hello!(:
finally!
accepted into NUS FASS (:
a big sigh of relief to me
especially since i only applied for one university and one faculty.
so i'm one step nearer to my social work goal(:
social work.
something i'm passionate about.
something i know i definitely want to do for the rest of my life.
but sacrifices for this goal does hurt.
remarks like "what a waste" and " no future" from loved ones
annoy and pain me at the same time.
sometimes i wish people could start being more mature.
start seriously thinking about their future
and do something now to contribute to their future.
yeah sure, there's all the talk about taking things easy now or taking things one step at a time
i used to think that way
so i do understand the rationale behind such thinkings
and there's nothing wrong with them
but seriously,
how long can we self-indulge in such thinking?
now should be the time we really search for opportunities or chances
to improve ourself, in terms of character or other aspects
or even to make a difference in our life
because it makes our life more fufilling, doesn't it?
i admire people who are doing things that are contributing to their future(:
and i'm proud to say i'm also doing things to assist me in my future.
i'm happy today(:
because of different people
and different feelings that i experienced(:
sometimes, if only we could take a step back
and look at everything in the big picture
or learn to focus, find a reason for everything we do
learn from other people,
treasure and cherish everything by reminiscing about the past memories
we would find ourselves smiling more(:
everything's going to be harder
but i will be strong(:
everything will be fine in the end,
if not it's not the end yet.
so many things i want to share, to express , to say
but who?
no matter what, i'll just continue doing my best(:
smile(:
lyon
hello!(:
i realised i haven't been blogging for quite a long time!
did anyone miss my posts? HAHA.
well, life has been good and fun so far(:
no doubt tiring
but at least somewhat fufilling
and i have learnt alot too:D
went for two overseas trip
within a short span of two weeks
had a lot of fun and learnt alot:)
suddenly, i feel that i should start catching up with people
that i havent met for a very long time
:D
it's important to make the initiative to protect
friendships that are meant to be treasured :)
i want to make myself a better person also.
so many things that i need to change
and i shall change(: break limitations
it's hard but i will try.
keeping things simple is the key?
i hope so.(:
smile(:
lyon
hello(:
.
phew.
my uni application settled nicely.
thank you, miss lijuan!(:
so now it's just waiting to enter NUS FASS social work(:
recently,
i've been enjoying certain simple pleasures in life.
friendships, smiles, laughter
and just doing my best for everything.
sometimes, things might suddenly seem complicated
emotions and pride try to get the better of me
and then i stop and think.
at the end of the day,
what is it that i hope to achieve?
what am i fighting for exactly?
and how should i fight for what i want?
and then i realised.
all the answers are already shown to me a long time ago.
everything is for the future.
(:
but now, i can no longer keep indulging.
because many things around me are changing.
things that i really treasure.
and to protect them,
i'll give it my all.(:
i realise i sound kind of philosophical eh(:
smile(:
lyon
