HEllo!! :)

wow! alot of things happened during this weekend leh.....:)

GUESS WHAT!! for the first time , there were people who stayed overnight at my house leh!!! :) and they are XUE TI NG plus JUNYA!! :)of course for impt stuff lah .. LA filming... shall tell the details below..:)

SAT : i tried to do some work but din really succeed .. haixx... den went to fetch xue ting , jun ya and mingwei from paya lebar mrt to my house downstairs to do LA film project :)... i reached there early and the first to come was mingwei , den xue ting ( she was wearing all green leh :)-.-)and finally junya....i was very excited coz i had to go bring them to eat but in the end we went my house hawker centre to eat bud b4 that , we went SHENG SHIONG supermarket to " wa1 bao3 "" dig treasure"... mingwei bought 2 mineral water and junya bought some tidbits.. they were all shocked at the cheap prices in sheng siong :) hahaha... i felt very fortunate :) -.- lol....

reached my house void deck... and we started doing our LA thingy ... the editing n stuff lyk dat .. blah blah... they wanted to go my house to charge the labtop but i say cannot ... coz my mom doin housework n my house damn messy! so we " mian qiang" went to charge using a poor socket at the bottom of the wall so poor junya n mingwei were reduced to sitting on the floor... and they got scolded by the guArd .. well sort of... they called for me n i explained .. think i pissed the guard and cleaner but HECK LAH :) i went to buy food n drinks for them den i went back .. den we had a chat.. i love the chats we have leh ....:)maybe coz that time aat KFC , we talked for 3 plus hours...:).. hahaha.. bud smtimes, mingwei gets bored/embarrased coz we talk girl stuff in front of him....-.-.. not me lah.. the other two .. especially...:)yah.. so yaddah yaddah yaddah... den we did the title page design , we also roughly collated the film , juz havent edit, add effects , add sound blah blah... but at that time , junya's labtop no battery liao so .. NO CHOICE MUZ GO MY HOUSE .....

but right luckily , they said my house was neat leh :) haha...phew :)so we cramped in a room ... and started doin n stuff lyk dat.. me n xueting go do summary n title pg whilr the other 2 did their editing....at first a bit ??? but slowly it got better :)i rushed out on a marathon with xueting to post centre to print title pg but we were LATE .. IT CLOSED... so we marathoned back... wow.. i was sweating like mad.. anw ... we continued doin n i went to buy dinner for them , only junya n mingwei .. coz xueting say she eat too much tidbits .. got indigestion.. -.- hah... they 2 were impressed with the food i bought coz the quantity n quality all very good n somemore very cheap :):) my environment rawks lah :)everything also got...after eating , we craped a little bit n started doin again... but we still ahd a lot left... and it was getting late ... real late.. until 12 leh... and everything was looking bleak .... i din wan to do again tomorow ( which is today ) i wanted to finish everything .. so jun ya and xueting decided to stay overnight at my house and we sent mingwei off in a taxi back home as firstly he was a bit sick and secondly , you knoe u knoe... he insisted :)yupyup./... den hor... when we were coming back from sending him off.. i was super terrified coz it was still teh seventh month leh... junya kept on saying no matter wat , dun look behind... i was super scared lah... aiyo...nvm...

we continued doing and to keep ourselves awake , we played a bit of truth or dare , den we played the matchmaking game.. ::) haha :) .. very funny lah:) but xueting was super tired.. only me n junya were the tougher ones... junya was the toughest , she din slp a wink at all leh.. sae rite:) n i was super happy coz I STAYED UP ALL THE WAY THROUGH THE NIGHT!!!" :):) my first time leh!! :) so proud of myself.. lol :)we crapped n found out at arnd 4 dat we had a lot of work left to do .. even though we did earlier thruout the nite n we rushed.. but wahh.. we did n did... actually it was junya who did most of the things lah :) she rawked!:) we had a major problem n dat was the sound n voiceover problems... we were damn stressed can.... coz it was morning le... time passed very fast .. the night seemed to be very short lor! haixx.. :) but we oso crapped a little bit... n i laughed lyk siao ...coz of xue ting... wahh.. dat girl really very funny leh... i kept laughing until even junya thought i was mad.. hmph :) haha...so stressed ... so sian.. we were crumbling .. haixx... den mingwei came later n things got a little bit better and we sorta finished the things at 1 plus...n u knoe wat .... XUETING N JUNYA STAYED AT MY HOUSE THERE FOR A CONTINUOUS 24 HOURS LEH!!! ONE WHOLE DAY !!MINGWEI SORT OF,,, BUT NOT REALLY COUNTED.... :) woah...ohh.. we din bathe or anything leh... i din bathe coz lyk not fair to them :) lol

den finally we left out house and went post centre to print things b4 i sent them off.. one by one ::) den i went home ....

i have really grown to like the 4 of us as a grp leh:)juz the 4 of us :)

but now.. i hav tons of things to do.. probably will see a pnada lyon tomorow :)

goin to chiong now :)

SMILE :)

LyON

hello :)

wow... never blog for a very long time... did anyone miss my posts ? :) aiyo! my blog is very dead leh... sigh... tag pls pple :)

okay..where did i stop...

17th AUgust: tday was quite an okay day XCEPT i got " stuck " wif somebody... blearhh.. but i think it will soon be changed... it had better.. hah..anw...i got SINGAPORE IDOL GAYLE NERVA'S AUTOGRAPH!!! cOOL rite??:)i saw her at the 30 busstop ... doraa n joce was wif me n dora encouraged me to go ask for her autograph... i used her paper n marker leh :) den you know smth, i got shake hands wif her leh.. though it was a bit last minute..haha.. bud very happy:) oh n something freaky happened too, there was a praying mantis on jocelyn leh... scary lah!! i thought it was cockroach... haixx.. but the whole thing was damn funny n i laughed a lot....

18th auGust: went orchid farm wif dora n joanna today... quite okay lah...a lot of cute dogs there though-.-but it was really nice :).. oh n den ,before going orchid farm , i dropped my wallet in the school and so , i was super panicky .... thnx to tong n shunzi dat i got it back.. it turned out that a sec 1 boy returned to GO... wahh :) really very grateful.... :)when i got back , went parkway wif dora to get my wallet back from jocelyn n we ate there... had a llot of fun :)

weekend... this weekend was a very tiring n unfruitful one.. sigh..went to hwa chong for some kind of talk...den after dat , we filmed LA in school n nxt at junya's hse....dinah came along too for some editing :)anw,.. watched meteor garden again :) haha... had a good time :)
sunday, i did nothing at all xcept for my portfolio which turned out super ugly .. haixx..

i spent the past few days chionging my stupid portfolio.. seriously i do not see the importance of the portfolio lah.. sigh.. nvm.. at leasti finished le...its green leh:)


oh... had thedry run for teeachers day n i think i bungled n destroyed our dance as my rhythm was out of plzce.sigh....anw.. EDS teachers day dance really rawks leh ::) serious.. it was stunning n hot .. woah... :) tchers day is just dis comin thurs leh... kan help bud feel al little excited n nervous... :):)

thurs: it was a tiring day...i had to do storyboard n stuff n had to chiong a lot of hw.. seriously i don noe wat would happen if no one lent me to copy leh... :)oh no... do i sound very bad?!?.. haixx.. anw.. junya was editing the LA film n aiyo!! almost everyone saw leh... arhhh... haixx...actually not say very bad lah... there are still some parts leeft :)anw.....during lunch time, went to take photo for the title page ..... oh.. n guess wat? ms low changed the sitting arrangement.. wth.. haixx...

during the last two periods which was sorta free periods coz everyone was bugging ms low bout the sitting plan, i was very depressed leh.. i doono why .. juz felt damn crazy n depressed.. thnx hor, xueting for helpin me to cheer up , for scolding me when i wanted you to n making me laugh plus bearing wif my crazyness...:) anw .. wudao was pretty horrible for me as i had this stupid headache and i couldnt concentrate at all ... haixx.... n dat sux.. also very stressed.. haixx.. think i sorta flopped it .. but luckily at the end, my headache got better... after dat , i went to film LA..wif mw n jy... surprisingly it was quite a success, everyone was very happy, donno why :) lol... den went home....

today , i was pissed n depressed in th e morning .. coz arrhh.. so many things to do.. so many stupid irritating feelings and my tiredness.. wahh... plus furthermore , the changing to the new sittin plan... many pple unhappy.. i tell you.. i was super gloomy.... according to xue ting.. aiyah.. feel so guilty .. i made someone gloomy today coz i was gloomy... arrhhggh...this sux big time

" you finally laughed" ... woah... dat sentence got great impact on me... haixx.. feel that i used you as a " chu qi tong" ... haixx...really very sorry...but i was really ... sighxx... also dun wan to say too much here.. anw... i am much better now so if you happen to read this , i just want to say so sorry for everything and thanks for really trying to cheer me up n be there for me :) u seriously rawk !:)

wudao was quite okay lah.. wudao marathon =.=:) lol.. i still cannot do that movement eh.. eecchhh.. i hate my legs...they cannot kick high leh...stressed arhh.. anw....

TODAY IS ZINA , MY GANNUER "S BDAE!!" :) happy bdae to you!! :) muacksmuacks.....luv ya always :)smile!!

i think i offendedthem.. but i seriously din mean it lah.. i donno wat overcame me but yes, i regret it now.. i noe u are juz trying to comfort me... thnx anw.. but ...i think they dun lyk me now.. as in they think i am unreasonable and stuff .. sigh..

after wudao , dazu things.. pissed.. stressed.. haixx... i din do anthing AGAIN... wahh.. i am sick n tired of thinking too much , of thinkin about how pple feel , worrying whthr i offended them anot n blah blah...

but i am glad we all talked :)for the first time , i think you all really bonded..:)

anw.. pls dun ask me anything about wat i wrote above n pls dun kup parts of my posts ...tyty:)

bud dun wry, i am back to normal n shld be staying normal :)

SMILE :)

LyOn

hello :)

feeling a little sick now.. haixx.... but its just a small cold lah :)

ydae, was a pretty ok day lah... xcept it kept raining... haixx... n junya's heart kept breaking .. lol.. yah... i did not go BSP , went to accompany jasmine lah... and u noe wat, i was practically her maid lah .. i even was called " rose".. -.-.. but nvm, jasmine now owes me a BIG BDAE PREZZIE .. HAHA :) ( hint hint , my bdae cumin soon :)) ..

den i went home, pia-ed a bit of physics and donno do wat .. do all the way to 2 plus and guess wat time i woke up today , 5.20am!! very early leh!! i was so shocked with myself lor! but lucky i din feel dat slpy during class today... but today was a really busy day... one after another...for recess, chiong physics, den chiong history sourcebased questions , right after dat was physics test , den lunch, continued chionging source based... next , chiong chinese " yan jiang ci"... aahhhh!! but i completed all lah :) haha...

anw, today was a ok ok day lah :) aahh... i kan believe i m only pleased with 1 scene , only 1 scene in the LA film... wahh.. the more i watch myself act, the more i feel like puking... haixx...:(

anw... i havent finished studying bio yet! bleaggh.... feel lyk i shld have chosen double science... haixx...

but anw, muz still jiayou for everything lah :)

smile :)

LyOn

hello :)

today was a rather okay day for me lah .. bud u noe wad ?? I was really energetic during class... too energetic to the extent that nothing went into my brain-.- sigh... anw.. i found out that slpin early really makes a difference :) lol

hmmx.. still had LA filmin today..donno y ...bud the more i film , the more i act, the more i am unsatisfied with myself cuz my acting really cant make the grade lah .. haizz... but i kan bud feel honoured by junya's mother's word s:) heehee :)

seriously, nothing goes into my brain nowadays... theres like a barrier that reflects anything that tries goin into my brain .. aackk..wad should i do?? i noe exams are cuming... bud i m not doin anything leh.... wtheck lah.. sigh...

ohh.. jinghuan returned my " trot " book to me... wow... really quite touched leh :) the effort she put in and the words she wrote :) haha....

hmmxx... copied bio ws today... i seem to be copying everyday lah... and yes, i know thats reallly bad... aiiiyah...i got a bad feelin about my studies...

today wudao was a bit weird... hmmxx,... donno how to say lah... but i embarrased myself a lot of times... haixx...

anywae, this weeks a really busy one for me i tink ....and dats not good.. cuz i dun tink i m coping very well... heck lah

but nvm... i muz juz jiayou lah....:)

LyOn

hello!

today was a super fun day :)(surprisingly) and guess wad ?!? I WAS OUT FOR 12 ++ HOURS!!:) hah... fine.. maybe its not such an achievement but i din notice leh .. until mw said it on the bus :)but i shall tok about friday first lah hor :)

Friday 11/8:
okiesx..... hmmxx.. today was a pretty tiring day lor! I woke up at 5.20 cuz had to reach school at 6.30 and so i din take my schoolbus coz if i did, i would reach arnd 6.40 ... and u know wad ? mingwei came at 6.45-.- ... haixx... if i knew it , i would have taken school bus.... but surprisingly i wasnt feelin so tired then cuz i slept at 2 plus 3 on thurs.. which means to say that i only slept for 2 plus 3 hours leh!! :) junya said that i would be energetic in the morning and slowly slowly get drained throughout the whole day coz i seldom sleep so late... i tink its pretty true leh :)

anw....in the mornin, me , junya , mw first went to film in the field and den xue ting joined us .... after dat i ran all the way up to the clazroom to change back from pe to uniform ... i was scared i was late-.- oh.. i sweated a lot leh durin flag raising.. wahhh!! damn uncomfortable lah....nvm.. after dat it was chiong hw all the way... was so damn stressed up lah.. donno wad i will do without those hu let me copy their work.. oops:)...yah... i know that copying is wrong and stuff but really lah! i am not so clever ok ! :) lol...but i was really glad when i finished all that stupid pile of work ! :)

did the flame test today... mine was potassium and it turned purple .. cool rite ? but green nicer ..... dats why miss ng used it as demo mahh... hahaha:) the con. HCI acid had a pungent smell and there was smoke coming out from it and i was damn scared lah .. haixx.... den at the end of the lesson , i was supposed to be roast pork?!? .....thnx to miss leo jinghuan lah :)-.-

LA was pretty nice ..... though i spent most of the time drawing ... ooops... :) but i think the grps were not bad lah :) den xue ting arhh.., dat girl .. got the whole class laughing with her " A , B , C, D, MACBETH IS A SINNER " :) ...cannot really describe in full detail lah :) but was really quite funny...

wudao today... hmmxx.... i thought it was quite okay lah... maybe a little???? coz liang lao shi din come .. only zhong lao shi came ....nvm...

after wudao , i got my LA filming.... it was quite okay,,, wasnt as hard as i thought it would be... coz we sorta cheated.. but overall , i m glad we were over wif that scene :) we left the schoool at around 7.20...... den we discussed at 158 busstop for a while before splitting , xue ting , junya took 158 , i took 30 n mingwei, 196....

wanted to meet up with dora they all de lah... but at waffleshop.... i donno why but dats pretty far for me...no offence .. haixx...nvm... at bus 30 busstop rite, i met the yong tau foo auntie and we actually had a nice chat :) shes actually quite nice :)

after dat , went home . TO SLEEP XD/::)


today 12 august :)

had LA filming today/.... woke up early in the morningand reached school at 7 .. but the school gate was closed -,- wth... but it was unlocked soon lah :) as there was the CPA roadshow later,junya had to go help out coz she vice chair leh !:)so me n mingwei took some walking scenes and when we finished.... it was only 8 -.-... so tok tok for a while and den jinghuan came :)to film LA too.... more n more pple soon came ... :)..had fun lah :) dorothy was in a luffing spree...-.-:)...

we went in at about 8 plus 9 to watch the show.... it was so - so.. but i loved the dance !!! :) seh lah!! :) the skit not bad too :) the personal experiences were really touching :)the refreshments not bad too... i ate a lot of eggtarts :) shared one plate with jinghuan :)...crapped for a while and went in after the break and guess wad? the whole thing ended at 11 plus only lah... supposed to be 1.... aiyah :) nvm.. like dat better :)...

after the performance , me , mw n guo xin went to see jingju :)... my considered first time goin to jingju huodong though it wasnt for very long lah :)

after goin to jingju , me n mw went down to meet junya and jinghuan and we went to the canteen table and started crapping and kupping food.. coz there was loads of leftovers :) we even dabao leh!! cuz can help to save food... u know rite , those people who came to clear juz went to empty the food on the table n throw away leh!! WASTAGE ! hah...anw had a fun time crapping with all the niaoing here and there...we were waiting for xueting basically coz we needed her to film...

and finally xue ting came , she said someting that made me very happy.. lol:) so we proceeded to shoot the scenes, quite okay lah... xcept it was very hot....-,-den xue ting and jinghuan " xiang wai" .. abt mr hong -.- aiyo!! anw.... film here , flim there and den we went ot junya's house :) took 158 and den 147 there... almost everyone was slpin on the bus xcdpt jinghuan and me... actually jinghuan not counted coz she readin her da vinci code..-.-....

i gained a god brother --mingwei on bus 147 :) lol... actually forgot hu started it de... but coz our bdaes somewat near and stuff... so xueting suggested the idea :) and den for fun , everyone agreed lah :)

when we reached junya's hse, we watched meteor garden .. i was the only one hu never watche dit at all,... pretty pathetic rite... xueting , jun ya , jinghuan all fans oof it and even mingwei watched coz he said he got forced by his sister .. lol... so we watched a bit den we went to film a scene downstairs..

wahhh... the filmin downstairs was damn funny lah... and a bit tough and itchy .. coz got a lot of mosquitoes!! only jinghuan n mingwei din get bitten .. hah..anw....yah.. mingwei's expression was wrong and jinghuan kept on niaoin him.. xueting n junya joined in too... niao dao rite , mingwei couldnt stand it so he suddenly burst out " OK! KE YI! " or smth like dat,,, haha,,, very funny lah :) we asked him to think of soccer , think of my head as a soccer ball :) lol.... yah....really very crappy but fun and i m glad we got that scene done :) it was tough lah :) but we did it... seriously i think jinghuan played abig part in it :) really glad she came along :) lalaalala... but of coz my grp srill rawks lah! junya , xueting n mingwei still rawks.. aiyah.. we all make a good team :)

after dat , we went home :) we got seperated one by one.... first xueting den ming wei den me and jinghuan :)....:)loved today :)

but i am feelin damn tired now and i am aching .... :(

anyway , seriously, i really hope this LA thingy works out well coz i can really see the effort we put in , esp junya,... hus very enthu abt it... i hope my acting doesnt ruin it all coz i think it does :( oops...but i feel much closer to my LA grp now :) in fact , can even say i feel bonded :)

next week is horror week coz got tests and stuff,,, haixx,,, nvm ") i can do it de !!! :)

smile :)

LyOn

hello :)

quite bz today so shall make dis post short :)

haha... hmmxx... where did i stop arhh... oh NDP CELEBRATION :)

dis yrs ndp celebration was quite a flop lah... i personally think.. coz besides the stupid concert which wasnt even a concert lah,,, den we had to chiong hw leh!! copy here and there lah.. wah piang ,... anw... wasnt in a good mood for a certain period of time so may hav appeared quite AP or wat,, but no offense :) hmmxx....shant elaborate....after went with dora n shun ying to parkway den tampines and had a fun time there... ate swensons, took neos :)n met super lots of pple there too lah :)

national day ! my ndp was given to LA filming :) haha... went to junyas hse early in the mornin.. noly me , jun ya , xue ting n ming wei were there... den we crapped a lot n had a lot of fun :) haaha....somehow i feel more attached to my LA grp :) haha... anw.... we went back n tried to sneak into school but cannot ,... haixx... so we went kallang kfc :) and discussed but in the end... we ended up toking and crapping and gossiping :)from 4 plus to 7 plus leh!! :) hha... we very pro :) bbut it was damn fun lah :)of coz i knew more things after dat :).. haha.. oh guess wad.. me n jun ya saw joseph leh!! but is he saw me n jun ya first :) i got a big shock lah :) he went wif his family to watch NDP :) luckyy guy,,, anw.. couldnt really recognise him coz he wore specs le :) lol:) hah... anw...saw other pple too.. from our school.. den rite.... when we were abt to go.. we saw fireworks!!bud we din manage to capture it on video so we waited for the other fireworks and wow!! they were damn nice lah!!! i was so excited leh! :) really an unforgettable experience :):)

today :) got project den wudao :) haha..
arrhhh... no time to crap somemore...


LyOn

smile:)

hello!!:)

hmm.......yay! dis is quite a good week :)coz we got 3 days of holiday :) haah.... bud actually its filled up with hw and stuff... sigh... but nvm...better than nothing wad rite?

today was quite ok lah :) maths... can lah... wasnt paying much attention oopss....den LA... watched yao lu dat grp present :) nt bad lah :) yah...den BP..had grp discussion....:): quite funny :) i realised that i crap a lot wif xueting nowadays :) n i become more drama.. ahah.. :)anywat..had dis stupid philosophical talk... the only good thing was that the ppt slides were in green :)... dats all :)>.lol...yay! we got full marks for our history political comic :)...:) haha...bud felt quite slpy during history... den everytime, i looked around... everyone was like paying full attention so i jerked myself up a lot lot lot of times :) and tried not to sleep.. lol... bud mr chiang still rawks ok! :)

after dat wudao... quite okay lah :):):)dun really feel likee blogging anymore.. coz tired le.. need to slp :)


LyOn

Hello!!:)

havent blogged for the last few days..hmmx...

suddenly feel like i have so much to say but everything is juz locked in my heart and i lost the key:( haixx

nvm... anw...

tues: quite depressed at first coz of ..........but it got better lah :) can really remember the details lah..but i went home quite early , first time I go home with jinghuan...:) quite fun lah :) though i got niaoed like donno how many times le...lol

weds: ehh..seriously speaking i have no idea abt wat happened on wed..coz i was pretty tired ..oh,,had a small talk wif my dear mortal during LA.:) but i was rushing out my stupid chinese compo lah....den went home early todae....met huiwen n jolene at 158 busstop.... :) had a fun time crappin with them..actually more of niaoing lah :) yah...

thurs: today we had LA presentation and it was quite a success though i forgot the quote! WHAT THE HECK! ...was pretty dissappointed wif myseelf ..sigh..nvm :) den blah blah blah,.. the day goes on... went home wif jinghuan again.. i wan to live near the school ..lol :)

FrIdAY : which is today!!

todays clases was quite ok lah.. i told myself canot slp n i reealli din feel lyk slpin in physics leh!! but maths ... haixx...anw.. was rushing out phyisics ws...was almost slping in chinese... aiyo...i muz realli do something abt my slping problem :(..

wudao today was quite a disaster in the starting .. sigh... we had no place to dance.. everywhere was booked and even though we had the key to BSP room.. eds was using it,,, so it was like haixx... dunman high is seriously very small leh! got liang ls quite pissed too.... bleagghh,.. but slowly wudao got back on the track.. was quite okay lah.. except i couldnt do that turning movement,.. and the dance steps.. i cannot perfect yet ...oh N now my right legs hurt like siao... i overstretched the muscle ,., i think and i have difficulty climbing up steps lah! DAMN IT... but nvm.. i will recover de:)but overall... wudao was still not bad...but i kan help but feel helpless after readin your blog...its like i cannot do anything to change wat u think and how u feel and seriously.. .i feel a little useless... haixx...i dun wan SYF to strain relationships... sigh...

been feeling weird these few days... sometimes happy, pissed, betrayed, glad , depressed....haixx... hidden feelings bah i guess.. :) sometimes i start to think of who are the people who REALLY need me...as a fren , a confidante, a someone... sigh...i try not to be so busybody bud i juz dun lyk it...

i know loneliness is a terrible feelin and i really feel guity when i hear you say that,,,i shld hav done smth about it ...

i know i muz do smth about my studies le... bud i juz dun want ... wth.....

the trust put in me has been reduced.... any idea how hurting when she says " I cannot trust you anymore"...sigh

actually... wat do i have to complain about my life>.... i have a bunch of good frens, even best frens , i have a high post in my CCA, I get to dance in the SYF part and so on....maybe dats why i swallow my thoughts....feel like i have no right?!?

haixx..nvm... dun read too much into wad i am saying...:)

i must juz get a grip!:) i can do it de?:?)

SmIle:")


LyOn