hello:)

i miss MONGOLIA :(
i miss our mongolian trip
i miss all the pe0ple who have taken good care of us
i miss our mongolian yurt
i miss waking up in the morning and decisions on bathing
so much more so much more into;;

I miss everyone!!:(
nvm we will see each other soon:)

2dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened
:)

wise words by GRACE:D

will blog more when i come back from CLEP camp!:) hahhah

SMILE:)

lYoN

hello:)

TRIP TO INNER MONGOLIA WAS SUPER DUPER GREAT!:):)

shall blog more about it later!

alot of stuff to do now :(

stress!haii!

oh well:) just GAMBATTE ba!:)

smile:)

LYoN

hello:)

although its very late now
and i need to get to the airport tmr at 7am,
I really want to blog about yday before i sleep:)- 21st MAy
haha;D

anyway, yday was my last day of school for term 2:)
it was quite a busy day because I had quite a lot of stuff to settle
especially after school >.<
had the SHINE film event whereby a film crew came down from SHINE to film a video of our school mainly consisting of our school gate and logo, interviews of 4 students and students folding stars.
i was in charge of finding people to help in this film event and frankly i was really very anxious and worried coz my event clashed with so many other things
and i was worried there wouldnt be enough people helping:(
plus coz the film crew was paid to do the filming in 1 hr so if they extend, it will incur extra costs:(so i
tried to get more pple to go but everyone had committments:(
so was really flustered..

but when i went foyer at 2.20, thankfully:) there were some people present le! :)
annabell, tienleng,yiwei,daniel,jasmine,lihui,huiwen, jochebed
plus the year 2s also came afterwards
and I managed to find people to do the interview :)
i was really really really really super duper relieved:)
and then slowly more people started to come:D
because their friends were there and so on:)
and in the end everything turned out fine:)
better than I expected :)
the film shooting went on smoothly and could see everyone was in a good mood:)

I cant really express myself well
but i was really very happy, thankful, grateful towards all of them:)
especially those who were not obliged to come because they weren't csc members:)
especially those who really did all they could to help me by promoting this event to their fellow peers and helping me gather people:)
and EVEN especially people who belonged to these 2 kinds:D
really super touched, glad and grateful:D

of course, i am very happy all my csc members who could make it din pangseh me:)
seriously, its coz of you guys that make me really want to give me the confidence to continue leading CSC;D perhaps i take things too seriously and such stuff like turning up for meetings etc might seem trivial but to me, it means alot:)

i really really appreciate it when people dun pangseh me, are willing to lend me their support and try their best to commit what they can to what I am in charge of:) it really warms my heart!

i think i said alot alot alot of thankyous today but
i really really meant every "thankyou" right from my heart:)
I dunno why but "thankyou" was going through my mind over and over again:)
that was really what i wanted to say to everyone who took time to come over to help me with this:) its really heartening and i truly appreciate everything:)

and each one of you that turned up really made my day :D

yr2 CSC members:): hanxiang, vivienne,sarah, sarah's friend
yr5 CSC members:): jasmine,mengyi,lihui,zhanglu,weijie,elvis,darren
yr6 CSC members:): annabell
yr5s: huiwen,jochebed,weijie's friend
yr6s: tienleng,daniel,yiwei,valerie,junli,roy
interviewees: hanxiang,sarah,tienleng and daniel

really really a big thank you to each and every one of you:)
(hope i din miss out anybody)
and i really mean it deep from the heart
i really really appreciate everything:D

becoz of you guys, this event was a success to me:)
and it did not become the nightmare i feared
so i really feel very indebted to all of you ...so...

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!!!:):):)

if you all are reading my blog and have any event or anything that requires my help,
I will definitely go and do my best de:)

U GUYS RAWK:):)

maybe I am really very easily contented but
somehow i feel that i am really a very blessed girl coz of you all:)
and it makes me want to be there for others
to make others feel blessed like how you guys made me feel blessed:)
it might seem a simple thing or small thing to you all
but it really had a large significance to me:)
haha thats what is meant by
small actions can go a long way:)


anyway dance after that was good:)
maybe coz i was in a very good mood coz of the successful film event
but i managed to do my solo part once again:)
haha.. but oh well i will just try harder on pfm day itself on 19th june!
dance was tiring but enjoyable<3

anyway will be in mongolia until 31st may morning!:)

thanks for all the bon voyage wishes:)
i will take care of myself and have fun de:):)

SMILE:):)

LyON

hello!:)

today was a really busy day =/
currently feeling pretty tired and
too lazy to pack my stuff for mongolia
ZZZZZZZZ sian! but aiyah:) yah i shall look forward to mongolia too!:):)with dorothy! haha

went blog reading and realised that many pple were talking abt
mr sng's speech abt sichuan and myammar earthquake plus mingwei and zhanglu's sharing with us
i was touched by both , especially mw and zl's sharing because
i could really sense their worry, concern and that sense of hopelessness becuz they were not with their family during these hard times... its really agonizing
imagine staying abroad in a safe place
and knowing that your family are suffering in ur hometown which has just undergone an earthquake.. its really devastating
and especiall coz mingwei and zhanglu are pretty close to me
and suddenly i wonder why i was not observant enough
to observe that my friends are going through such pain and agony=/
oh well.. i cant help but really feel very fortunate to be who i am, what i am and where i am
suddenly feel theres so little i can actually do:(rahh

but i think the best option to do besides the financial donations
is to learn to treasure everything around you
treasure your life, your identity and all the pple around u :)
treasure them more than ever:D

anyway, really happy about the response for the SHINE-Wish upon a shining star-star folding activity:)
i really din anticipate such an overwhelming good response!:)
and on one hand, i am happy about it but on the other hand,
i cant help but feel regretful that i gave up on the original target coz i thought it looked bleak..
hehehe.. but oh well:)
whats done cannot be undone and theres a reason behind everything:)

but i really want to thank everyone who has folded at least one star;)
or attempted to fold stars:)
its okay if ur stars look ugly or watever weird shape
coz frankly speaking, mine is really ugly too>.<:) haha
but yea, its the effort that counts:)
a star with effort and sincerity put in will never look ugly:)
thats something i believe in:)

actually frankly i dun think i really handled this event very well
coz of various reasons which have more to do with the way I am, the way I work><
but all i hope is that we manage to meet the target
and tmr's film event would be a success:):):)
too bad i will be in mongolia
and so i wun be able to see all the stars :):)
but i have faith that there will be enough stars:)
especially after seeing everyone's hard work and enthu-ness:)
it really makes me very happy;)
and i truly truly appreciate everything!!!:D

thanks especially to certain classes and certain people:)
i think u all know who you are:)
u all have really helped me a great deal and i reallly appreciate it:)
thanks a million!!!!!

anyway, tmr will be another BUSY day:(
but its the last day i will be in sch for term2
haha:) so i must try n enjoy it:)

JIAYOU:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

today was a pretty good day:D
spent the early part of the day slacking
had ECO meeting at paya lebar macs later on:)
it was quite successful:)yay!
haha!
after that went with dorothy to TM :)

anyway, besides from all that relaxation,
i feel super duper S,FI,R,I,B
but i will calm down and go to sleep:)
hopefully tmr will turn out okay!:D

smiLE:)

LYoN

hello!:)

encouragments really make my day:)

i shall bear in mind to encourage others more!:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

I feel so choked up with so many stuff to do:(
rahh!
just finished settling some Mongolia admin stuff
and i havent moved on to thinking and planning for my carnival
plus theres still SHINE star folding event thingy which i havent planned how i am going to go about presenting it
plus theres still other stuff like eco project and the father day celebration at geylang shcc><
acck!CSC is seriously draining my brain cells:(

plus theres still ebay! AND other stuff which i currently cant think of><
and i havent started packing for Mongolia ...

AIYO:( i wanted to have a good rest after common test but i guess I cant afford to rest too long with all these work piling up>.<

sian! but oh well:) at least its something i enjoy doing more than studying
although i bet the work load i have now drains the same number of brain cells when i study :)

anyway, yesterday was a TIRING day!
went to NIE for the 1st ASEAN Educational Forum(:
In overall, i guessed it was pretty interesting, meaningful and insightful.
But i couldnt really appreciate everything because I was really very tired><
ahaha:) but it was an eye-opener lah!
and it was my first time to NTU and NIE!
HAHA suddenly hwa chong doesnt seem that big after all XD

but the whole day was spent there
and by the time i reached home, i was very tired:(
haha:)

i shall go and relax myself now before I start cracking my head over the workload:(
:)

i just took alot of quizzes on facebook:)
and the some results are pretty weird
but some are super accurate:D
haha! i like to matchmake people:)
thats really cool! perhaps my 2nd ambition of opening a matchmaking agency might come true after all haha:)

anw i know everyones probably enjoying their weekend now:D
haha:) its good to see everyone so happy after common test!

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

today was a non studying day!:D
seriously, not studying feels GREAT!:D
especially after you have tried desperately to study for the past week -.-
and getting stressed out over slacking too much, studying only the bare minimum and worrying about results!
but OH WELL:)
things turn out well in the end:)
every bad part of life will pass by:)

woke up early in the morning:)
had this sudden urge to go outside and "walk walk"
and i actually walked to katong shopping centre leh!
so cool right!:D
next time i go there, theres no need to take a bus,i shall just walk there:)
oh but i tripped over some construction site planks and fell down:(
haha it was quite painful >a wound on my elbow , blueblack and scratches on my knee plus a somewhat minor sprain of the shoulder>.<
haii! oh well! must be more careful next time :D

settled some CCA stuff when i reached home
slacked for a long while
and i watched FRUIT BASKET!!:D
I REALLY REALLY LOVE FRUIT BASKET!:D
haha must really thank liusu again for helping get fruit basket vcd:)
frankly, part of my positiveness is derived from fruit basket!
so everyone should really go watch it!:D

and i actually cried very hard when i was watching episode 8 of fruit basket T.T
haha xD i didnt expect myself to cry because i watched it before last time without crying
but i guess i immersed myself more in the show when i was watching today
plus no one was at home haha :) so no need to restrain or anything
its really really really touching:D
i watched it twice and cried twice><
haha:) but its GOOD!!:D

anyway went for mongolia trip briefing after that:)
turned out pretty well haha:)
although it was longer than i thought -.- lol haha
its going to be a FUN trip!:)
but first must settle all the admin stuff:(
siannnnnnn! haha:)

went to HCJC dance night-SHAKE 2008
it was really NICE:):)
especially the front few dances! :D
and all the dancers were so professional :)
eldwin siquan chuan khim jonneo jia hong:
you guys really danced well!:D
it was really really really a wonderful pfm
and all the dancers really showed the passion of dancing:D
somehow it makes me want to try harder for dance:)
haha! but too tired to think about it for now hahaha:)
i also saw alot of people!:)
the UTP people- weilin lincoln they all
the DHS people- jiahui xinhui they all
the YVIP people- melissa and eric
haha:D

after that went home with jasmine dorothy hui kee and jia wei;)
hwa chong is really SUPER DUPER big lah!
haha :D
still remember my first impression of hwa chong was when i went for the maths olympiad in either primary 5 or primary 6
haha i was totally awestruck by its majestic size:)
which i still am now:)
ahha!

anyway i have to be in school tmr at 7.45 am:(
have to go NIE for somE ASEAN thingy -.-
until 4 plus somemore!
haii!:D hope i dun fall asleep tmr!;D

so many things to do!:(
all CSC stuff! plus some CLL hw -.-
but for now , i just want to slack and sleep:)
shall start working tmr:)

anyway, just wanted to apologise to jasmine and huikee here:)
although its not totally my fault and i was frankly pretty pissed off too,
i admit that it was my fault for not informing you guys earlier
not answering your calls and i am willing to accept any punishment :)
- swensens treat -.- loL! I better start saving money again!

SMILE:)

LyoN

hello!:D

i just realised i have SO MANY things to do;(
RAHHHH!!

and tmr seems so tentative:( because i want to do so many things but cannot arrange time properly-.-

i was contemplating on a visit to SUN-DAC
coz i havent visited them for very very long le:(
but yet i have so many cca stuff to settle
plus seldom i get a morning at home along:)
and i still have mongolia trip briefing in the afternoon
plus dance concert at night -.-
aiyo!:( perhaps i will focus on settling all my stuff first
since i will be leaving the country soon..
shall probably visit SUNDAC during the hols!:Dheheh!

anyway:D
i was reading and watching fruit basket
and it suddenly made me realise that it had a great impact on my character
and decision for my future

tohru is someone i really admire :D
and i really aspire to be like her--
a positive, cheerful person who always puts others before her :D

shes really very sincere and every word she says, every action she takes
comes from her heart:D
how many people can achieve that?

i came across something nice on yujia's blog:)

why do we smile?

its not just because we are happy
or because we want to pretend that we are happy

more importantly,
its because we want to make someone smile and be happy :D

its really super true! :D a simple smile can really make anyones day!
and in fact, i like to observe people's smiles:)
because to me, every one has their own special smile:)
i have a "lyon" smile :D and other people have their own smile
that is unique in their own way :D
everyone's smile is different
and the common similarity that makes a smile so precious is if
it comes sincerely, right from the heart:D

and frankly speaking, smiles are really very important to me :D
i like to see people smile:D
(on their face/sms/msn convos/postcards/notes etc)
coz they really brighten up my day!
and because i know i like to see people smile,
it makes me want to smile more :D

however, its true that we have our depressed and sad moments
when our smiles are sometimes fake and hypocritical :(
haha i hate it when i give people a fake smile
but sometimes i cant help it
maybe its something i will have to change as time passes by:D

the same goes for positive words of encouragement:)
sometimes we feel very sian of wishing other people good luck /jiayou etc
because others may see it as a hypocritical act
encouragement for the sake of encouragement:(
but again, as long as when we are giving those words of encouragement and
we really mean it sincerely from our heart,
i believe that the person receiving the encouragement will appreciate it de:)

we should trust and believe more than
doubt and suspect ><
its very easy for people to doubt and suspect
because thats something inborn
its something to do with our natural instinct for survival once we are born
so we should learn to trust and believe :D

everyone wants to be trusted and believed in
so why not trust and believe in them?:D

actually i think that no matter what we do
as long as we do it sincerely
thats all that matters!:D

learn to accept and support and encourage others
coz by doing that,
you are actually helping them like themselves more,
managing to see their good points and
accepting themselves for who they are:D
simple words like
JIAYOU, i believe in you, good luck etc
can go a long long long way!:D

when you think positively
its not just about making urself happy:)
its more about
making the people around you happier
by spreading the positivity!
sO leTs ALL be POsitiVE peoPLE:):)

SMILE:):)

LyON

hello!:)

YAY!! COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!:)
and i survived this week! whee!!:D

time really passes so super fast
and i was still stressing out last weekend
thinking that i will probably die before the week is up
and yet POOF!
everything has ended:)

although this common test was pretty screwed up
in the sense that i did not really prepare for it
and i was in fact slacking throughout -.-
oh well:) lucky its only 20%
i shall place my hopes on the remaining 70%!:)

i shall resolve to be well prepared for PROMOS:)

GAMBATTE!:D

although common tests are over
but i have ALOT of things to settle:(
all CSC stuff:( hai!
plus MONGOLIA TRIP!!:D

haha. yeps! i will be flying to mongolia next thurs (22nd may)(missing the last 2 days of sch -.-)
and return on 31st may morning!:D
anyone who wants me to get anything for him/her, can tell me:D
heheh!

anyway feeling very inspired now after watching and reading fruit basket:):)
shall blog later abt my thoughts:)

meanwhile to all those taking physics, bio, computing and art tmr
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!:):)
i know u guys can make it de!!:D
i will be rooting for u all de!!

SMILE:)

LYoN

hello!:D

1 more day to the official end of CTs for me!
whee:D
although tmr will be the most screwed up common test day
with maths and CLL:(
i only briefly revised for maths
(take note: its REVISED and not PRACTICED)
plus i din really study for CLL tmr!
i am so going to DIEEEEEEE for CLL tmr:(
really need all the jiayous i can get!:D
haha!

but on the other hand, somehow i dun carry much hopes of doing well for CLL in this common test
and therefore i dun feel very anxious/panicky about it ><
LOL!
oh well:)
the effort you put in will determine the results you get
and based on the effort i put in for the 2 papers tomorrow
i can gage that i will not get good results:(
but its ok!:) try harder during PROMOS!
and all i can do now is to try my best tmr
and may good luck be with me:D

JIAYOU JIAYOU!:D

smile!:)

LyoN

hello!:)

3 more papers to go!:D

econs, maths and CLL (o.O)
my CLL really CMI :(
because i havent started studying for it yet
and apparently its the exam that will be testing the greatest amount of content
how nice. -.-
but oh well:D
who cares!:)
i wasnt really putting much hope into my CLL anyway
(referring to this half of the year:D)

its not a matter of giving up of anything
its a matter of not trying hard enough
which happens to be too late to salvage
so the most logical thing to do is to stay positive
and learn from my failure :)

anyway!econs tmr!:D
and i still have one full chapter to study o.O
die! but nvm :D
i will make it somehow de!
plus i will try twice as hard
because i am the econs rep :)
haha LOL :D
if only trying hard = getting good results haha :D
and frankly i din really prepare much for this econs exam

aiyah.. this common test will really be pretty screwed up..
but oh well:) i am depending on luck!
which (thankfully) has been around for my past exams
( i hopeo.O unless its my imagination )

anyway JIAYOU people!:D 2 more days to go for me and some others
and three more days for the rest! GO GO!:)

we can do it de!:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

yay! 2 papers down!
4 more to go!:D

common test will be over in a flash!
and whee:) its time to play!

but before i start all my dreaming
its time to really be realistic N FOCUS!:D

tmrs GP
wed ECONS
thurs MATHS + CLL

oh well! i will probably DIEEE on thurs!
but just try my best lah hor:)
its more worthwhile to die trying
than try to die
LOL!:)


thanks for all the encouragment and support:)
they give me strength and make my day:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello! =)

again, i know that i shouldnt be using the computer now
when i still have so much stuff to study :(
rahh!
unbelievably, i have not started on my econs and CLL:(
how wonderful.

oh well. arrgh. i will not allow myself to be stressed :D
trying to stay optimistic in the hope that firstly
its more of possessing the skills than the content in order to score in humanities:)
not saying that i have great skill lah -.-
but at least i can depend on my luck :)
and that CA is only 20%
and yes, i am so super duper unprepared for it..
but oh well:)
the best thing to do now is to
1. try my best
2. take things positively
3. start mugging early for promos:D

i know its a tough period for many pple too
but oh well:D
lets all GAMBATTE!!:):)

oh and i drew 2 drawings yesterday :D
hoho! to de-stress:):)

full view!:)


half view:)


full view:)


half view:)

hehe. i used the inspiring notebook virg gave me:D
its really fun and nice to write inspirational words and draw nice pictures:)
when you feel sad
you can always count on them to help brighten up your mood:D

maybe i should consider making my own inspirational notebook:)

but ACCK.! COMMON TEST FIRST!>.<
this whole week is going to be so super screwed.
but nvm lah:)
i will keep the positivity going
and i will survive:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

i dunno why i am still blogging lah. seriously =X
i still have so much revision left... accck!!:(:(:(
the only thought i can use to comfort myself is that CTs are only 20% =D
although its a lousy comforting method lah

anyway went back to school yday!
haha :D asked some maths, did some work
and went for junior high xieren
which was really tiring -.- coz we stood like for 2 hrs haha XD
and i wasted abt 3 hours plus of studying yday -.-
but oh well:) its a once a year thing =)

anyway, CTs are nEXT week!
and i have 2 exams on monday -.-
how nice .
history plus CLL:(:(
oh well:) just try my best and leave the rest to fate!

okay enough crapping
i need to go do my revision..
SIAN!
:(

haha :) everyone JIAYOU too~~!!!:):):):)

WE WILL BE FREE S0ON:):)

smile:)

LYoN

HELLO:)

ahaha xD
i feel blessed!
thanks to the 3 consecutive JIAYOU tags on my tagboard!
:D every tag on my tagboard seriously makes my day
and makes me happy:)
even though its a simple thing but it means alot to me!
it contributes to my positivity:D
so people who are reading my blog, tag more:D hehe

anyway, to reply the tags on my blog(:
( in order:D)

just to thank them again:

anon,jasmine,valentia,dorothy,rhea: THANKS FOR WISHING ME LUCK FOR MY PFM:D
although it did not turn out as good as I expected (for myself),i really appreciate the encouragement:D

jolai: thanks!:D although it was not my best><, i am glad you enjoyed the whole pfm :)

py: haha(: honoured to be called the "most cheerful person alive"! anw yea:) thanks for all the support and encouragement daddy! i appreciate it! :D and yea i am smiling now :) definitely.

anon: yah :) i agree! tmr will be better! thanks a lot!!!(:

liusu: haha its okay(: thanks for your inspiring words of encouragement:) its really sweet:D u did a great job for qingchun and i am proud of you too! :)

sieu ping: haha xD yea! i am feeling better :) thank you for the 3 impt smileys:) they do make my day!:)

dora: thanks for the 4th one!:D love ya <3

joylynn: haha:) duncare! YOU DO LOR (: anw i LOVE YOU LOADS too!!! and i really appreciate all the support <33 you guys rawk! seriously! and YEA:) i want a wudao outing again! haha(: <33thanks alot (:

py: yah! the journey from now on will be tougher but lets work hard and JIAYOU together:):)u add oil tooo!!! xD go dADdy!!

anon: yah:) although its really pretty simple haha.. not those kind of professional with music score etc

LAOGONG: thanks thanks thanks!:):) i really appreciate all your encouragments!shall persevere for PW!n i got a GREAt LAOGONG<33

valentia: omg o.O so sry! haha XD anw THANKS A MILLION :D for being so sweet, encouraging and your sweets!:D lets JIAYOU for history yea?:) ure really nice!:)

jolai: haha:) woah:) thanks for ur encouragement! yea! i know its a scarce resource and so i so treasure it;D LETS GAMBATTE!

LAOGONG: ahah :D 2 consecutive days of encouragement! u rawk laogong:D yea! lets all gambatte and do our best! so we can PLAY when everythings over!:)<33!!

:) I FEEL HAPPY :)

a simple encouragment goes a LONG WAY:)

smile!:)

LyOn

hello:)

omg i did nothing for the whole day -.-
rahhhh.
was so tired i decided to lie on my bed and rest before starting work
but BAD CHOICE:(
fell asleep after dinner at 6 plus and slept all the way to 10 plus
and now feeling sick:(
with a cold and cough
arrrghhh. how nice -.-
and CTs arejust next week...

oh well i shall just comfort myself that CTs are only 20% of the overall marks:)

anyway today was a TIRING day:(
but i was pretty energetic considering the fact that i only slept 2 hours last night ><
in fact, other people who slept longer than me appeared more tired haha XD

todays PE was FUN!!:):)
class captain ball !:D
and our team won!
initially our team had no guys
- nicole,dorothy,jolenelai,joanna,grace plus me
den jason joined us xD
haha and yay he rawks! coz he was a very good captain!:)
caught alot of balls
so we won the other team hohoho!
although they were very qiang too, with a fu qi dang :)hehe

after school had a very nice long chat with zina, together with dorothy:)
the juniors having xieren tmr.
haha one year has really passed by so quickly and somehow
i feel more and more distant from junior high CS
and although i hate to admit it, from wudao too
especially after this current batch of sec4s step down
haha XD but well, i guess thats how life is
thats why we must treasure everything we have :D

its good to think
but not good to think too much><
just take things the way they are
just trust people for who they are
simplicity and not complexity:)
its easier to stay happy this way

sometimes when you tend to dwell on something for too long
it turns out negatively:(
so forget it :)
live life as it comes and goes =D

i feel so dead now:( rahhh
OH WELL! i better TRY to do some work:(

:D i welcome encouragement haha :)

LyoN

hello!:)

heres a short post before i start embarking on PW- GPP for the whole long night :(
sian. but no choice so might as well TRY to be positive about it :)
and everyone's probably doing the same thing too
so i shall not complain haha:)

anyway, today was quite a good day:)
because it ended early haha...
i really miss the feeling of leaving school early and reaching home early =)
not only does it make me happy, it also makes my mother happy haha:)

common test is next week!!!:(
i wanted to start studying just now
but stupid differentiation wasted all my time
its really tedious and mind-boggling
and i feel so mentally drained..hai!

anyway went to bedok cc to make payment
and also posted the grant application form:)
really pray that it doesnt get rejected!>.<

anyway, I received a good comment about my blog today!:)
hongsheng said that someone told him
that i have a very inspiring and encouraging blog =)
very optimistic with a lot a lot of smileys=)
thats really nice to hear so
thanks to the person who told him that :D
whoever you are ahha :)
haha it really means alot and yea, it helped in making my dAY!:)

anyway tomorrow's the last day of this week
considering that friday is a study day for us :)
so i must really JIAYOU:):)
and i shall look forward to tmr coz i can go home early again! :D

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

currently feeling very tired =(
but luckily there are always small things that make my day
and things to look forward to:)

yay! i can go home early tmr!=)
no CCA, no committments, nothing.
finally, I can once again derive the pleasure at going home at 1.45 haha :D

anyway, just a thought for the night:

when someone treats you nicely,
you feel happy:)
so all the more you should treat others nicely
so they will be happy:)
and this will be a happy world!=D

idealistic but achievable as long as we are willing to go that extra mile to treat the people around us nicely:)

PW is really really mentally draining :(
not to mention tiring ..
but its ok!
we will survive :D
GAMBATTE !!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)

anyway so sorry for alarming some people about the previous post on my tooth haha:)
anyway the filling really got chipped off
and it really freaked me out coz i looked half a dracula lol =)
but i went to see a dentist who helped me patch it back
although its temporary and looks really fake-.-
and i got to watch what i eat and bite now haha:)

anyway today was another SLACK day :(
frankly, i think the reason why i was so slack this weekend was perhaps probably
of my excuse to give myself time to " recover"
well although i can say that i am really fine now
and have recovered about 90++%,
but somehow when i saw that short sentence on yuntong's blog
its as though the wound opened up again when i thought it had almost closed:(
its going to be a sensitive issue for a period of time
but oh well:) i guess it will close permanently over time!

had our first PW meeting today at SINGPOST:)
and i think we progressed well:) although there were hiccups here and there
although our speed was not very fast
but it will get better as time passes:)
we still have a long way to go!
JIAYOU;D

anyway, i still can't believe i actually wasted these 2 days :(
especially when common test is next next week
and urgh. somehow i dun feel the urgency yet which is so not good :(
i shall try to force myself to PIA =)

and besides, CSC stuff is suddenly piling like mad>.<
suddenly i am worried about how its going to affect my studies
but then again, i know that good time management will help me avert this crisis:D
which is unfortunately lacking in me .. aiyoooo haha XD

everything feels so uncertain
and i feel so super busy :(
rahh! busy with CSC stuff when i am supposed to be busy over schoolwork
if my parents knew, they would probably be angry with me =X
oh well, hope i survive through everything:)

OH ANW i actually created a song by myself:D
it might not sound very nice but its my first ever produced song haha:)
so cool rite? and its kind of inspirational
so anyone who wants to listen can tell me hoho xD
if u dun mind my horrible singing lah haha

but then again, it seems such a wrong time to be spending time on such stuff
T.T

tmrs a brand new week!:)
JIAYOU everyone!!:):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)


i slacked for the whole of yesterdayo.O
seriously, i did NOTHING
and now i am really really regretting it -.-

anyway i guess i better chiong some work today
if not DIE -.-

and i realised i havent blogged about qingchun
ahha was too caught up in my failure
to really ponder, reflect and think about this year's qingchun:)

i am seriously so super glad that CS comm 0708 made it=)
i know it was tough and you guys went through many rough patches
but now looking back, everything was worth it yea?:)
xieren for you guys is coming real soon
enjoy your last week as part of a CS comm:D
i am proud of you guys:) especially my dear fzx 0708-weijia:D heheh

i am also so super proud of wudao:)
performances always bond dancers:)
and thats what qingchun did ehh =D
baishou, feitian, qicai.. i really really swear that they are very very nice dances:)
i can tell that wudao is pretty bonded now
and all the juniors love wudao:)
thats really heartwarming for me as a senior
wudao made up a huge portion of my life in junior high
and the memories of 4 years in wudao will probably stay with me until i grow old haha:)

to the juniors (sec 1-3 ):
hey! u guys really did a great job:):)
can sense ur passion and love for wudao
and i really feel reassured that you guys will continue doing ur best for wudao and
leaving happy memories:)
although the sec4s are leaving, i am sure that you guys will still blossom under the new comm's guidance:D listen to them and make ur dear sec4s and us proud of you guys:)
jiayou jiayou!:) we love wudao !!

to my 4 special juniors -
ningli, weijia, jolynn and zina:)
: I AM SO GOING TO MISS SEEING YOU GUYS IN WUDAO:(

ningli:
WUDAO ZZ 0708
life as a wudao zz is coming to an end
but i hope this year was a really good year for you:)
all the responsibilities that bring along troubles and fatigue,
i guess it really wasn't easy
but you did it!!:):)
i am really so super proud of you:)
and you know what?
we (me and the others) think that you have really changed positively
as a more outspoken, daring and cheerful girl :) who smiles more now!
(not saying that you dun smile last time lah-.- )
but yea:) i guess the other 3 clowns's influence was pretty huge eh:)
anyway, great job done for this whole year and qingchun:)
really hope to be able to dance on the same stage with you next year hehe:)
I LOVE YOU<33

weijia:
MY DEAR FUZHUXI!<33
life as a fuzhuxi is ending for you too
i know it was also super tough for you
and i am really glad we had all those talks:)
that did really help you i hope:)
but yea, i guess everything really looked bleak from the start
but gradually, everything turned out okay right?:)
its been a long journey but a meaningful one
this journey might have consisted of your worst memories
but i hope it consisted some of the best memories too;)
and i can see ur effort in wudao too:)
i am really proud of you and all i can say is that
i made the right choice:)
jiayou for everything and really hope to be able to dance on the same stage as you next year:)
heheh I LOVE YOU <33

zina:
GANNUER!!!!<33
how was life as a treasurer for you?:)
now everything will end after you guys xieren
but the only thing that will stay will be the memories you guys had:)
i guess ur journey as a caizheng had your ups and downs
but guess what? you overcame it all:D
and the success of qingchun does indirectly mark the success of CS Comm 0708:)
can see that u really enjoyed ur time in wudao too:)
reading ur blog always reflects how busy your life is
and now its time to really focus on studies ehh:)
dun give up on studies k? work hard and JIAYOU all the way=D
i really hope to be able to dance on the same stage as you next year hehe:)
and hows the generation of gannuers gg?
keep forgetting to ask you haha:)
yah no matter what u will always be my dearest ganner:)
I LOVE YOU <33

joylynn:
CHICKEN LITTLE!!!:)
(and u will go " KEROPI" right? -.- lol :))
everything has ended!:D
and it has ended wonderfully:)
frankly i think that you have really become more mature, responsible and prettier xD
within this one year
and i can really see ur efforts in wudao:)
haha but dun get ur ego too big hor!XD
you still look and behave as a chicken hahah!!:D
anyway, same as the others, i guess your journey for this 1 year was not easy
but you made it :) yay!
treasure those memories in wudao, in comm and in qingchun:) ahaha
i am really proud of you too xD jiayou!:P
really hope that we will be able to dance on the same stage together next year hehe:)
I LOVE YOU<33

lets keep the bond growing strong eh:):)

HAHA.. too lazy to upload photos :)
but will kup and upload photos soon!

I LOVE WUDAO :)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

okay heres a proper post:)

thanks so much to everyone who has comforted me and made me feel better through email/call/sms or just verbally:)
thanks for being there when i was really undergoing a short period of depression
but good news!:) the positive lyon is back again! haha XD

well, theres no use to keep on dwelling on unhappy events
and besides its not the end of the world:)
( if i am given another chance in future) i will really make sure it succeeds and make those people who i have disappointed this time proud of me=)
even if i am not given another chance,( which i understand fully:) ), i will also do my best in whatever minor part i have and try my best to make everything much better:)

yea, you lose something, you gain something
i lost the chance to excel in my solo part, to make everyone proud of me and to show the audience what i can really do
but
i gained all the care, concern and support from all the people around me , especially a few=) and to me, this is even more precious than what i have lost:)
so i shall treat this as a gain, not a loss:)

as what mingwei told me,
if theres anyone who should be sad about my failure,
it should be the audience
because they missed the chance of seeing my part:) and seeing what i can really do..

although it sounds abit ego
but it does make me feel better:)
haha

and yea, its just a small part of my life:)
life has its ups and downs :)
and it is only through the ups and downs you encounter
that make you really grow to be a stronger person:)

and yea,
遗憾也挺好的有时:)

" you can get frustrated with yourself but never never give up just like that. just because you made a mistake on stage? just because of a setback like this and you're going to throw your 4 years of hard work away? just cos of that number of seconds on stage? that's really not the way."

yea:) i agree..
it was really childish for me to even entertain thoughts about giving up dance haha
i shall be more mature and not be broken by this setback! its not worth it:)

"you fell but you can't just crash and burn, you might have let yourself down but for people you think might have let down, you should climb back up to make it up for them. any subsequent performances is another opportunity to get it right. give yourself a chance. you slip a bit on the next one, nvm. you still have another to get it right. then finally, you have to nail it in syf. by then, you should know that you can too."

:D i wun crash and burn de!
i fell but got up as a stronger person who will be more careful and not fall again:)
i will try harder to make those people proud de:)

its over le:) and what i should do now
is to look forward , look ahead and jiayou for my future:)
whats done cannot be undone!
i can only make things in the future better:)

although this scar will still be there psychologically for a while
i will be doing my best to erase it:)

thank you for all the tags on my tagboard:)
thankyou anon,jasmine,valerie , dorothy, and rhea for wishing my luck for my pfm
and thankyou liusu,anon,py and jolai for the encouragement after the pfm:)

i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart:D

thank you everyone who smsed me goodluck before the concert and praises and congratulations and encouragement after the pfm:)
you know who you guys are ,
so thankyou!:)

and for this period of depression,
thank you especially to
1) jeanine:)
2) mingwei:)
3)pengyong:)
4) the other 14 dancers:) especially those who really encouraged me , you know who you are:)
5) sieuping , virginia and the rest of the people who cheered me up:)

i really really really appreciate it :)
and i feel so lucky:)
i seriously love every one of you :) thanks so so so much!<33

i shall work hard for my common tests and everything else:)

GAMBATTE:):):)

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello:)

firstly, thanks to everyone who have tried to comfort me and make me feel better:)
i really appreciate all your efforts and concern!

i admit i was really super depressed yesterday night and today morning:(
yes, i cried. before i slept last night and today morning in school
luckily it wasnt very obvious haha=D

but yeah.. was not very emotionally stable in the morning
but it got better as the day passed by:)
which is good! ^.^

to those that are concerned about me:

dun wry!:)
i am okay and i know that
i must be strong in order to succeed as a future social worker when i grow up:)

its sad but whats done cannot be undone..
its either to face it positively or negatively:)
and positivity is all that matters:D
at the end of the day..

lessons today were rather boring -.- haha:)
and yes i was pretty surprised at my GP paper haha..:)
had to make a short briefing on a camp during PC period
although it didnt turn out very well
its oK:):):)

CSC was also tiring..
theres really so much stuff to be done
and i hope everyone will really take this seriously:)
and lets work hard n well together!
JIAYOU:):)

great that u improved:) hope we were of good help!!:):)

anyway just chatted with my brother:)
who really helped me alot:)
thanks for the counselling!! XD
i really appreciate it!:)
okay! next time my turn:) thanks!!

and yes:)
the brick walls show how badly you want it:D
so JIAYOU:):)

*too tired to blog a proper post.. shall blog tmr!"

SMILE:)

LyOn

hello!:)
QINGCHUN WAS A SUCCESS:D

and i am so proud of the juniors:)

and proud of dance society dancers!

and thanks to everyone who came to support:)
u guys really rawk!

but besides all that
i suffered a really major setback today:(
yea. i am seriously super depressed:(

oh well.

Lyon

hello!:)

i must believe

believe that

I CAN DO IT!!:)

JIAYOU LYON!!:):)

it all boils down to this several seconds on stage that you have been practicing for
and hard work reaps rewards:)

take a deep breath, smile

and DANCE YOUR BEST!!:)

SMILE:)

LyON