hello:)

HAPPY VESAK DAY!:)

haha..went to huiguan with mx,dora n joce:)we went there for the dance camp... well, apparently as last year's dance camp was horror.. we spent about 10-15 min deciding on whether to go for it -.- n we even resorted to flipping a coin -.- in the toilet somemore .. lolXD
but in the end we went for it n it wasnt so scary lah:) in fact i din even sweat lah!!!!-.- and we oso made a new( maybe not so new lah) (retarded) friend..haha:)n he kept toking to us n calling dorothy the " noisy one ":) -.-..haha.. not bad lah:) we were entertained ^_^
anyway , we went around 11 plus and went to eat lunch together at long johns.. haha..:)i realised its been quite long since i ate with them .. haha..really missed eating n crapping with them X)
den meixian left so only left me joce n dora...
we went to the lib only to find it CLOSED-.- haha.. so went home :)
still got some hw to be done n a whole lot of MUGGING N PIA-ING :(

ACCKKK!!!!---ALRIGHT! I CANNOT CONTINUE SLACKING N BEING A PIG!!!!! :(LYON, YOU MUST FOCUS!!(positive thinking :)-.-)

going to do my hw now !!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

omg , i am touched.i am freakingly super duper touched.
i cannot recall when was the last time i was so touched by a book.......
haha..i must get that book :)

its truly wonderful ...truly super duper wonderful..
some reflections:


seriously, who am i to resent my life, to complain about my life, to get emo n depressed over some stuff which are actually in reality so trivial as compared to other really major stuff... when there are others out there who dun even utter a single word of resentment ,of discontentment ,of displeasure and instead put a smile on their face everyday when they are actually facing the darkest, most terrifying part of their life..battling against their fears, against death....
even if the smile they put is forced, at least they are capable enough to force the smile out , to be optimistic, to smile so pple wun have to worry abt them... its their heart, the strength of their heart that gives them the strength to carry on...
these are those who are really strong, these are the people who can really inspire you...these are the people i dream to be, i want to have a heart as strong as them , a smile as inspiring as them.. ..i want to be part of them, i want to do something meaningful while i can...yet at times i cant help but doubt myself..its not easy , i know its not easy and i am still far from that stage...but i wan to believe , i can believe , i can take the first step and believe in myself:)
why should we have to care about other's opinions if we want to help someone, be there for someone, its stupid n idiotic.. we live for ourself, not for others..if u wan help, just go do it:)
staying happy is actually very simple ..just be contented :)
i promise that i will be a better and stronger person from now on :)n
i will treasure n cherish everything:)

heres a phrase that i find very meangingful --

to be happy, you have to either change ur thinking or change the world
to be realistic , you have to change ur thinking, so i am here to change your world :)

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello:)

well, firstly about the photos of xieren, i am apparently too lazy to upload so i shall take the smarter way by uploading it on webshots ( coz that time i stupidly creAted an acct, so might as well use it -.- :)) let u all know when i uploaded everything :)

okay, so todays the second day of the june hols..
anw a short recap of ydae-

went back to sch to hand in my overdue hw :)heehee..and to collect phy txtbk from jolene ! ty!:)anw met sp,tong,pat,dora,rebecca,:) tong sp pat n dora had physics remedial :)haha...anw i bought lunch back before setting off for geylang east library :)simply coz i love that library ( its the library i have always been going since young :)) and its near my house...
when i reached there, there were no available tables to do my hw so i decided to read comics first:)haha.. dora sp n tong came later n we went macs to mug n do hw... did accomplish a bit of stuff lah :) haha...had fun at macs with them!
when they went home , i went back to lib to see if i could borrow any book to read but in the end , i gave up and i went home :) haha.. i walked all the way home leh! pro rite?:):)it took me 20-25 min-.-
i really like walking alone for a long long distance ( when the weathers fine n theres wind lah-.-) coz i can think of anything i want and ponder over many many stuff and remember certain wonderful memories :)haha:)so many things i can do !must walk alone for long long distances next time again!:)

today stayed at home .. finished my source-based n comphre.. sian still got hist essay , jianbao , zuowen ,chem critics ,portfolio and past yr papers :)haha.. but i got my time planned out lah.. i just hope i follow-.0
anw i must admit i slacked a bit today :(rahh... n i ate a lot too -.- bleahh
i hate it when my stomach pains act up again.. sian.. it ruins my mood for doing anything :(

tmr must achieve more things!!! :):)

jiayou!!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!!:)

heres my post on xieren!:)
and haha.. this is the first time i am going to post photos ^_^

anyway, friday was xieren. haha.. was busy chionging out notes :( but apparently din make it in the end :( sry to those who din receif .. i will make it up to u all de !! i still love u all :)

anyway, got back my report book ..GPA--2.86
well, my percentage dropped :( but its expected lahh.. i expected it from the beginning of the term >.<
haha...but nvm , i shall PIA !!:) yea...ure right :)its time to rearrange my priorities:)although frankly speaking, i do doubt myself a bit >.< but yup, i must have confidence rite :)

xieren was after that.. well, basically the whole ceremony went alright :)our last comm item was quite good to me .. touching :) everything was really touching.. the passing down oso.. especially when it came to wudao comm.. haha.. dno why, just had this urge to cry but i managed to control though:)
oh n thanks for the beautiful calender:) u guys rawk!

so now its up to the new comm to lead CS :) i have faith they will do a good job de:)
really brings back memories of the time we shangren :)hahaha...but 旧的不去，新的不来..thats life:)

thanks to every person who gave me something :)
thanks you dorothy for ur book,card and beatiful towel:)
thanks you shunying for ur chocolate:)
thanks you jocelyn for ur postcard:)
thanks you joanna for ur postcard and ur cute green soft toy:)
thanks you meixian for ur pretty card:)
thanks you yuntong for ur photo card:)
thanks you mingwei for ur postcard n present:)
thanks you wudao comm for the small slip of touching note:)
thanks you yifan for ur postcard:)
thanks you rebecca for ur delicious cookies:)
thanks you sieu ping for ur note:)
thank you michelle for ur postcard:)(although u spelled my name wrongly-.- :)but nvm)
thank you siting n others for ur chocolate n hearts:)
thank you kiayi n others for ur green socks(-.-) :)
thank you xuyan for ur cute octopus thingy n note:)
thank you jingju comm for ur cute pigg keychain:)(-.-how come it reminds u all of me)
thank you huikee for ur postcard:)
thank you li mo for ur note:)
thank you weijia for ur postcard:)
thank you zina for ur postcard:)
thank you joylynn (chicken)for ur postcard:)
thank you ningli for ur note:)
thank you tongwei n huang ching for ur postcard:)
thank you tongwei huangching yu hui joylynn weijia zina ningli gao hui zuoyue for that blue note:)
thank you pat for the blue love stamp (-,-):)
thank you comm 06-07 for the calender:)
i hope i din miss anybody out :) really. THANKS SO SO SO so so SO SOSOSO MUCH :)
u all really touched me to tears and brightened my day :)I WILL keep all the things safely de:) tyty once again!

anyway , here are the photos i took :)
too bad i din manage to take with everyone :(


7 sisters forever:)


fzx 06'07 wif fzx 07'08 <33:)

i shall post some more photos tmr :) i got lots more :)hahah

CS RAWKS :)

SMILE:):)

LyOn

hello!:)

heres a short post abt xieren first and when i get my pics , i will do a detailed one :)

really a memorable day yesterday..all the touching moments,all the postcards/presents , all the hugs -everything -really heartened me and made me feel really special :)thanks everyone ....i will miss everyone oso :)ALOT A LOT.......
haha.. it was happier den i expected n i din really cry :):):)
anw..dinner was great too!!^_^

I LOVE CS !!:)

SMILE:)

LYoN

hey!

xieren tmr liao...

感触良多

shall blog more next time... got a lot of things to do -.0

SMILE:)

LyoN

hihi:)

xieren arriving in like 2 days??!?

haha...sian-.-

anyway, this week is not bad so far... busy yet fufilling :)

hope the rest of the week will be a good one :)

oh,i was AP today -.-
pls lah -.-studies and xieren-its so obvious which is the more impt one (xieren duh!)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

just went blog hopping .........

random feelings. touched.happy.sad.glad.proud.emptiness.sense of accomplishment.etc

too many different feelings but one main thought:

everythings going to end.

i cant imagine ..i dun even want to imagine,.. life without CS , wudao, all of u ...

saw all the photos in dora n tongs webshot account.. it suddenly occured to me how much i will miss taking those photos , how much i will miss everything , everyone....

i want to spend more time with u all :) definitely:)


last week before xieren.. i want this week to be a MEMORABLE one :)

SMILE:)

LyON

hello:)

青春旋律2007 was a GREAT SUPER DUPER SUCCESS!!
haha.. for the whole of today, i kept thinking to myself ---
WE DID IT!! WE REALLY DID IT!!:)

everyone had praises for our pfm :)some even thought it was better den last year de...haha:)really very happy... all our effort paid off, we managed to give everyone our best pfm ...no regrets!^_^

thanks to everyone who came to watch :)and thanks for all the flowers and stuff :) n mainly , thanks for enjoying our performance:)we all tried our best n i am so glad we made it!

and most importantly .. thanks to all CS huiyuans , weiyuans and everyone who participated in qingchun :)without u all, qingchun is nothing ...u alll really proved ur love for CS through ydae's pfm ....especially during xiemu, i felt the passion! memories ran through my mind as i sung the huige , memories of past qingchun, of the efforts we put in , of everything we have gone thru.. it suddenly struck me that this might be my final time singing huige with everyone.. well although theres still xieren , but its a different feeling altogether:)

i sang my best , from my heart and seeing the audience in front of us enjoying our song, some even waving their hands, i felt proud , proud of our huige... which other cca has a huige besides us ?:)

our xiemu was really a memorable one... :) we were truly one big family and that feeling is really undescipable...that sense of excitement , of joy , something i never felt before...:)

when everything ended , and i shouted " xuehui" with sieu ping,i felt happiness, sadness, a mixture of feelings ...it suddenly occured to me that it might be my last time shouting with sieu ping ...:( so i shouted with all my strength with the thought in my mind -this would be my best !and it was :)

i cant help feeling this year's qingchun passed so fast....from the rehearsal on thurs to the actual pfm on fri, everything seemed over in a flash.. but i truly enjoyed myself these 2 days.. despite being busy over houtai stuff and getting stressed over stocking stuff-.-... i really enjoyed myself.. all the fun we had in the dressing rooms, photo taking, make-up, playing lame n spastic games etc... everything we did holds a lot of significance to me...

especially all the time i spent with everybody , girls-sec 1s, 2s , 3s and of coz sec4s and the guys...i treasured every minute of it:) the sec 1s are really a wonderful batch , they really helped a lot and i can see their love for wudao getting stronger :)and i am glad ..wudao will need them :)

of course, my sec 2s and sec3s rawked!:)u guys have been putting in so much effort for qingchun..and u all have been a great help and source of comfort to all of us :)
i know that many fell sick but continued to perserevere and i am touched, really touched:) no words can really express how i feel but i really love all of u ::)

and the sec 4s :) the other 6 of u :) our bonds since sec 1 continue to grow stronger:)we really xin ling xiang tong.. the 6 of u are an impt part in my life and are oso one of the main reasons i dun wan leave wudao :( the 7 dancers - always sisters :)now n forever and i mean it :)

plus my dear PRCs:) liu chang, wenjie, limo, jinjing and yanmi... u all have really shown ur love n passion for wudao :) n have been great dancers, every one of u ...form an impt part of wudao... thnx for being there for us , for wudao:) :)

and not forgetting the guys:) i am really proud of all of u ... of all ur efforts put in for qingchun and especially for ur qiu jin pfm :)dao wu! i am really glad every one of u belong to wudao.. despite all the setbacks u all encountered , (getting sick /leg problem etc), u all perservered n did ur best! u guys rawk!

and and and liang lao shi plus zhong lao shi-- sry for being so mafan-.- thnx for being so great , for tolerating us etc :) all ur efforts put in us , we din let u all down :)we did our best!:)i hope our pfm , esp SYF was up to ur standards :)thank you !!

even if any of u made mistakes , forget abt it :) its over! i believe that no one wanted it to happen... i believe everyone of u wanted to do ur best on stage :) and doing ur best on stage and enjoying it is the most important--thats wat dancings all abt ..

it was my best syf pfm last nite n after the pfm , i felt damn shuang!:)

before " wan shan hua kai", zina told me this was their first dance without us dancing with them...and dno why, it hit me hard.. i felt a tinge of sadness and yet i oso felt proud of them, coz i know that even without us , they would still perform well :) next time they dance, i know it would be without us too.... haii.. mixed feelings but i am happy that they are independant liao... i feel as though i have watched them grow up , seeing them improve n everything ... i will really miss them :(

i love wudao!:)

after the whole pfm, everyone was so HIGH....hahah:)relief , excitement , accomplishement starting pouring in :) every one of us were stars:)

i will miss qingchun :) definitely.. all the ironing and houtai stuff, all the rehearsals , even scoldings-.-, everything matters....

i want to thank so many many pple :) everyone who helped me , who helped in making qc a blast :)THANK YOU!:)

we did a fantastic job !

a wonderful job!

we made a dream come true!

we succeeded!

we are one big family!

CS RAWKS:)
I LOVE QING CHUN XUAN LV!!:):)

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello:)

havent been blogging for quite long.. the next time i blog would most probably be after qingchun..so this is going to be a rather reflective post :)

i shall try blogging in chinese:

青春旋律就是后天了。。时间过得好快喔，感觉我们都长大了。。这一路来可真不容易，经历的风风雨雨不禁让我感觉到我们成长了不少。。在大家的笑声中，哭泣中，欢乐中成长，想起这一路来的点点滴滴，心里甜滋滋的。。。
青春旋律－这场表演也许对很多观众来说只是一场普通的表演但是这场表演对我们，尤其是我们中四来说，却是最有意义，最难以忘怀的演出。。青春旋律过后就是卸任了，短短一个星期的时间我们就要“退休”了。。真的很舍不得。。真不敢去想象卸任后的日子，卸任后的我们将会是怎样的，是快乐的吗因为轻松了，没有负担了。。是依依不舍的吗。。放不下所有的一切，所有美好，重要的一切。。还是什么感觉也没有。。。
我不懂也不想去想。。我知道有些东西要放得下，放得开但是心头就仿佛绑了个死结，放也放不下，拿也拿不掉。。。

今天算是我们中四最后一个舞蹈练习。。中一，二，三还特地买了蛋糕给我们－感动，尤其看到人哭－心里更是酸酸的。。。我会想念舞蹈活动。。会想念跳舞前的基本功，那些基本功可是我们辛辛苦苦练出来的。。会想念跳舞时流汗，会想念下去买水的时间，会想念大家的笑声。。。说真的，我很舍不得..

舍不得的不只是舞蹈。。还有中文学会,comm。。。因为我是这个大家庭的一分子：）

这次的表演，我一定要做到最好：）我要大家看到中文学会的厉害，我要这次的表演完美成功，永远成为一个美丽，无法忘怀的回忆：）


我知道大家为了这个演出付出了很多很多。。我很感动，有时觉得自己做得不够，心里很惭愧所以这次表演一定要最好！：）我看到了你们的努力，即使身体不舒服，你们还继续跳，你们这样拼命让我不禁以你们为荣：）我相信我们能够顺利的把自己最好的表演呈现给每个人：）大家要一起加油OK?:):)


you all really brighten up my life, lets make qingchun 2007 a blasting success!:):)

gambatte:)

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello!:)

heres a short post , blog more later:)

i am back from level camp!!:);)

level camp was in overall quite okay lah.... quite sian at times, but fun at other times too:) and it helped in class bonding oso :) and i was really touched by (in particular) jolene, shujun and javier :):)although we din win but they put in so much effort for the pfm:) 3 cheers for them:) not forgetting the rest of the class too! i am proud of eveeryone :) 4B RAWKS:)

heres my fav picture for the camp:):)



SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

heres a short post , blog more later:)

i am back from level camp!!:);)

level camp was in overall quite okay lah.... quite sian at times, but fun at other times too:) and it helped in class bonding oso :) and i was really touched by (in particular) jolene, shujun and javier :):)although we din win but they put in so much effort for the pfm:) 3 cheers for them:) not forgetting the rest of the class too! i am proud of eveeryone :) 4B RAWKS:)

heres my fav picture for the camp:):)



SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

its off to malaysia tmr! mixed feelings....:)

anyway, i am still hooked on fruit basket n slam dunk :)
fruit basket really inspires me a lot .....i want to be someone like tohru although i know its not possible-.- coz i am me and nothing can change that...
but it would be nice to have her character :) which is like hundred times better den mine .. haha:)

slam dunk brings back many many memories :) of the past, primary school life where me n my bro watched slam dunk early in the morning :) too bad theres only 101 episodes:(....oh n 仙道rawks !!!:):):)my idol lah!
heres something i found on someones blog:)




仙道，那个飞扬在球场上的17岁少年，始终看得到笑容与乐观的少年。

热忱，不用说，就是为快乐而打球。正是因为这样，球场上多了一份优雅，一份沉稳，一份简单；正是因为这样，他才能将在球场上的激情与对篮球的喜爱尽展无余。敬意，就是尊重篮球。这并不是每个人都能做到的，胜利固然是SD里面每个球员都想要的，当然也包括仙道，但他不仅是有对胜利的渴望，还有“去把失去的分数拿回来就是了”的那种冷静头脑。在他眼里，从来看不到惊慌，失望，自大，迷惑。这大盖就是我所认同的仙道吧。

喜欢仙道，喜欢他打球是的自由自在，随心所欲，自信悠然的外表下隐藏着一颗颇具古中国恬淡气质的心。不似那对胜利执着得有些疯狂的牧绅一，不似那得意于吊在篮框上傲视群雄地近乎变态的森重宽。无形的宽广丰富的内心世界何必要被有形的绝对唯一的输与赢所牵绊呢？原本是莫以成败论英雄吗！仙道对比赛的全力以赴全是缘于尽性发挥技能所得的畅快。如果用一句话形容他打球，最贴切是便是：“谈笑间，墙橹灰飞烟灭……”这是他的潇洒。 仙道的潇洒是内心的潇洒，心胸博大的人才有可能在心灵上潇洒；具有自信和实力的人才有可能在外表上潇洒.


i am also watching tsubasa chronicles :) great anime oso with my fav anime song :)

enough of anime liao.. back to reality where theres so many things to do but i know i cant complain, who am i to complain as compared to those who are more stressed n tired den me, those who do more things den me , if they can do it , i can do it too:):)

getting all the weird weird feelings recently ... omg i think i have mood swings O.O people around me please beware!!
haha-.-

oh on a happier note, my cough is recovering:) YAY!:)


SMILE:)

LyOn

great. i m feeling pissed at myself.rAHhh-.-

hihi:)

today was another tiring but fun day :)
tmrs going to be eveen more exhausting... ahh...

jiayou!:):)

Smile:)

LyON

hihi:)

today was another tiring day.. reached home at 8 :(

had ironing session today which was not eXactly fruitful coz many din return fuzhuang. *ahem* haha :) but die die must finish everything tmr.... so pple ,pls rmb to bring hor !:)
todays ironin session was tiring.. dno why -.- haha, ty zina n shunying for helping with huazhuang stuff:):)even though they were fuzhuangzu and staying with me till so late :)
tmrs a tiring day again!:) cant wait to see them dance dutch lady dance:)

anw... i decided... I LOVE PHYSICS:)
well, although i suck at the subject but i can see myself improving n loving the subject more n more:):) thats it. its settled... byebye chem :)

oh, i want to recover from cough !!! its driving me nuts-.-

SMILE:)

LyOn

hihi:)

oh dear i feel like a big big slackeR:(rahh. found the website at a wrong time :(

anw... my labour day was quite okay lah:) last min decision- i went huiguan to watch juniors dance ... met geraldine there:) haha... that dance is nice:)funny n quite simple :) den we ate lunch together.. den me n geraldine went to buy present and after that we were exhausted -.- mentally n physically tired...

my anime fever has hit me again :( now i am hooked on mainly slam dunk, fruit basket n tsubasa chronicles... haii >.<

tmr shld be A tiring day :(

but jiayou:)

everything is worth it for our success:):)

smile:)

LyOn