hello! (:



recently, i found out that Rebecca is still a regular reader of my blog!

haha. heartwarming <33

i thought many people forgot about my blog already.



tomorrow is the start of university orientation camp!

i'm quite looking forward to it =)

because it's the first uni camp that i'm going to and probably it will mark a good start to uni life!

i hope the people in my OG are nice! :D



today was bidding day also!

well, although some people around me commented that it's quite dumb of me to

place so much emphasis on it, i feel that doing so somehow gives me an

" im a freshman" feel , haa afterall, one is only a uni freshman once(:



went to huixin's place yesterday(:
poor people actually may not really be poor
cuz being rich could simply be being happy(:

i want to do it but yet im too weak to say it out.

jiayou ba.

for people who don't know who huixin is, she's this small little girl that i'm sort of attached to

for a volunteer programme :D

hello(:

just watched some parts of fruit basket
relieving the source of inspiration back then when i was still in school(:

on the journey home just now,
some things happened
that made me feel happy(:
felt as though i found myself again.

i saw this old lady carrying a big bag of stuff
so i wanted to give up my seat to her
but she declined politely
although i tried to offer her again because i could tell the bus journey was abit shaky
but smiling, she declined me again because she was getting down soon.
just before she got down the bus,
she thanked me(:
not just once but twice,
she really made the effort to make sure i heard her say thankyou,
cuz i was listening to music n couldnt really hear external noises.

it suddenly struck me that
that little small gesture of mine might actually have brightened up her night
(:
maybe not for long,
but that spark, that smile, that sincerity
i know its genuine(:

i always believe in thinking for others
doing things for others
showing your consideration, appreciation, gratitude
because small simple actions could actually go a long way in inspiring another's life(:

when you think for others,
others will think for you too(:

i like to see people smile(:

these should be the little things that should make me happy(:

why let other people make you unhappy?

smile(:

hello.

there are always struggles, obstacles, difficulties and challenges in life
for everyone to face.

some people are very strong.

They understand how to keep on looking for solutions and overcoming each fear
and inertia they face. Yet still maintaining such a positive attitude to life,
living everyday with genuine happiness.

if only i could be like them.

perhaps i will be , someday.
and everything that i'm facing now is merely a journey for me to reach my ultimate goal.

so what if things don't go my way?
so what if i disappoint other people or make them angry?
so what if i fail?

what's the worst that could happen?

will life end for me?
no, it won't.
i'll just continue living and trying and believing (:
as simple as that.

sometimes, why i complicate my life so much is cuz
i bring in other people.
i care too much about how they would feel.

but, will they care the same way as i do?

hello(:

just came back from attending HC's birthday event with YLF(:
jinghuan, alvin, pengyong, waikit
and NAS! (:
so long never see her already!

i really enjoyed myself,
my first time bowling :D
going around taking photos, having the usual crapping sessions
and feeling so free and blessed
to always have this family there for me =)

we also chatted about past memories
and i realised how long our friendship has been
almost 3 years and still going on strong xD
i'm really thankful for that and i definitely want to keep that going on.

YLF is always one of the first few blessings i count to keep me happy =)

these few days i've been feeling relaxed and quite happy (:
apart from thinking about some stuff.

i think i'm still a very lousy person in so many aspects.
disappointing and pathetic.

oh well.

jiayou lyon!

smile (:

it's funny how at some point of time,

YOU will talk to me (:

maybe we MIGHT be meant to be.

anyway, these few days have been a mixture of emotions, thoughts and feelings(:

i feel like saying everything out but it's too tiring to recall everything.

i'll just try to take things one step at a time.