Wednesday, December 31, 2008

8:40 AM

hello(:

just came back from 5C12 chalet(=
super tired but i'm glad that i went and stayed overnight (=
although not everyone managed to come
but i really had alot of fun :D
the bbq was FANTASTIC :D
i had alot of fun being " in charge" of the drinks(=
scooping ice, pouring drinks etc etc and even creating some jokes because of my clumsy actions >.<
haha but it was NICE:D
all the racist( oops) jokes we shared, the scandalous affair between AHEM and AHEM(;
murdererView Blog game etc :Dand joanna's wonderful cookies! all these little things really made me very happy(: 5c12 makes me feel accepted , whereby i can be who i want to be:D
and i <33>
and the bear and hunter game after that was entertaining (=
i was the bear for many rounds lah o.O haha!:D
thanks sieuping for ur gift during gift exchange!(: such a coincidence! :D
anw we played the " i have never" and " i have" game after that(: its really cool to get to know more about other people and letting others know more about you(: thats what i call bonding in a way :D
next was the creation of gambling dens(:
me, agnes, ching hsien,dorothy,grace and libing played asshole daidee XD
it got really funny , especially when agnes went crazy -.- and grace and ching hsien followed suit
-.- (= but i really laughed until my stomach hurt like siao ;D
slept for about 1 hr >.<>
but theres still mongo outing later plus YV countdown later !(:
plus YLF outing tmr and UTP outing too(: ( i think)
plus homecoming on friday!
haha XD its a busy week and im so super damn broke :(
im looking for sponsorers again :D

anw anw i went blog reading just now(:
and yay :D thanks for that paragraph to me :D
i really appreciated it alot (= and YES, we shall try to meet up as a whole mass group(=
and YES for the sun-dac part too:D and i truly enjoyed listening:D
plus YES i feel honoured:D
i never knew niao-ing me could be so emotionally motivating and healing(=
i should charge money muahahaha!:P

OH! sylvia's post on her blog did make an impact on me:)
the part about what has she actually done in one month-
impacting the lives of people and really making a difference in their lifes..
yes, i agree! its so amazingly magical(:
although the time period is short but yet, its wonderful what YV does to people :D
what we, as TF can do to our participants:D
its really really really unbelievably inspiring(;

anyway, here are some photos that i took on Monday:D
wanted to go national library to start on my history essay
and so i went bugis starbucks first to kajiao sylvia's group's girls(:
hamizah, ain and geraldine:D
and we ended up talking from 5 to 7
and hamizah went with me to the library to borrow books for my bro
and we talked alot more too;D
it was FUN(: i love talking!:D

i cant seem to upload any photos now so i shall upload them another day(:

got to sleep now;)

SMILE:D

LyOn

Sunday, December 28, 2008

3:38 PM

HELLO:)

photos :

geraldine, me and hamizah :D

<33!

me, jessica and huili!:D

huili!(:

junhao!:)

our 3 straws for our 3 $1.50 meal:)

meiyan blocking her face again-.-

our 3 $1.50 meal:)

??? ( looks like a reaction to the picture above -.- :) )

table photo:D

talking and eating:)

me and my self portrait -.- haha XD

BLURRR (:

jimmy and yangjie (:

spastic bball captain!(:

:):):)

GAYYY :D

yangjie plus hamizah:)

<33333

geraldine,meiyan and hamizah:)

DAMN CUTE:)

CUTE:D

hamizah!:)

sylvia!:D buddy TfS:)

geraldine!:)

yangjie!:D

hidayat!:D

meiyan!:D

:D:D

<33333

S.E.W. plus me plus chuisan:D

presents (: ty!

gracilia and junhao:)

meiyan and sylvanus:)

thats all :)

LyOn

10:58 AM

hello:)

this is going to be a LONG post dedicated to my dearest group...

S.E.W. aka Singapore Expressway :)

It's been a journey ...

not a very long journey but enough to make an impact (=

and i sincerely thank all 6 of you for going on this journey with me :D

it's my first time being a TF...

and my goal was really to inspire my participants (:

there's no need to be the best TF but rather,

it's more important if i could really make a difference in the lives of my participants(:

along the journey with you guys,

there were several times whereby i felt as though

this goal was getting further and further away from me

and i felt very discouraged =/

but each time i felt this way,

i chose to believe(= to believe that as long as i persevered

i would be able to eventually inspire and make a difference in all 6 lives:)

even if its a very small difference, i would still be contented:D

slowly, i began to understand your group dynamics(:

as i mentioned before,

you all are a special group (:

whereby the way you guys appear to be are really different from what you all really are(:

although during debriefs,

the comments and reflections you all make

usually do not possess the " deep-ness" and insightful-ness\

because you all tend to end up describing the clients to each other -.-

but in actual fact, the reflections you guys give me really warms my heart and keeps me inspired :D

through your reflections, i see how each of you have matured

i get to understand you all better(: and i'm really thankful for that :)

during the days of attachment, one of the things that i really look forward to was reading your reflections

because i get to uncover a different side of each of you(: the side that i want to nurture , that i'm looking out for :D

from pre-camp briefing,

to YV camp

to attachment and

finally afterglow yesterday...

there's simply too many memories (: that are so very much precious :D

during pre-camp briefing,,,

i got to know all of you for the first time :D

the impression that you all gave me was that the girls and guys could get along well seperately(:

but there was still much to be done for you all to bond as a group :D

and i believed it could be achieved:D

during the camp itself,

i got to understand all of you better:D

i saw the bonds forming (: and i looked forward to meals whereby our whole group would sit down at one table and eat.. although its not very significiant or anything, its very heartwarming :D

i guess the two most impactful events were the station games

whereby we really bonded as a group(: all the screaming, shouting, cheering etc

really broke the barriers between us (: and i was really really really thankful for that:D

the disability challenge would be the second impactful event...

initially you guys made me really frustrated because no one took the initiative

and you all didn't seem to treat this challenge seriously ...><

but gradually, it improved:) and eventually, you guys made me very very proud of you all(:

perhaps it was because your performance initially was really quite horrible

and the improvement was really HUGE :D ot it was just the teamwork that you guys showed that made me

touched (: especially the trio combo of getting the wheelchair up and down escalators..

gracilia carrying meiyan, junhao carrying the wheelchair, hidayat taking care of blind sylvanus(:

it was such a perfect combination and you guys thought of it on your own (:

as your TF, you can never imagine how proud i really was of you all:D

campfire was great to0(: the performance by you guys was simple but sweet (:

it made me and sylvia touched:D

next up would be attachment(:

the first day of attachment went pretty well:)

except for my debrief, i think i was too ambitious in wanting to inspire you guys on the first day

so i got a little agitated when i failed to do so...

it did leave me very much discouraged but i met jon at the interchange and he told me

that you all had your opinions and i cant force mine on yours:)

plus i should be glad that you all came for the attachment:D

because if you all didnt want to come, there's nothing i could do >.<

so i persevered:) and the following debrief sessions really turned out better:D

i was happy(: because i saw how you guys were growing(:

and it reminded me of myself last year when i was a participant :D

subsequently, i looked forward to debriefs

to see whether there's any improvement (:

i admit there were still some debriefs whereby you guys were really restless and it was really no point to continue ><>

this whole attachment process was really a fun one
(: of course, we faced difficulties but seeing you all getting more comfortable with dealing with ID clients

understanding them better and even forming friendships with them

made me feel elated:D because i know that they would have really made an impact in your lives(:

the presentation by you guys during afterglow was really done very nicely (:

the " crapbook", the video and everything else that you all said made me , once again

very proud of you all
(: i guess thats the satisfaction of being a TF:D and i thank you all once again for letting me derive that satisfaction:) and thanks for the notes and presents later on:D

once again, i experienced the joy of being a TF (:

and everything i did was worthwhile (:

throughout this YV journey,

i'm glad we all bonded well(: as a group:D

its amazing how friendships and bonds are formed :D

and i want to let you all know that

each of you are really significant in S.E.W.XD

each of you play your 0wn part and really compliment each other:)

although sometimes there would be some unhappiness but

somehow everything would be resolved:D

i really cannot imagine lacking any one of you in S.E.W.

everything would feel different:D

although you all always niao me -.-

but seriously, i don't feel offended ( weird right 0.0)

and i feel happy :) coz really,

as your TF, when my participants( you all) are happy

i'm happy:D but that doesnt mean that you all can niao me for life hor:D

i will fight back (:

i really really really love S.E.W. alot alot alot (:

and each of you are really special to me :D

i will really look forward to group outings in future(:

and i hope you all will too:D if any of you require any help, we will definitely help each other:D

that's what a group is for:D we shared many memories together

macdonalds memories, kfc memories, vivocity memories

sun-dac memories, YV memories, bugis memories and many many more(:

and i believe that these memories

will last for very long (: and there will be more memories to make in future:D

we can stay bonded as long as we want to(:

as long as we believe we will (: and i believe you guys will :D

i want to have a successful group photo soon!:D

lastly, i want to thank you all for all your notes to me(:

i already read everyone's notes about 5 times already (: and i never get tired of it:D

one thing for sure:

from all your notes,

i know i have achieved my goal(:

i have made a difference in your lives:D

even if its just a teeny weeny difference, i'm still contented :D

that's the greatest satisfaction of being a TF, having to be able to inspire you all(:

once again, i sincerely thank you all for enabling my TF journey to be so memorable(:

THANK YOU

for tolerating my blur moments at times (:

for submitting your reflections almost on time(:

for letting our group becoming the group with most relfections on the wikispaces( haha!)

for listening to me and cooperating with me

for bearing with my debriefs

for giving me precious memories to remincise about

for being who you all are and most importantly,

for always making me feel special as your TF (:

i cant express how much i treasure you guys:)

and you all have really inspired me

i learnt ALOT from you all(: its a mutual learning process:D

and i really hope this process continues(:

you all made my December holidays special(:

heres a quick reply to your notes(:

sylvanus: thank you for doing the video(: it was really well done:D and YES you can test me next time, i will master it (=and thankyou for always being present for meetings and stuff:)

junhao: THANK YOU is also what i would really really really like to say to you(: for making me feel so special as your TF (: for giving me such an honour of being your best TF(: THANK YOU :D

meiyan: thanks for believing in me(: that i can continue to inspire others:D and thanks for also holding the group together , for always being present for meetings and stuff:D must meet up soon!<33333

gracilia: thanks for making me feel that i succeeded as a TF :):) it means alot to me :D and its okay:) no need to apologise:D the happy moments youa ll gave me override those moments :) <33333

hidayat: thank you for going on this YV journey with me:) and THANK you for that phonecall(: seriously,

it made everything i did worthwhile (: and i know i will see a better hidayat next year:") im looking forward to it and S.E.W and YV will always be there for you(:

THANK YOU S.E.W. (:

anyway, i must really thank YV for giving me so many wonderful friends(:

my dearest #1s , comm, helper and everyone :) i love you guys alot:D

and of course,

i must thank YVIP for giving me YLF and SEW(:

its really a blessing :D and i am seriously super thankful :)

i know that no matter what happens,

the YLF family will always be there for me(:

the reason why i love YLF so much is because i really feel special and loved in YLF(:

and i'm always taken care of in YLF (: always being doted on

it really feels like family <33>

alvin, pengyong,jinghuan,waikit,mervin,renuka,hongchuan,nas<33

and similarly for SEW(:

whereby now im the TF:)

they have given me too much :D

and all i can say is THANK YOU(:

for making me feel special and loved and successful as a TF

and of course i cant forget

WHITE TIGERS:)

my buddy group:D

i dunno why but i really feel very close to them (:

and i'm thankful for knowing them :D and they have indeed brought much joy and laughter to my life (:

im glad that SEW and WHITE TIGERS are so close:D lets have a group outing one day!(:

junhao, meiyan, sylvanus,gracilia, hidayat, jessica, hamizah, geraldine,yangjie,ain, jimmy

plus ME and SYLVIA:)

<33

THANK YOU YV (:

SMILE:)

LyOn

12:29 AM

hello(:

i'm very very tired now ><

after afterglow and the christmas party

but i shall blog what i feel about this year YVIP 2008

before i lose that inspiration(:

pictures shall come later:D

joining YVIP 2008 as a TF

was probably one of the best decisions i could make in my life(:

impactful, inspiring and wonderful(:

the bonds between the #1 TFs(: through the TF camp and

everything else really makes me feel blessed(:

the 15 of them- irreplaceable to me (:

sylvia, eunice, meiyun, huibin, zhiying,faris,youshen,jessica,PJ,shawn,huixian,nina,edmund,rafael,meiyern(:

<33

next would be my group-

anw S.E.W.(:

i really really want to say thankyou for

being the best group ever(:

i learnt so much from you guys(: which i will never forget:)

anw i shall continue my post another time:D

TOO TIRED><

smile:)

LyOn

Friday, December 26, 2008

8:29 PM

hello(:

went to the sinseh to rub my back just now

and it suddenly dawned on me

that i will not be able to exercise for a long period of time..

or at least not exercise vigorously coz of my back><

which means that there's a very high possibility that

i will turn VERY FAT by the time i recover O.O

thats a scary thought...

i shall start watching what i eat ><

AFTER TMR :D

coz im determined to enjoy myself to the fullest tmr during afterglow:D

LyOn

11:26 AM

hello(:

HAPPY BOXING DAY!:D

tmr's afterglow...

YVIP 2008 has finally come to a closure...

this year's YV really taught me many things...

my first time as a TF...

i did my best but i guess there's still so much more to improve

i had my fair share of unhappiness

but yet , i'm thankful for all the happy memories i had in YVIP 2008 (:

i can't really think of any words to express what i'm feeling right now about YV...

(: joining YV last year was probably one of the best decisions in my life :D

i'm glad for everything (:

i'm thankful for the bonds within my group

my mass group, my fellow TFs, helpers and comm (:

EVERYONE HAD A PART TO PLAY :D

i know that there's always the YV family behind me (:

and that's comforting :)

the wonderful thing about YV is the bonds we share

the gossip sessions we have...

the spirit of volunteering that dwells in us (:

although YVIP 2008 is coming to an end...

its actually the beginning (: for a better YVIP 2009 :D

looking forward to tmr :D

AFTERGLOW! :D

i shall blog a post about my group and mass group tmr:D

and my fellow TFs(:

and i shall SPAM photos tmr :D

muahahaha :D

and and and and and

my back still hurts:(

sigh...

oh well:)

things will get better:D

SMILE:)

LyOn

Thursday, December 25, 2008

11:49 PM

hello(:

This year's christmas was FUN (:

it started with me meeting up with meiyan and sylvanus at changi airport

whereby they did their afterglow preparations(:

and i helped with what i could :D

hamizah came later and they started DIGRESSING

and vandalizing my blog tagboard and facebook

under MY NAME -.- haha!:D evil people!(:

but it's okay lah, those who know me will know that thats not me :D

geraldine came later on too (:

and we had quite alot of fun

crapping , doing work and stuff:D

haha(: once again, i'm glad for the bonds in Mass group A (:

and i seriously lead a SADDDDD life lah! ><

haha!:D LOL!

anw went to bugis later on for DANCE dinner and gift exchange(:

sorry zina if my gift seemed too cheapskate-.-

but there's meaning lor(: and yay :D its simple but sweet(:

although i din stay for the whole thing

but i'm really glad we met up (:

thats how bonds are strengthened :D

and and and i'm getting so SUPER DUPER broke:(

sighz!

oh well(: anyone want to sponsor me? i shall be eternally grateful :D

we all have the right to choose the people we want to talk to

the people we want to talk to and confide in

not everyone is the choice for everyone :D

be contented.

its good to help others

but help within ur means(:

smile:")

LyOn

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

10:17 PM

hello(:

to myself:

There are many people out there that will do anything to live the life you are living right now.

You ought to feel blessed. Respect them by living life to the fullest (=

i'm lazy. i can't help it.><

OH WELL!

Think positive!=)

SMILE(:

Lyon

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

9:31 PM

Hello(:

bad news:

i sprained my back during dance today :(

even worse news:

i went to the sinseh to rub and he told me that

i cannot dance for at least 1 month...

he said it was quite serious because the injury was somewhat accumulated over a long period of time..

i think i injured my back before and didn't let it recover well =X

anyway, its hurting in almost every movement i make :(

sianz ..

nvmnvm:) i shall try and look upon it as a blessing in disguise instead :D

i have SO MANY things to do:(

sickeningly stressful

especially when i succumb to temptations easily :(

sigh.

oh well, things will get better:D

smile(:

LyOn

Sunday, December 21, 2008

11:31 PM

hello(:

just returned from my auntie's house...

the usual gathering that i always resented ...

but there are always nice surprises such as the new GREEN phone

the wonderful food:D and the compliments by my 6 year old cousin haha!:D

i love kids(:

before that, i met up with my grp for afterglow preparations(:

we ate lunch at macs before heading to NLB

as usual, we were not very productive and ended up engaging in a very philosophical discussion of changing the world, optimist, realist, pessimist , suffering, happiness , environmental disaster, world annihilation etc

and i realise that my group has rather clashing beliefs

meiyan and junhao are pessimists, sylvanus and hidayat are realists( neutral) while i'm an optimist( or at least, thats what i believe i am )

we had a long argument over which beliefs were correct and to me, i understand and respect their point of view but i can get rather stubborn about things i believe in =/

but i'm happy we had that discussion, i learnt many more things about my participants and more philosphical beliefs(: and there's 2 phrases that i remember vividly:

A realist is what an optimist sees a pessimist to be

WHILE

An idealist is what a pessimist sees an optimist to be (:

oh well- many people think i'm naive and idealistic -.- ahha!

anw, the clash of beliefs - especially when the negative ones belong to the more outspoken ones in my group

might actually prove to be part of the reason why i can't really get in my beliefs and inspire them at times =X

everyone in my group is pretty stubborn yet mature about the things they believe in

and i believe that although they might always be crapping and grumbling and acting childish at times,

they do reflect and do understand the good intentions of YVIP :) afterall, the age gap is very close for some and same for others :D

went bras basah popular to buy some stuff for afterglow and

went home after that (:

oh! A MILLION THANKS to sylvanus for taking the time to retrieveYLF scrapbook:D\

even when he was on the MRT home le ..><.

thaanks so much!/"::D i owe youa BIG favour (:

anyway, i realise i havent blogged about last day of attachment and yesterday at Peace connect ><

so please bear with this LONG POST :D

Last Day of Attachment

It felt like another regular day of attachment. But, yet it's that feeling whereby you know that everything is going to end... As usual, the clients did not sense anything but as a participant, having interacted with them for 2 weeks, there's bound to be some feelings for these clients >

The handkerchief present giving was rather successful :D and the giving of presents to trainers was good too :D OH btw, eric came down and i must admit he did help alot:D and thanks for the sponsoring of the gifts! Debrief was rather short and i didn't have time to finish what i had to say.. BUT i'm glad i focused on the main point and through their answers, i know that the goal of this attachment has been achieved ;)

Mr Jeffrey's final debrief was good too :D It marked an ending and i think that the last day of attachment went well :D i'm happy that they all indicated their willingness to return back to SUN-DAC :D

we went for a group dinner at KFC at Bugis after that (: it was fun as usual and funny because of my PINKIE -.- LOL :D but oh well (: we were all happy :D

ANYWAY, i'm really proud of my group(: I think they are an apt example of

" appearances are deceiving"(:

although on the surface, they might seem like a crappy and slack group

but through their reflections, deep down,

they are a bunch of insightful and reflective people

who have really matured throughout this whole journey :D

and as their TF,

i'm proud of them :D

S.E.W. ALL THE WAY !:)

PEACECONNECT VISIT

This trip to Peaceconnect was rather eventful (: Although i didn't manage to interact with any clients or help out alot, it was really an eye-opener to me :D

The performances were quite good and the only bad thing was that the speakers were seriously blasting the music to a SUPER LOUD LEVEL -.- i can see sylvia and her group's effort :D and i also felt happy when the christmas tree lighted up :D and everything went according to plan:D

sylvia had to leave early coz of jap lessons but i know she 's proud of her group :D

as their buddy TF, im proud of them too:D

oh! something bad happened though.. yangjie fell really sick :( he had a high fever and was really suffering for 2-3 hours .. we did whatever we could to make him feel better and took care of him (: the cooperation was good :D and i could see their team spirit and the strength of the friendships:D of YV pple who were not in the same group (: that really warmed my heart:D anw hope he gets well!

ANYWAY, TODAY- 22ND DEC- IS MY BRO'S BIRTHDAY!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAWIS!:)

SMILE:)

LyOn

Thursday, December 18, 2008

8:43 PM

hello!:)

its the 2nd last day of attachment!><

and i'm really really tired but my group and everyone from YV does give me strength to carry on:)

in actual fact, i don't really want attachment to end

because once it ends, it's time to face reality ...

all my pile of homework -- it's so frustratingly irritating:(

anyway, today's attachment was kind of special :)

mainly for me because i actually had a heart to heart talk with Mr Jeffrey(:

although our age gap is really big

but somehow our talk was really insightful and i seldom have such talks with people:D

or tell people so much things about myself (:

he also shared alot of things about himself

and i really learnt so much from him (:

its amazing how the trust is there even though we barely know each other

perhaps this is the connection between humans(:

it really opened up many new perspectives to life

and it's really comforting and assuring to have someone who understands how you think:D

another things was that some members of the committee actually came down todayo.o

was really taken aback because onlu MS sms-ed me so i was only expecting him

and maybe pengyong

BUT in the end

MS, KW, Tracy, CY and Gary came -.-

i wasn't mentally prepared so had quite a shock initially ><

i did feel stressed at the beginning too because after all,

stress is always natural when people are observing you ><

but eventually i couldn't be bothered with them-.-

because i had better things to do such as help with the karaoke session haha XD

my debrief became a sharing session

not a really deep and insightful one

because everyone waas kind of restless

><>

anyway, went to ka jiao sylvia's group later on:)

omg yangjie is SUPER gay o.o tsktsk:D

we had fun:D and im looking forward to tmr(:

i still have so much things to do

better JIAYOU:D

smile:)

LYoN

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

7:38 PM

hello(:

its been another day of attachment(:

tiring but meaningful :D

decided to do a rotation of groups today with my participants(:

from their comments during debrief

i think that they benefitted from this rotation of groups(:

they might not have realised it but being exposed to new things actually

provides a refreshing experience and a new perspective

which in this case, refers to volunteering skills:D

was with sylvanus with the group at Blk 39

well, personally my whole attachment so far was mainly focused on that group

so its very familiar to me :)

but each day really shows me a new side of different clients

which makes it a good learning experience(:

but i did a very insensitive thing today

which i'm really ashamed of myself...

maybe it doesn't seem like a very big thing

because there were no casualties-.-

but the one thing i hate the most is disappointing others

and being insensitive :( which was applicable to this situation

and so it affected me quite alot as i took it rather personally...

BUT oh well, i did what i could

and i really hope she forgives me (:

anyway, its the 3rd last day of attachment!

although its indeed hard coping with stress from home

i still think its worth it(:

for my group<33

SMILE:)

LYON

12:08 AM

hello(:

its another tiring day of attachment:D

and in fact, it was exchange programme day!

hamizah and ain came over

and i'm glad that this new experience was indeed refreshing for them

and it did stir up different thoughts in them(:

hopefully when they volunteer with the elderly again tmr,

there might be something new in their attitude:)

anyway, went to the TF dinner after that:)

didn't stay for long because had to go home to pack stuff

thanks to the karang guni man hah LOL -.-

feeling super tired now><

tmr's a better day:D

JIAYOU(:

smile:)

LyOn

Monday, December 15, 2008

8:00 PM

hello!(:

i shall continue with the previous post(:

THURSDAY

alvin came over(:

it was a pretty good day of attachment

and i was rather surprised that my debriefing went quite well(:

frankly speaking, i was feeling the stress from the committee and other TF's performance

but i realised that once i managed to relax and place less emphasis on the importaqnce of debrief

it got better(: and i was able to better engage my participants and get them to open up:D

just as what nas said,

for a debrief to be effective, it has to be short and sweet(:

and i trust my ex-tf:D

we headed over to vivo to meet zhing's group for preparation for xmas party:)

ate at LJS after that:) enjoyed myself :D

FRIDAY:

a normal attachment day

but it was last day of attachment for Junhao>.<

which is quite a pity because

i know that if he went through both weeks, the impact on him would be really great hah XD

but oh well:) im thankful that he was there for the 1st week of attachment :D

SATURDAY:

SUN-DAC Christmas party (:

i'm going to post a LONG post on this day because it was really an enjoyable day (:

reached CCK early in the morning to meet junhao and hidayat(:

and i was greeted by a pleasant surprise!

geraldine came:D followed by yang jie later:D

i was really touched because i heard that they had been returning home late every day since attachment started and yet they made time to wake up so early in the morning to come all the way to CCK:D

we headed to cck sundac with them, zhing plus her grp, youshen, faris and sijie:)

we practiced our pfm which was quite shaky at the start but it got better:D

and poor me got niao-ed all the way.. HAHA XD

anw anw i actually literally was in the middle of a WHOOSH

with everyone's hands on my head-.-

and i think i grew shorter thanks to yangjie-.-

who pressed down on my head XP LOL!:D

but oh well, hes A HEAD taller than me ><

anyway geraldine left later :( but hamizah came:)

me and junhao were the emcees and i think we did quite a good job despite all the last min changes:D

so thanks and cheers to him(:

our pfm was quite okay and thanks to alvin who brought the christmas cd:)

had lunch with my grp plus yangjie and hamizah

entertained them againXD i should seriously start collecting from people who niao me(:

especially about things that i see no link with , such as ponies-.-

ahah ! XD and jon kept on stealing my food !

had a YV debriefing session later which my group plus the other 2 were quite sian after that

so i sacrificed my wallet and treated them to macs at LOT1

it was also to encourage them lah coz i think they did quite a good job le:)

i also had my talk with junhao:D

its really touching having a heart to heart talk - just tf and participant

and i got to know so much more and learn so much more from him(:

im really glad that he's my participant and i really appreciate him :)

gossiped with the others after my talk :)

and went arcade with them to play :D super fun:)

they then sent me to LJS whereby i had my attachment talk with pengyong

went home after that coz i was super tired haha:)

TODAY:

today was a normal attachment day as well (:

was feeling abit sickly

because of my throat, voice and nose

but luckily everything was fine:D

was really proud of mygroup for taking the initiative to organise the activity

and it was quite a success:) yay!(:

my debrief felt more like a sharing session today

which was also good lah because they weren't in a very reflective mood

but rather, in a restless mood..

went with them to buy stuff later on :)

had fun again:D oh i LOVE my group:)

tmr will be a better day:)

SMILE:)

Lyon