOT TO BRING IT HOME -.-
because it was not raining when i left school
so forgetful me brilliantly left it in school
and it was a brand new GREEN umbrella :(:(
acckk! i hope i find it when i go back to school on Monday><

and so because it was raining when i reached paya lebar mrt station
i couldnt go home:(
so i went post centre to study with all the limited materials i had
sc came over to help me (:-thanks!
his advice was useful xD though in the end
we ended up talking ahaha

got a lift from my dad home (:
because it was STILL raining -.-
and i guess the weather had made me really tired:(
which explains my early rest-.-

argh. havent started studying anything:(
got to jiayou today:)

GAMBATTE:)

SMILE:)

Lyon










* i like the morning weather today!*:)--> (random)



Friday, August 22, 2008
11:30 PM
hello!:)

freakingly tired:(
argh.

anyway, today was quite a good day lah:D
maybe coz its a friday! :D
lessons were okay (:
and lib photo taking was FUN!
the vest super nice xD

CSC was abit ...
* rahhh* hai! nvm:)
we all have to JIAYOU:)

watched " Picture this" ( i think)
and its very very nice:):)
THANKS to jasmine for introducing:)

after that, went Bedok to eat with Jasmine:)
we couldnt decide on what to eat initially-.-but in the end
we went back to where we ate last week aha (:
friday seems to be a dinner- bedok-kfc day ehh ahha XD
but i enjoyed myself ALOT:):):)

super tired but alot of stuff todo:(
JIAYOU TO ME:)

smile:)

LyOn


Thursday, August 21, 2008
11:46 PM
hello!:)

feeling kind of negative now :(
haii. oh well xD
life still goes on.

theres so much to be done yet I cant seem to bring myself to start on it><
rahh.
sometimes i wish everything was so much easier :(
responsibility SUCKS big time.
especially for lazy people like me.

yet i want people to be RESPONSIBLE.
shit. this is so contradictory
i feel so damn pissed at my freakingly slack attitude.

and the STUPID thing is that
i CANT bring myself to get pissed at people around me -.-
because somehow memories of their good side will come floating back to me
and make me feel bad
so I end up always getting pissed at MYSELF.
how nice xD-.-

studies is tiring me out and
causing me to neglect the CCA responsibilities
sigh.

but at the same time,
i know i cannot leave things the way it is now
its not the time for me to give up
because there are other people involved :(
i can only give up things related to myself
that will not affect others- how great again xD -.-

argh. its not like i am super EMO now
just that i feel so pissed at myself
for not being able to cope with everything well:(
numbness is probably the next closest to how i am feeling currently
argh.

AIYAH.
maybe i should just go to sleep and heck care -.-

easier :D

Lyon


Wednesday, August 20, 2008
11:29 PM
hello! xD

today was a tiring day:(
although I slept pretty early the earlier night-.-

Lessons were kind of sleep-inducing:(
especially History and CLL
Econs lecture was SUPER cold
and i couldnt concentrate at all.rahh.
thats the bad point of seating in the back seats of the lecture theatre><

Photo taking of CSC and dance society:D
Dance society was first
followed by CSC (:
Super relieved when CSC phototaking went quite smoothly :Dyay:)

had dance after CSC phototaking
cant explain it but just wasn't in the mood to dance><
oh well. i still survived :D-.-

econs case study test tomorrow
unfortunately, i'm not very optimistic about it
perhaps its the influence of my previous test marks- 7/25
or maybe its because i haven't finished studying yet!><
GG. argh.
but my puny brain cannot absorb any more information for the night
so i shall just go and sleep ahha xD
CA= 10% ONLY
( okay i know this is not the right mindset but it makes me happier:) thats whats important:D)

PW workload is getting heavier and heavier
and somehow i just don't have that momentum and determination to tackle it:(
but nonetheless, i shall perservere!

JIAYOU to me and everyone! (:

smile;D

Lyon

Monday, August 18, 2008
10:19 PM
hello!:)

some quizzes i took:
(yea. although there's a maths test tmr-.- ) ahha XD



















You're not the jealous type.

Sometimes people treat you badly, but that doesn't mean you're going to chase them down, shouting violent threats. If a friend is mean to you, you'll deal with it in a rational way, like spending less time with that person in the future. If a relationship falls apart, you don't see the point in blaming anyone -- you'd rather focus on the future than obsess over the past. Some people think you're too low-key and too forgiving, but they're just jealous that your jealousy score was so low

Not Totally Naïve

This quiz says you're a bit gullible, but hey, everyone's got some soft spot or another. If you're more trusting and optimistic than other people, we don't want to change you. There's nothing wrong with trusting people - unless you trust the kind of people who want to rip you off or make you look stupid in public. We'd hate to see that happen, so please keep an eye out for practical jokes. And if someone tells you they wrote "gullible" on the ceiling, don't look up.


HAHA-
I spent 1 hr doing quizzes-.-

GG:(
haha XD
its time to start work!

JIAYOU;D

Smile:)

Lyon

Sunday, August 17, 2008
11:36 AM
hello!:)

i came across this really nice and inspiring song! xD
listen to it!(:

Its " Get Up" from Ice princess OST:D

i'm not afraid to fall
it means i climbed up high
to fall is not to fail
you fail when you don't try
i'm not afraid to fall
i might just learn to fly
and i will spread these wings of mine

if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
and i might fall back down again
and we'll just jump and see
even if its the 20th time
we'll just jump and see if we can fly

i'm not afraid to fall
and here i told you so
don't want to rock the boat
but i just had to know
just a greener side
or can i touch the sky
but either way i will try

if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
and i might fall back down again
and we'll just jump and see
even if its the 30th time
we'll just jump and see if we can fly

i'm not afraid to fall
i've fallen many times
they laughed when i fell down
but i have dared to climb
i'm not afraid to fall
i know i'll fall again
but i can win this in the end

if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
and i might fall back down again
and we'll just jump and see
even if its the 40th time
we'll just jump and see if we can fly

if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
if i get up i might fall back down again
so lets get up c'mon
if i get up i might fall back down again
and i might fall back down again





Get Up - Superchick

NICE:D

lets keep on trying because we know that if we fall down,
we will get up again xD

smile:)

Lyon

9:34 AM
hello! xD

a quick post here before i start work:(

I shall blog about yesterday!:D
I was really looking forward to this first session and yes, the kids were so cute! xD a pity I could not stay long enough to really get to interact :( i was originally with this kid- zheng jie who was quite shy but still nice enough to respond to me haha xD Looking forward to building greater rapport with him! :) hopefully lah.
Rushed to dance after that. Super tiring journey lah. Plus it was raining too-.- When I finally reached the DND room, I was practically drenched in sweat-.- but luckily I could still catch up with the dance steps. stayed back with dorothy and we played around with all the various jibengong(: haha xD
After that, we went to bugis to study. AND I DID SOMETHING THAT WOULD AFFECT ME FOR LIFE! xD hahaha!(: I got two more holes in me now! heheheh.
I finally did it! Have been contemplating for very longgg le xD
now i can wear green earrings on my birthday muahaha(:


okay so after that we went to study. switched locations. mugged for maths><
argh. integration is KILLING me:(
and it was super tiring:(
haha xD but yesterday was a fun day! :DHOHOHO:)

okay. now back to reality.
BACK TO WORK!

JIAYOU to myself!
and to everyone out there:D

Smile:)

Lyon

Saturday, August 16, 2008
1:11 AM
hello!

suddenly felt like blogging again xD

Been feeling rather reflective nowadays.
on my actions, my goals , my life and myself
-my identity, my character, my personality
or simply just who I am.

everytime i feel lost
i will always dig up all the memories of my past:)
the happy times i had
the silly times i had
the fun i enjoyed
the bliss i experienced
all these positive feelings make me feel that
to actually feel discontentment in my life
in who I am
is a sin.
who am I to complain and grumble about my life
when other people had it worse?

SIGH.
I have no idea why i am blogging this stupid post too:(

maybe i just need confirmation haha :)

SMILE:)

Lyon

Friday, August 15, 2008
11:23 PM
hello!(:

today officially marks the end of week 8 ><
sigh. oh but yay!:D singapore's first medal!:D
congratulations! (:

anyway, was very tired today in the morning
and i actually slept all the way from my house to the school in the van o.O
lessons today were kind of okay(:
econs lecture was funny:D
PCCG period was also pretty good(:
im a GUARDIAN! (: haha!

when maths supplementary ended,
me and dorothy went ghim moh to eat!:)
i suddenly realised that such trips will be impossible ,
starting next year when we move back to our old campus..
somehow i feel that i will actually miss our current campus when i return to the new campus next year..XD
oh well. 2 years worth of memories (:

had CSC after that.
CSC MUGGING SESSION!:) HAHA
because there wasnt any important major things to discuss
so almost everyone (including me) started to mug x)
kind of cool actually.. feels like a CCA mugging session ahha!

after CSC, me , jasmine and dorothy has a good time laughing n crapping about alot of things:)
"gardening","sour stuff-.-" and plus plus photos:) HAHAHA LOL
anyway we got a lift from Mr Shawn Lim and the other Mr Lim:) thanks to dorothy:)
and we got to see Mr Lim's wife- nice:) and yup i think the two of them very sweet:) hahaha!

well, jasmine and I got off at tanah merah MRT
and we went Bedok to eat our dinner:D
haha. realised that i haven't eaten with her for very long liao haha (:
anyway we had a fun time eating and crapping xD

tomorrows going to be a LONG day:(
but hopefully it will be a good day!:D

SMILE:)

Lyon





Thursday, August 14, 2008
11:15 PM
hello! (:

today is THURSDAY. tmr is FRIDAY.
which means tmr is the end of week 8! o.O
omg. so fast!
and i havent really done any work yet
because i feel so lethargic everytime i reach home
i cant bring myself to do any work :(
the sofa/mattress/ chair looks so tempting for me to sleep hahaxD

but CANNOT. argh.
i need to JIAYOU.
and JIAYOU and JIAYOU:(

okay. i shall at least attempt to finish my econs article tonight :)

GAMBATTE! xD

smile:)

Lyon

Wednesday, August 13, 2008
10:56 PM
hello:)

today was an eventful day.
It was tiring - both mentally and physically
and it was different from any ordinary day...
shall not really elaborate but to mention it briefly
there were 3 main highlights of today
1. the return of disastrous results
2. the stress of CLL and history test
3. the meeting and talk with wanglaoshi

well, i am not feeling really negative about the day
even though the 3 main highlights all lean towards the negative side><
i think that it was a pretty good day in a way(:
where every negative thing seemed to fit in such a way that
it could actually turn out positive xD
kind of confusing eh!

but i guess the most reflective highlight was the meeting and talk with wanglaoshi-
shan't really elaborate because i also have no idea how to put it across(:
and maybe because i cant seem to put it across, it shall remain something personal to me
until i find the right words , the right mindset and right solution to it :D
which is going to probably happen when i become more mature...
suddenly, growing up seems scary ><
ahha xD but oh well, thats part and parcel of life :)

i shall move on.(;

maybe its because i am lazy or just too afraid to face up to it,
but i shall just focus on what i am supposed to focus first(:

JIAYOU:)

SmILe:)

Lyon



1:58 AM
hello!:)

2am in the morning- and I am still currently trying to chiong my points for tmr's history essay test><
haii! lucky still feeling quite awake:) if not confirm GG.. coz tmr morning also got CLL test :(
ZZZZ...

the only thought i can use to comfort myself is that
its only part of CA- part of 10% :)
its ok! as long as I mug for promos
but as the horrifying thought of promos looms ahead
i can't help but lose a little confidence in that method of comforting..
sigh. but nvm i shall JIAYOU:):)
plus with a new philosophy i gained from someone XD:

no problem is bigger than the great taste of honey-stars:):)

LOL(:

oh btw thanks people for the concern:) i am feeling much better now!:D

SMILE:)

LyOn





Monday, August 11, 2008
11:53 PM
hello!(:

today was a super unproductive day ><
I spent practically the whole day sleeping -.-
because of my fever :( oh man. this is the 3rd time falling sick in this term le -.-
but luckily feeling much better now
after eating medicine:D

anyway, feeling pretty bad about everyone's stress status
especially if CSC is causing much of the stress.. haha.
oh well must really buck up and cheer up !:)

SMILE:)

Lyon

Sunday, August 10, 2008
11:14 PM
HELLO!:)

Had PW meeting today at Plaza Sing:)
Just realised theres ALOT to be done:(
ZZ and time seems to pass so fast!:(

ANYWAY, HERE ARE SOME CUTE VIDEOS:)



English:

Ah~ Ah~ Ah~

Carrot/Obvious Song!

Do you miss me? Carrot/Obvious!

Do you think of me? Carrot/Obvious~

I Love U~ U Love Me~


Carrot Carrot Carrot/Obvious Obvious Obvious~

Do you like me? Carrot/Obvious~

Do you love me?

I Love U~ U Love Me~

Carrot Carrot Carrot/Obvious Obvious Obvious~


You dont have to change~ Carrot/Obvious~

I will wait for long~ Carrot/Obvious~

I like you I like you

Carrot Carrot Carrot/Obvious Obvious Obvious~

Always be happy~ carrot/obvious

Always cheer up~ Carrot/Obvious~

I love you I love you

Carrot/Obvious Song!

Sometimes its going to be hard and irritable, sometimes its hard

I think of you whenever and I smile


Sometimes its going to be hard, irritable, sometimes its hard

I think of you whenever and I smile


Ah~ Ah~ Ah~
Carrot/Obvious Song!

SUPER cute LAH!:)

Heres one more video which i can identify very clearly with:(
coz i got abit of flu. drats ><
anyway ENJOY;)




GAMBATTE PEOPLE!:)

sMILE:)

LyOn

Saturday, August 09, 2008
10:29 PM
Hello!:)

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:

Its my 17th National Day!:) haha. time really flies.
My favourite part about National Day is singing and listening to all the national day songs(:
it never fails to instil me a sense of unity and belonging (:

Today was quite a good day:D
Not a VERY productive day but it was still pretty good(:

For some unknown reason, I kept on thinking of chong siang and all the other SUN-DAC people
and my trip to SUN-DAC yesterday(:
Think I really missed them too much le hahaha (:

AND,
I feel kind of proud referring to chong siang as my boyfriend:)
coz now thinking about it,
he might not be perfect in many ways
but just with his attitude towards life, his character
he BEATS every other guy that I have met in my whole entire life hands down :)
he totally OWNS them lah! =P
so far among my friends in sch , (besides jinghuanXD)
only jasmine has seen him(:
should intro him to other friends if theres a chance:D
he will surely impact them the same way he impacted me (:

I know how we should live life!(:
I know how we can live life happily each day! :D
Every new day means a new chance to help others:D
to make others happy(:
Even if its just simple things like smiling to people or helping someone run a simple errand,
it could go a long way :)
Notice the people around you,
Start thinking about how you can help to make their life better,
How you can brighten up their life(:
Next step is to take action;)

There might be people out there who want to help others
but cannot due to certain limitations
so help when we still can:)

SMILING is the way to a person's heart:)
thats something i firmly believe in (:

SMILE:)

LyOn





Friday, August 08, 2008
10:56 PM
hello!:)

i simply MUST blog today (: because today was a GREAT day!:D

But, just a simple recap of yesterday:
Yesterday was a lighthearted day!(:
It's hard to describe but this sudden wave of enlightenment dawned upon me -
that yesterday was JUST A DAY.
Its just a day, out of the 365 days this year, out of the XXX days in my whole life,
IT'S JUST A DAY. (:
Somehow when you think of the day in such a way, you feel kind of liberated, relaxed
because it's just a day. Don't focus on other days you have, focus solely on your DAY..
you are the one in charge of this day, just like how you have the power to be in charge of every other day
in your life. :)

Life is made up of so many days(:
and we should be happy and contented for each and every day;
there's a purpose for every day (:
so we should learn to appreciate every part of our day (:
enjoy our day cuz there's no way you can re-live the same day again
but you can re-live the memories in your mind
so make as many happy memories each day as possible :D

haha (: my " ITS JUST A DAY " theory- appreciate , enjoy and stay happy (:

We also went to watch redcliff yesterday(: the CLL, CSC , ELIT people plus teachers..
it was kind of cool that everyone could actually watch this movie together :P
and the movie was GOOD:) except for the part that there was gg to be a sequel to it -.-
but I do hope for more such opportunities:)
makes me feel that senior high is getting more and more bonded(;

TODAY:

I MUST blog about today:)
because today was a great day:)

The national day celebration at Changi Beach was pretty okay.:)
Could see the effort put in although the stupid sun ruined the moods of many -.-
But it was kind of fun cheering (: and running:)
It was also entertaining to hear the results haha XD
Anyway, I think it was a good attempt to bond the whole school together
and I applaud all the efforts of the people who contributed to the planning of this whole major event;D

Went to have lunch with Chin Yi and Keith:)
Quite entertaining and fun (:

After that, went with Jasmine to SUN-DAC(:
From the moment I stepped into SUN-DAC today, I can swear that the smile on my face never vanished :)
Okay. maybe not that exaggerated but it really brightened up my day ALOT ALOT ALOT (:
Was so glad I made the decision to go down to visit:)
The smiles on the client's faces, their handshakes, waves, nods , acknowledgement
never fails to make me feel so appreciated and happy:D
The fact that they still remember me makes me feel touched and motivated to continue visiting them
and although I cannot do much to help them,
I hope that my visits will let them know how important they are in my life =)
and let them know that at least theres one more person who will be there for them (;
haha. make that TWO for today!:)
because jasmine came with me =P And I can tell that she feels the same way as me :)
Its great to share your joy about something with others(: and especially about something so pure and inspiring:)
The happiness that we gained is different from the happiness we would gain when we go out to enjoy ourselves,
:)its more satisfying because its happiness based on other's happiness:)

OH and Jasmine saw my boyfriend!(:- Chong Siang!:)
He still looks the same , always smiling :)
And although he was scratched by another client today, he still dealt with it bravely...
Of course I could tell he was quite upset by it and he did show his displeasure through hand gestures
but he always ended his complaints with a smile:)
His smile is something I really really admire and look forward to :)
He gives it so generously and sincerely even though he is deaf and dumb
and it always makes me feel ashamed of myself -

As a normal person, why can't I keep on smiling and be as positive as him?
He smiles even when hes not in a good mood.. all just because he doesnt want to affect the moods of the people around him>< This is what i really call " putting others before yourself"... Even I don't really do that all the time...
I can feel that there are many times where he is actually suffering and struggling but he keeps it within him
and puts on a strong front, for pple around him..everytime I think of this, I cant help but want to cry because its too good of him and painful too..Imagine the pain he has to bear, not just because of his disabilities , I am sure that his background does contribute to this pain.. and yet he can still face life so optimistically..

If I was him, I probably would not have the courage and strength to live my life so positively...
Why is it, that us, well and normal beings find reason to be pessimistic, to complain about life , to whine about materialistic wants, to be selfish and do things at others expense while people like him are actually treasuring every minute of their life, facing everything so bravely and trying to live as positively as possible...
Maybe its human nature.. but he's a human too..
Why is it that a deaf and dumb guy actually care and consider more about the feelings of the people around him rather than normal people like us who tend to think more about ourselves? I might sound biased here but I think thats true.. I admit to putting myself before others.. and so I do feel ashamed and disgusted at myself at times:(

What right do I have to be so unreasonable, unhelpful , selfish , self-centred at times, sometimes even over the smallest things?

SIGH!
Oh and maybe he derives happiness when he sees others happy.. thats his motivation for life.. smile and make people happy(: and hes doing a MUCH BETTER JOB than me ><
I cant do much to relieve him of his suffering inside but I know my presence makes him happy and vice versa:)
so I really look forward to seeing him everytime I go SUN-DAC :) His smile and the smiles of other clients make everything worth it :)


PLUS not forgetting the trainers there!:)
Christina, Jon , Lena, Tony :)
They never fail to make me feel welcome
and part of the SUN-DAC family:)
Same goes for Jasmine:) They are one of the reasons why visiting SUN-DAC is always so fun:)
It's amazing how things turn out..
from last year's YV attachement to now..
its amazing how attached I am now to SUN-DAC :)
the trainers and clients never fail to brighten up my day :D

Thats what volunteering is about :)
Its the spirit, its the life lessons you take away,
its the bonds between u and the client,
the bonds between u and trainers and other volunteers
and most importantly
its the difference you make in someone's life:)

Maybe I am being too idealistic
but it irks me when people who are doing direct volunteering
do it for the wrong reasons( and worse still, they think its correct-.-)
I know I have no right to say that I am doing it for the 100% correct reasons
but still, I think promises and commitment in volunteering is VERY IMPORTANT...

stick to the promises you make to your clients
dont let them wait for you to visit in vain
dont dash their image of you
every volunteer symbolizes hope to them
and lying and cheating them really makes you a jerk
especially if you have that intention to do that
because that will make you really SUCK
and those are the kind of people that I will HATE
irresponsibility in volunteering is totally detestable.

I dunno why I seem to be getting so agitated over what volunteering means to me
but oh well:) I still believe that there are many people with good hearts out there
who volunteer for the right reasons:)

but i really enjoyed today's trip to SUN-DAC:)
bringing someone totally new also instilled in me a sense of accomplishment
because I shared my joy of volunteering :)

but anw must JIAYOU le!:)
promos in 6 weeks time.
GG:(

JIAYOU!

SMILE:)

LyOn

Wednesday, August 06, 2008
10:51 PM
hello!:)

I just spent the previous hour slacking online:(
sian.

Anyway, have been feeling really tired these days:(
even though I slept very early last night -.-
haha (: I shall attempt to sleep early tonight too..
perhaps the way to curing tired-ness is to sleep early for consecutive nights:D

Today was a slack day. There was only 1.5 hours of lessons for me because we had to go for the BMTC trip:)
at pulau tekong.. haha.. it was kind of a new experience but I think that the guys probably had stronger feelings for this trip since it was going to affect them directly. It was more of an eye-opener for us girls :)
However, it does seem pretty much like a resort to me as the living conditions are seriously pretty good!
But then again, we might just be exposed to the tip of the iceberg and BMT life is probably alot of tougher. Oh well.:D

Super tired now:(
rahh. oh welll:) JIAYOU!!

SMILE:)


LyON

Tuesday, August 05, 2008
1:18 AM
hello!:)

shit. today is a slack day.
i did zero -.-
really absolutely nothing..
how marvellously wonderful -.-
argh.

tmr... tmr better be better!:)
AND AND
1 day is NOT equals to 6342 seconds -.- hahaha XDXD

JIAYOU;)

smile:)

LyoN

Sunday, August 03, 2008
11:40 PM
hello!:)

a quick post here before I go and sleep
without completing any work:(
sigh!-.-

ohh well. i shall ATTEMPT to be very hardworking this week:)
in order to make up for today ahaha (:

anyway went for project Hearts today !(:
it was kind of okay (: i liked the part about designing the hearts :D
to a certain extent, it felt as though I was doing flag day .lol !
(: but yea. even though there was rejection, dao-ing, rolling eyes-.-
but when you really meet people who are kind :)
they make all the " suffering " worthwhile(:
they are the ones that continue giving motivation for v0lunteers to continue with their cause(:

haha somehow felt that we did not really put in our all for this as compared to previous CIPs we did ><
and hearing about the juniors doing so well does make me feel a little guilty=/
BUT that doesnt mean that juniors better than seniors lorr =P ( tsktsk -.- XD)
in overall, DHS pple are efficient people(: haha!

after project hearts, we all split up to different directions
so in the end, me, dorothy and zhiyin took train home
and we spent the whole train ride talking:)
having a very nice talk (: haha!
love these kind of talks:D

after zhiyin alighted, me and dorothy continued talking...
all the way till 7 plus leh o.O
hahah:):) but it was NICEEE!

seemed to have spent my whole weekend talking -.-
but i dun regret it (: ahha XD

JIAYOU JIAYOU:)

TMR WILL BE BETTER:)

smile:)

LyOn

Friday, August 01, 2008
11:29 PM
hello!:)

super tired coz din catch any sleep for the entire of last night :(
so went to school with a terrible headache
aggravated by the bumpy van ride to school
but lucky i recovered soon:D

but was really surviving on adrenaline and coffee for the whole day lah :)
haha XD pretty effective except the headache still seems to be there
oh well:) shall go sleep now!

but somehow i dun really regret staying up whole night to do the application form
because when I see Miss Tan getting so enthusiastic and happy about it
and plus its for the whole of CSC,
even when the possibility of winning might be close to zero,
i still think its worth it:D

haha anyway i stayed up to complete this PSSA Nomination Form
for CSC haha XD

okok shall go catch some slp:)
tmr will be a good day i hope!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn