hello:)

its 1:10am in the morning-.-
sian. and i havent started on my CSC proposal!:(
rahhhh. feel so super tired now.. haha XD

oh well:) i definitely have to get the CSC proposal out by tonight
so GAMBATTE!!!:):):)

todays CIP was SUPER tiring:)
but me and dorothy did a GREAT job
and we are PROUD of ourselves:)
and we got to know more new friends too!:D
today was a pretty good day:)
except it was a TIRING day too><

anyway week 3 liao!
must really work hard :)
especially with all the other comittments streaming in
hai!
but oh well:) wun make this a negative post!

JIAYOU PEOPLE:):)
its really comforting when u sign in to msn very later at night to do ur stuff
and there are pple chiongin with you:)
anyway, take a deep breath and take a step forward:)
you can do it!!

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello!:)

today was a long and busy day
and i was a greedy pig ><
felt super tired so ate alot alot
haii!but nvm :)
tomorrow is going to be a long and busy day again!:)

had SHINE 2008 preview in the morning:)
well, it was pretty good and interesting:)
somehow i feel pumped up at the thought of getting things started
which will be immediately followed by a wave of exhaustion
siannn... nvm lah:D i will just try my best:)

had dance later :D
it was okay okay..
din manage to dance very well though
coz i was feeling super exhuasted towards the end
haha XD

went for house B outing later with libing:)
haha:) the food was nice lah. i like the garlic bread:)

i have tons of stuff to do
and yet i will be spending the whole of tmr outside:(
die le. today no need to slp liao
haha:)nvm, can join the computing people ehh!

to the computing pple:

JIAYOU GUYS!!!!!!!!:):):)
YOU GUYS CAN DO IT!!
after monday, you all can go CeLeBRATE le:)
gambatte!! hope my motivation did work to an extent:D
hopefully u guys will do well for this project
and then you all will have to treat me to something because my motivation helped:)
hahahaha!^.^
so must work hard okay!!!:):)
chiong ahH! all the way!!:):)
can imagine you all tmr morning
with a tired body and look
but with a smile on ur faces:)
so JIAYOU X infinity:):)

i must JIAYOU too haha:)
lots of stuff to do:)
lets all jiayou together:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

super duper tired now>.<
and this weekend is undoubtedly going to be my most tiring weekend.
haii!
nvm:) JIAYOU!

anyway had scholarship talk today
well it had a positive impact in overall
as it did benefit many students:)
unfortunately, for me
i felt it was very boring.
perhaps its because i have already fixed on my career path and choice of university
NUS-social work:)
well, for the scholarship part,
i wont stress myself over it yet:)
depends on my results first ba!:)
but the speaker before alvin pang in LT3 was really good:)
he kept me awake:)
the reason was not only because he was a good speaker but also
because i could feel his sincerity and passion about his career:)
thats always something i admire about people
who work for their passion because its not easy:)

anyway met rosaline from MINDS in the morning
and woah.. theres so much stuff to be done:(
i really hope everything will go smoothly:)
but shes a real nice person and its really great to hear those three words
: i support you:)
learnt quite alot from her and i really feel blessed that
she will be guiding me and the others along :)

went to AIDHA after the scholarship talks:)
the things to do non my list seems to be piling ><
arrghh! i think i am starting to feel stressed:(
plus another round of piling of things to do will come after tmr's SHINE briefing

perhaps i really have too much on my plate><
but nvm lah:) GAMBATTE!!

my mind feels exhausted :(
super duper exhausted:(
i think i should just go and sleep. haha.:)

sometimes i really get irritated and frustrated with people, with things
and i get into a very bad mood
but its always amazing how small little things make me happy again:)
sometimes the best remedy for being happy is to
appreciate everything around you and think happy:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

term 2 week 2 is coming to an end>.<
rahh.and i feel super super super tired:(
although its also partly due to the aftereffects of coffeeXD
and all the late nights...
although nothing productive really came out of staying up late:(

today was a fun day:)
PE was cool and fun:) and funny!
we played volleyball together for the first time
and although it was not a proper game,
it was a game which really bonded us further
i was practically laughing throughout the game lah!:D
hard to really describe in words about how i really feel
and everything that happened in that game
but seriously, i love 5C12 alot alot alot!!!:):):)

but i must admit that our class is pretty weak in some aspects
and have probably frustrated many teachers:(
but i believe that over time,
we will soon be students that our teachers will feel proud of:D
we just need to work a little harder
and help each other a little more
and believe in ourselves a lot more:)
GAMBATTE!!:)

PW was not very productive,
and becoz of some reasons,
i was kind of feeling down and sad towards the end of PW :(

its that kind of empty feeling in you
and somehow you can feel your heart aching
the closer you are to someone
the more attached you are to someone
the harder it is to accept that fact...><

hmm.. but oh well:)
i will get over it de XD

anw went home with jasmine after sch
well,actually not home lah
i made a last min decision to go SUN-DAC:)
after all, i may not have the chance to visit for the rest of the term
so since tmr is a slack day, why not?:)

well, everyone looks the same:)
i saw some new faces but still,
its the same happiness i get when i see clients waving to me:)
and i saw chong siang!:)
somehow he always brightens up my day:)
with all his simple yet touching gestures
and his SMILE:)
i have a great future "boyfriend"=D

took bus with eliza to the interchange and through our chat,
i really learnt alot of things
about the harsh reality in the real world
about how money is everything
even in the social service sector
i can sense her disgust when she tells me those stuff
and sometimes i wonder whether i will be the same in future
sometimes the power of one person is really weak
seriously,if the social sector is plagued by politics, money,hypocrisy
it somehow undermines and defeats the true purpose of its meaning...

but for now, i shall just concentrate on school life:)

which i need more encouragement and motivation><

haii!

nvm:) tomorrow will be better!:)
realising that you have made a positive impact on others life
gives you the strength to try just a little harder and continue:)

JIAYOU:)

LyOn

hello!:)

its wednesday le!:D i like wednesdays because its one of my slackest days ^.^

anyway, today was a pretty good day:)
i was super tired initially but after drinking coffee,
i was quite HIGH for the whole day:)
but of course,i know that drinking coffee is not good for my health...
oh well:)it will be my last time for the week:)

i think jay chou songs are super super nice :)
especially 最长的电影 and 阳光宅男
should go and listen:)
one is an emo song while the other is a sunshine song:)

aching all over now from dance:(rAhh...
and i still have csc stuff.. haii

JIAYOU:):)

especially to you and you!XD
both of you dun give up ok!:)
give yourself a chance:)
things will seriously be better
when you adopt an optimistic perspective:)
so gambatte and fight on yea!:)
STAY HAPPY AND SMILE:D

and my computer is not fixed yet:( rahh
so i am not stuck with this old computer
with no ppt, no word , no excel and is laggy ><
BUT nvm lah:)
thinking positively,its to train my patience when i wait for the page to load:)

ohh and the senior high house comm dance totally rawked lah!:)
seriously, i think it was super cool:)
one of the nicest dance i have ever seen!
you guys did a great job and
i really felt proud to be in dhs senior high
in house BENNU:):)

smile:)

LYon

hello!:)

i survived today! with the help of coffee:)
though it made me feel super active and energetic in an unatural way
but oh well, theres always an opportunity cost involved:) (econs-.-)

the briefing in the morning went quite well:)
i just hope that the response would be pretty good><
history went pretty well too.:D

we were unable to present our econs project today
because zhiying lost her voice><
but its sort of a blessing in disguise:)
grace, agnes and jinghui did well in presenting econs!
haha sorry for asking some stupid questions!>but overall, i think the whole presentation was good:)
hopefully we will do just as well next week!^.^

maths test afterwards!
apparently after the maths test, our class was is chaos:)hoho
went home with nicole,grace,jolene lai,dorothy,shubo,simin,libing,xinhui and keith:)
had fun with them! ^.^

yay! the most hectic day of this week is over:)
thats something good in the sense that i can relax a bit for the rest of the week
heheheXD
although i still have so many things to do
but just take things step by step lahh:)
why stress yourself?
in fact, to me, by taking things in life as they come,
by not thinking so far and pressurizing yourself with all the unnecessary pressure
thats one of the secrets to staying positive:)
unless you are thinking far about positive things, now thats a different story
because it can act as motivation to reach your goal:)

when negativity starts to engulf me,
i find something positive to motivate me:)
thats why we must always take note of positive things in our lives
it may be just a memory,a postcard,a blog post,a tag on your blog,a sms,a note or just verbal compliments and encouragements:)
we should treasure them:)
bear them in mind so we can "use" them when the time comes:)

when inferiority starts to creep in,
tell yourself
theres no way 2 people can be compared:)
everyone is born equal
others may have an advantage over you in this area
but you definitely have an advantage over him/her in that area:)
just like what tohru said in fruit basket:
why must people envy each other?
why cant they see their good points?
even if we cant see our good points, i believe thats only for the time being:)
time will prove everything:)
sometimes,when i start to envy others,
i tell myself that there might be people envying me at the same time
so i should just accept myself for who i am:)

enough crapping><
i havent done PW and econs yet! acck!
must JIAYOU le:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

starting tomorow is WEEK 2 OF TERM 2:)
JIAYOU!!:):)

wish me luck for tmr's maths test :):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

i chanced upon this inspiring website when I was trying to do research for PW
heres a quote that i found :)

The most powerful thing you can do to change the world
is to change your own beliefs
about the nature of life, people, and reality to something more positive…
and begin to act accordingly.

makes sense doesnt it?:)
sometimes all we need to do to make the our world a better place is to change our thinking^.^

heres another quote:)

Courage doesn't always roar.
Sometimes courage is a little voice at the end of the day that says...
I'll try again tomorrow.

sometimes courage is just to try again :)

heres a final quote:)

If someone listens, or stretches out a hand,
or whispers a kind word of encouragement,
or attempts to understand a lonely person,
extraordinary things begin to happen.

i want to make extraordinary things happen:)
in fact, i think we all can make extraordinary things happen
all we have to do is to give more chances,give more love, understand and help more:)
and of course
SMILE more:)

LyoN

hello!!:)

its late in the night
and i am still online -.-
dunno why oso :(
rahh. ahha XD

anyway, its GOOD FRIDAY tmr!:):)
yay! a holiday!
i need the holiday!
have SO MANY things to do :(
but dunno where to start...
nvm:) i CAN DO IT DE:)

the real PW has started
oh gosh
i feel so overwhelmed:(:(:(
arrrgggghhhhh...
i really hope everything turns out well:):)

was feeling super negative for a part of the day><
but thanks to " my girl" ,
i felt better:):)
its true:)
when you feel down
go do something you like and
positively recharge yourself:)

GAMBATTE!:)

SMILE:)

Lyon

and before i forget:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN!!!:):):):)

hello:)

its the 2nd day of Term 2!
Somehow, today was an overwhelming day for me.
Reality is harsh.
I totally agree with this statement xD
for us students, this " reality" is more of the reality and horrors of grades and studies:)
it can make us happy and exhilarated
but at the same time
it can make us sad and depressed.
haha:) thats the sad fate of students bahh XD
on the other hand , if we think positively,
this could be one of life's challenges for us:)
its something that makes us stronger
makes us accept defeat in the form of failure better
and makes us bounce back on our feet
as an even stronger and optimistic person:)
oh well, its a matter of perspective:)
but seriously, sometimes i cant convince myself with that positive theory hoho

but i am glad i am not one to be bothered by marks:)
i mean, yes, studies are important but whats done cannot be undone
if you fail this time, theres nothing you can do about it
and the most logical and positive thing to do
is to learn from your mistakes and jiayou for your next test:)
its better that u do badly in ur tests than ur A levels rite?:)

this is the difference between a good and not-so-good student
the good student takes his/her failure in good nature and strives to work harder
whereas a not-so-good student gets depressed and gives up on his/her subject:)
makes sense right?

haha enough of educational stuff:)
feeling very tired now><
very very tired
even though i slept for a while just now:)

JIAYOU pple!!:):)

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello:)

first day of term 2!!
it was pretty okay:)
but it was a busy day><
feeling tired now but i just have to hang in there yea:D
although my bed looks so inviting..><
still have some stuff to do....

today was a pretty positive day for me in overall :)
and it was fun taking the mrt with grace, jolai and zhiying :)
hoho!
hope today was a good day for everyone! even if its not, nvm coz
tmr will be better:)
GAMBATTE!!:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

last day of march hols le...
but somehow I feel quite relaxed lehh
although I know I have tons of work left to do
but dunno why, i have been staying up late for the past few nights
so i shall sleep early tonight:)

from tmr onwards, it will be another brand new challenge:)
term 2 is going to be sooo busy><
think i am gg to get real stressed lahhh ><
haha:) nvmnvm! things will turn out fine in the end:)

heres a good tip to help destress:)
go out , walk walk and bring your hp/MP3 along to listen to songs:)
it may seem simple but trust me:)
it worksXD especially if the weather is good

did that today cuz i was starting to feel the stress build up:D
and true enough, i felt much better^.^
another tip would be to close your eyes as you walk:)
walk slowly but steadily
and concentrate on the music in ur ears and the peaceful surroundings beside you;)
super nice!
but of course, must watch out :)
dont trip or fall down hor!
ohh and dun bump into a cat!
thats what i did today lahh!
was walking with my eyes closed when suddenly felt something furry on my legs
the cat made a small noise and i opened my eyes
haha XD was so shocked i jumped over the cat
i was afraid it would scratch me or something like that :) lol

anyway, smiling is a good way of destressing too:)
walk with a smile on ur face and you will really feel better:)

hoho! JIAYOU pple for TERM 2 :):)

GAMBATTE!! :D

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello!:)

I FEEL TIRED><
rahh. but there are so many things that i need to do:(haii.
i need motivation!!!! haha XD

anyway had dance pfm today!
well it was fun preparing and stuff:)
but sadly, i flopped the last part of the dance
mixture of reasons lahh ><
but since its over
no point brooding over it:)
its normal for a dancer to have his/her mistakes on stage
so just want to apologise to the people that i let down by flopping the pfm ><
i will do better next time:)

walked from aljunied mrt back home
havent done that in a long while:)
and todays weather was nice:)
so i enjoyed the walk alone
listening to music, reflecting
its really what i call "positive recharging":)

also flipped through some of the meaningful notes that pple wrote to me:)
it always makes me happy
coz i know that if i meet with unhappy stuff or setbacks
there are always people i can count on:):)

rahh. i am still feeling super tired:(
any tips that can perk people up? haha XD

must JIAYOU le!!
term2 is starting soon:)
and it will no doubt be one of my busiest terms ever:(
rahh!
GO FOR IT!!:):)

- just be who you are :) coz you never know how meaningful and great an impression or impact that you are leaving on others:)

never give up!!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

i feel much better today!!
spent the whole day at home:)
taking into consideration the cold weather outside
i can tell myself that i am a blessed little girl:)

but of course
i slacked alot
i ate alot
i played alot
and
i studied abit ><
rahh!
but heck lah:)
its the holidays, its the time where you can really forgive yourself for slacking
cuz you know that there would be no other time to do so
especially in senior high life
with so many committments
days just pass by in a flash:)

i read through my previous post
thought it sounded pretty pathetic.
hmm. was contemplating on deleting it
but on second thoughts
its not a shameful post or anything
its just an emo post:)
yes! lyon does EMO:)
hoho!

but its not a crime to EMO:)
in fact i believe everyone EMOs , even the strongest , happiest people have their EMO moments
true strength and positiveness comes from
breaking out of your EMO shell
coming out as a stronger and happier person:D

i still have so many things to do
but oh well
everything will turn out okay in the end:)
its foolish to bring your troubles everywhere you go
because even if you take extra care not to let them leak out on the way
they will find a way to multiply and escape
and affect other people:( thats bad.
well but i know that theres no way that one can be free of troubles
so maybe just carry one at a time yea:)
right now the cause of my trouble
is that i care too much about what other people feel
i shld just be firm and do what i like rite?
i mean why should i bother what other people think?
this is my life, i make my decisions
i please myself, not others
so there are times i should be selfish and only think of myself....

and yet, its something i hate to do
something i fail to do
but its ok :)
in the long run, it will be good:)
i believe in that.
we all have our flaws for a reason.
for a beautiful reason
which may not be obvious now but it will in future
so maybe we should all start appreciating our flaws:)
start liking our flaws
and when we successfully love and accept ourselves as who we are
we will be " flawless" people:D
hoho

anyway, we will be pfming at plaza sing tmr
gosh,why did i eat so much today?
bad timing><
but right, its proven that you tend to get more hungry and eat more on a cold day
coz ur body needs energy to generate heat to protect your body from the cold:)
still rmb it was something i read from a magazine in primary 3:)

sch is going to reopen again
haii. well this had to come
and since it had to come
we might as well look forward to it coming:)
its better this wAY:)

close your eyes
think of all the times you laughed
with ur friends
ur family
or just people you did not know
think of all the happy memories you had
what have you been doing since you were born?
you may not know it
but you are actually creating good memories and happiness for people who love you:)
thats really sweet XD
and in order to create the best memories
you must be happy, you must look positively
look forward to life:)
its the best you can get:)
no matter what , you know that theres always people whom you can count on
who will be supporting you :)
you feel grateful, thankful, contented
things could have turned out worse
but it did not
think carefully, has your life been a good one so far?
it may not be the best
but given a chance, would you choose to live a different life, choose a different path?
well,possibly. but you are currently who you are:)
theres no denying so just be who you are:)
so just get on with life
make the best out of it
experience all the emotions:)

JIAYOU :)

SMILE:D

*ohh and my ulcers still hurt ALOT:(rahh!*

LyOn

hello!:)

RAHH. thats how i feel now:(
haii..its already wed!
oh god, why does time pass so fast?><

personally,i can think of the positive things that have happened in the past few days
but somehow negativity starts to overwhelm me now:(
i feel suffocated with so many things to do and not knowing where to start><
i know everyones feeling the same way
so what right do i have to be complaining about the lack of time...
time management has never been my talent,
unfortunately.

my top priority is supposed to be studies
but somehow i get involved in more and more CCA committments
sometimes i wonder whether i can cope with everything well><
sometimes i wonder whether i am taking too much upon myself
but i cant bring myself to give up on any committments
and when i see others handling everything well
i dont see why i cannot handle everything well too
but its really easier said than done:(

i havent forgotten my goal for JC-- get into NUS social work dept
but somehow i am not working hard for it ><
i dun like to get myself all stressed and stuff
coz i will start affecting the people around me
rahh.

i need encouragement
i need motivation
i need determination
i need perserverance
i need positivity
i need strength to face everything with hope:)
theres no point in telling myself to jiayou, telling myself that i can do it
when i dont believe in myself

i need to believe in myself:)
but theres something holding me back

arrgh. this seems to be such an EMO post.

i wish something good will happen:)
i wish something would make me happy:)
it always takes little surprises to brighten up my day:)

if chong siang can be so positive
why cant i?
i have so much more than some others
i should be even more positive:)
i should help those that are worse off than me
i should try to make them think positive:)
after all,
a smile is a curve that sets everything right:)
tomorrow will be better:)

things will turn out well in the end:)
i just have to believe:)
believe, believe and keep believing:)
theres so many people that i know that will always support me
so i shouldnt let them down
i should pull myself together and JIAYOU:)

GAMBATTE:)

and i know everyone will JIAYOU together with me:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

first day of march hols gone:(
and sadly i have done nothing..
whole day was spent on RCLF
but it was fun:)
got to know more people
they are all NICE people:)

somehow it seemed to have passed by so fast
tmrs the last day liao><
haha :) but in a way its good coz i still have so much stuff to do
haii!

nvm:) shall take today as a rest day
shall officially start work tmr!:)
GAMBATTE!!:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

just came back from huang cheng!XD
it was really GOOD! :) :)
the actors, props, effort put in by every member of this huge production
they really rawk!:):) and did a super duper fantastic job!!!

the professionalism of huang cheng never fails to amaze and impress me:)

somehow it reminded me of qingchun:)
especially the xie mu.. can feel their true joy when everything has ended successfully:)

1ST MAY 2008- QING CHUN XUAN LV:):)

everyone must go okay!!:):);)
i shall start persuading people to go liao:Dhoho!
really hope that this year's qing chun would be a blast!
go for it juniors!:)
i know you all can do it! XD
make qingchun08 a memorable one:)
especially to CS comm-- GAMBATTE!!!:):)

anw before going to huang cheng,
i met up with weijia
and we talked and talked and talked :)haha:)
JIAYOU GIRL!:)
i know its tough but i BELIEVE you can do it!:)
one more term!
its going to be the busiest term in ur sec sch life
so gambatte!!:):)

I know you guys will do a fantastic job so believe in yourselves yea!:)
i will always be supporting you guys!:)

anyway, feeling pretty sick now:(
i have officially got a sore throat which is NOT GOOD..
means a fever is coming up:(
RAHHH!i hate to be sick in the hols...
RCLF tmr! >< another long day
but hope it will be a fruitful and good long day:):):)

must make my march hols a fruitful one!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:):)

feeling super tired now!
FINALLY! end of term 1^.^
oh gosh! i cant believe 10 weeks of school flew by just like that!
and i thought that senior high days would be long, tiring and draggy..
but instead it turned out to be super fast, busy , tiring but fun :)

but i foresee an even busier term 2 :(
rahh! but nvm :)
take things one step at a time:)

so far i think my term 1 has been great:)
although i cant say i have juggled all my committments successfully,
i think i still handled things pretty well:)
coping with studies,CSC, dance, sun-dac(although not alot)
but frankly, it wont be so easy in future:(
but i will definitely continue doing my best:)

and of coz! my class 5C12:)
they are one of the reasons which make me look forward to school:)
i have grown to love this class ALOT!:)
its really amazing how we are super bonded as compared to other classes
and i am glad that i am in this class:)
although sometimes we may be too rah-rah and we might get "talks"from tchers
i still love this rah-rah class:)
the way we have fun together, laugh together, joke together, niao together:)
and our CT , miss leong also rawks:D
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SWEET MEMORIES!!:):)

haha i hope none of them kills me (exp acnes)for the pictures:D coz i wasnt the one who took it haha :)

anyway these last 2 days of term 1 was GREAT:)
thurs--
passed my maths test:)
history test was also not as bad as i expected
(but also not that good lahh lol)
has positive comments about my PW OP
and it really helped to boost my confidence level ^.^
i thought i presented badly lah
because it was so impromptu
so i was really surprised and happy by miss leong's comments and the class's response:)
it just proves that using ur heart to present is the way to communicating and presenting well :)

fri--
successful dance performance:)
successful solo part:)
was a really great relief
thanks to all those who encouraged me n told me to jiayou:)
and must really thank all those who cheered:)
glad many pple enjoyed it!
its the first senior high dance pfm leh:)
super glad it went well! YAY! ^.^

rushed to RCLF after that with jiali:)
was super tired though
think i dozed off a few times during a talk
oopsXD
but was okay lah:) pretty cool!

this march hol is gg to be a busy one:)

sat-RCLF
sun-huang cheng
mon-RCLF
tues-RCLF
wed-dance practice
thurs-CLL talk at HCJC
fri-dance pfm at ps

plus i want to have outings with friends, juniors:) 4B pple, 5C12, YLF:)
plus STUDYING:)

MUST JIAYOU le!!:)


SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

i am currently feeling VERY POSITIVELY HAPPY!!:):):)
I just finished watching the last episode of DIGIMON SAVERS!:)
Its the last season of Digimon though><

but the ending was terrific:)
oh my gosh, its super inspiring:)
sometimes i think all my positivity comes from anime :)

The strongest human emotion is our attachment to life:)
It is the strongest and purest emotion one can have:)
the desire to live, the desire to protect, the desire to love:)

I believe in miracles :)
its really amazing what you can achieve when you believe
when you believe in hope:)
so we must believe in ourselves!!! :)

JIAYOU !!!:)

must go study for my 2 tests now:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

its the weekends again!!:) last weekend before the start of the march hols..
well, somehow i dun really feel very excited about the march hols=Xi wonder why...
term 2 is going to be so super duper busy,i dun even think i am ready for it lahh :(
but nvm:) focus on this coming week first!

anyway, had kaleidoscope rehearsal on friday...
well, i think we did quite well although i made a mistake at the end:( but nvm :)at least my leg was successful...
the juniors totally rawked lah:):)
it was so super duper pretty that i was mesmerized
and i know they put in a lot of effort into this dance:)
it must have been very tiring but you all made it !!!!:):)
it was neat , nice and i am so proud of you guys:):)
really look forward to ur real pfm on friday:)
even though i may not be able to see it, i am very sure that everyone will be mesmerized by u guys:)
i look forward to asking my friends after they have watched ur pfm and hearing them praising you all :):) heheheh!
JIAYOU WUDAO!!!!<33

anyway, the kaleidoscope rehearsal made me miss going to SUN DAC with the rest:( RAHHH!!!STUPID!!

anw read weijie's blog about it
and i am really so so so so so so so so so so so sorry
that i couldnt make it back in time
that i did not plan the programme well
that i did not tell u guys about some stuff beforehand
maybe i was too caught up in the idea of going down to a home at least once in term 1
so i really apologise for everything>< SORRY!!:)
AND i must really thank jessie and mr shannon:)
especially jessie..
dunno whether she will get to read this
but i am really grateful to her for everything:)
and i am looking forward to the meal with her and the rest!:)

i promise we will do something more fufilling next time:)
i will try harder de!:)

times like this make me feel so useless
makes me feel so bad and guilty
makes me feel i have done a bad job
and it really ruins my mood, my day
and ultimately my confidence
to do an even better job:(
although i know its not entirely my fault and i shouldnt put all the blame on myself
i just cant help it...
coz i really really hate the feeling of letting down others :(
maybe i should learn to be more cold-hearted
i mean dun care so much about what others think
just be able to answer to myself:)
thats all that matters...
theres no way i can please everyone
so i should just be selfish and please myself and the majority
haha XD
seriously its easier this way
but somehow i know my character does not permit me to do so
dunno whther thats good or bad:)

sounds so emo rite? RAHH!!
nvm:) i better go n recharge myself positively
think of everything more positively :)
at least the trip was not a total flop
at least nothing serious happened
at least no one was angry with me ( hope not)
at least i din flop during the rehearsal
at least everything ended pretty well:)
and i should take this as a lesson learnt
and try harder next time:D
everyone makes mistakes mahh
and the most important thing is we learn from them
not get depressed over them:)

GAMBATTE!!!:);)

SMILE:)

LyOn